A long long entry...

As the tittle suggest it's a long entry with lots of photos... Have not been blogging since tues... Been really caught up with lots of stuff... Therefore I'm here to update... (=

Tuesday

Skipped TA lecture to get ties and accessories for the percussion section for IBM... Got sash for the girls... It's really damn nice... It took me lots of trouble to get the last flower sash!! 'Cause the store at Far east doesn't have 6... The uncle could only find 5! So me n Mei made our way to Heeren... Anyway Mei thanx for accompanying me... =)]

Wednesday

Went for CF in the morning.. Got back my CF results... Got only 60... Could have done better... Got killed by my theory questions.. I really hate theory questions man!! Meimei wasn't in a good mood... Hey girl cheer up k!! =]

So we skipped EA... Headed to... hmm... Orchard I think... Eh no... Bugis... Spend only like 2-3 hours with her 'cause I had to head back to school for the poly 50 performace... Well, overall it was not tat bad... Screw up abit on the keyboard... But hmm... Just glad that thing ended... The whole event ended kind of late... about 8+... And we had to get gift for muru 'cause it's his LAST concert!! Gonna miss him so much!! His crap! His logic and stuff... His drumming!! GOD!! BASICALLY EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM IS GONNA BE MISSED BY US!!! Headed to Tiong Bahru with Aud... Got him a Hippo and a card... I wish I could have it... Wanted to get flowers but... It was too late to buy so had to leave it to tml...

Ok I remembered where we went... We went center point... I remembered so clearly now!! 'Cause I saw a jewellery box at "Kalm's"... It's so DARN nice!! If u guys see it, I bet u guys are gonna say it's SOOOOOOOoooooooooooo ME!! I'M REALLY CRAZY OVER IT!! I still can't forget about it man... But it cost about 40 bucks... So I have to think TWICE?! Or maybe THRICE?! whether I wanna buy it or not... ='(

Then headed to Orchard popular to get cards for my section... 'Cause I really didn't know what to get... So each of them got a lollipop...

Anyways was tired after I reached home... But had to stay up to do couple of things 'cause the next day is the BIG DAY... IBM CONCERT!! Had to iron my black pants and top... Hang it in my dress bag... Pack my shoes... Cosmetics, moisturiser, perfume... Whatever things I had to do... Then had to write cards for my section... Only manage to sleep at 3a.m in the morning... Seesh... I just feel asleep the moment I lay on my bed...

Thursday

Thursday was a really bad day for me... It's really terrible... Will just give the bad things a miss... Let's talk about the good things... And I never wanna talk about it...

Woke up really early... Like 8? Can u imagine only 5 hours of sleep?! I can die man!!! Had trading lesson... Couldn't miss it... But I had to be late 'cause I need to get flowers for Muru... Got the flowers and headed to school... I looked like a fool k... Carriying a bagpack, shoe bag hanging down from my bag... one hand holding the plastic bag with the hippo and the flowers on my hand and the other hand holding my dress bag... Can picture it?!

Reached at 9.40am... And Cheong cheong didn't ask why I was late... He just said he saw me dancing yesterday... I'm like HUH!! Me dancing?! Oh for heaven sake!! I was playing the piano... He just gave me the trading paper without any penalty... hmm... So not him... But when trading was about to start he called my name and ask where was I... Everybody was like laughing... SO! After all he's not that nice... He penalty me 2 points... Hmm... Still rather nice of him... He asked for the reason of being late... AND I WAS AN HONEST GIRL!! I just told him I went to buy flowers! =)

After trading had lunch with meimei then headed to the band room with Jerm... had my last minute self practice... And I have a presentation before the concert.. Totally hate the feeling man... Well details of presentation shall be missed... :)

Headed for rehearsal at the convention hall... But well... couldn't hold back those tears... Never felt so demoralised before... Told Jerm and my section saw me crying... But my juniors are so SWEET LA!!!

Fit actually sung a song... Can't really remember... But they are just so sweet... They made me laugh and smile... And those who showed your concern!! I really appreciate it!! Thanx for cheering me up before the concert... Chris, Raf, Bernard, Joelly... Thanx man!

The time was nearing.... And my juniors were all nervous... So calm them down... But when I went on stage! Shit man!! I got nervous and I had mind block and my hands was stiff... YES SHIT!! I forgot my xylo solo part!! And I'm gonna die if i can't ROLL!! But in the end... I still SCREW up a little... Well it's a freshmen concert so only played 3 songs... Screw up a little here and there... Always the case!! But well people make mistakes... But percussion are good at covering it up... =.=

Overall concert was quite ok... my Yr 1s did a great job... the yr 2s n 3s too... I'm proud of you guys!! Continue to let the passion burn in you man!!! Looking forward in working with you guys for the next big project... =)

Some of us headed to Lau Pa Sat for supper... Gave them a treat... Well u peeps deserve it!!! And as usual... We would chat and chat till we do not feel like separating... But time is cruel... We had to...

I'm already missing you peeps... probably an outing before exams k?!! Will try to plan one...

Below are photos taken for the IBM concert... See my loving section people!! Oh yeah!! There are too many photos that photobucket could not allow me to blog everything at one go... So there's like a breakage...

Peeps!! If you want the photos!! TELL ME K!! Msn, email... Anything... Just get it from me!! =)

Weiloong n I

Randy,Fit n Weiloong

Randy n me

Raf n I

Melodie n me

Jo n me! OH NO!

JERM N MOI!!!

Me n Fit... OH BABY!!! :)

Emilie, Jerm n me... JERM! Where r u looking at?!

Me n Emilie

Audrey n I

Mel on Aud back... With Fit's lollipop!

Raf n Randy... Hmm... Looks in kind of....

Jo, Aud n Emilie

Mel, Raf n Aud

Looking real cool... Mel look really gothic esp. with the eye liner...

It's them again...

Me n the yr 1s!! U peeps are just wonderful!! Good job!! Love ya! =)

While waiting... advertising for Qoo?

Percussion section Yr 1s

What are they pointing at?

Acting cool... But not so cool after all!!

SP PERCUSSION 'O5!!!!!

Cheryl n I

Chris n I

Top view

Chris n Ronald

Me, Chris n Ronald

Muru with the gifts from the section... Gonna miss u man!!

Cindy n I

Hanyuan n me

Stella n I!! Good job girl!

Tanny n I

Muru... After waiting for us at Raffles city after about an hour!

Prize giving ceremony!! AwwWWWwww... So sad!

Me n Muru ( I look like an AUNTIE!!!)

At Lau Pa Sat...

Okies... I'm bored... I've nothing better to do... So I started to pack my accessories... And took some photos... =)

I've finally pack this blue box after it being a mess... So much neater...

Now it's my neckalces.... It's in a horrible mess and all of them aare tangle up..

Well sorting it out...

The other time when my student came to my house, she was looking at my necklace now she spoilt this necklace!! I was so angry k!! 'Cause she didn't tell me until she went on the cab to go home... Anyways it's over, yet to get it done... So I have not wore it like a decade...

Bought this necklace 'cause it's damn long and unique... But I have not wore it a single time... 'cause I don't know how to... =]

MY FIRST NECKLACE!!! It's winnie the pooh... It was a birthdy gift... But well, I wore it less than 5 times... Got this when I was in primary school i think.. So after 5-6 years, it's with my collection of necklace collecting dust...

this choker is darn cheap!! U won't wanna know how much... haha... 'cause you will be screaming like hell!! It's only 1 BUCKS!!

Jerm bought this from Thailand when she went on cruise for the leadership camp last year... You know what?! I have not wore this before!! BUT! She wore it for a dinner on the cruise... =]

After sorting out...

So much neater...

My whole collection of accessories!!!

Hmm... Seems there isn't much after all... =X

Ok... My breakfast... Pineapple..

Ok I know I've nothing better to do... But pack all this yesterday night... Okies gotta go bath!! Gonna meet meimei to go Chinatown to look for ties for IBM...

Got back my FIA test... I've got 74... It's been a long time since I last saw such result though not very good but at least I'm happy and I know that I can actually do it...

Guess it's 'cause I can concentrate better... Band is not the issue at all... 'cause when I had this test, I was also busying with band... SO I CONCLUDE IT'S NOT BAND!!! SO NEVER USE CCA AS AN EXCUSE TO WHY YOU CAN'T COPE IN YOUR STUDIES!! 'CAUSE IT'S BULLSHIT! EXCUSES!! It's just YOU!! YOURSELF!!!

Had the poly 50 rehearsal just now... Man!! I think that composer suck la! What the hell is wrong man!! Make us wait so long... Say wanna start then erm... wait give me 5 more mins need to try out the chinese orchestra... make up your mind and stop being contradicting...

And we still have to play with the track... HEY!! Might as well not get the band to play since you have that stupid track of yours?! All you need is those wushu people and whoever la... Waste of time... And stop emphasising the track... Following the track stupidly... What's with these people... And band is always the one there first and end up all of us just have to sit there and wait for everbody to arrive...

Just can't wait for this dumb event to end... And we had to cancel rehearsal for the concert just 'cause of this school event...

OK! The following few sentence is NOT against anyone from the course k!! It's against SP!! SO PLS PLS DON'T TAKE IT TO HEART!!

Ok as you know SP is the FIRST poly to have a course related to music.. It's DMAT (Diploma in Music and Audio Technology)... Ok since the school knows that they are starting this course, they should jolly well know that instruments are needed!! So they should get their OWN instruments for these people!! AND not borrowing from the band for every other performances!! Then why start this course?! Start the course and borrow from band... Very funny!!

It's not cheap starting this course!! NOT CHEAP!! So why start?! Just so that we can be the FIRST to start this... SP is just dumb... And they have cow people with COW SENSE!!! Go get instruments for them, so that it would be more convenient for them! It would be very much appreciated!

Man... I think I'm seriously having a big prob with SP... GOD!! Can't wait to leave... Gesh!

Anyways I went to look for Mr Bernard just now... To ask if he could let our group present on another besides this thurs... As expected it's a No... FINE THEN! I'll just have to go present and quickly get my body and soul out of that place... Just hope I can do well for that presentation... Presentation and concert! One after another!! Hmm... I wonder how would that be like...

And he's not happy with me... Not exactly me... it's just that school events and rehearsal always falls on mon and thurs which I haev BD... And I missed lots of his lesson.. What can I say!! Mr Bernard I have no fate with the module! It's fated for me to keep missing that darn module!! TOO BAD!! CHEERS!! 'CAUSE LIFE IS STILL COOL!!! :D

IBM is just 3 days away... Hmm... how am I feeling?! Probably asked me the night before I might be able to answer you by then... (=

Meimei and I had already come out with a studying schedule!! GUESS WHAT?!! I'm pretty excited about it!! Can't wait to start studying!! Weird?! Nah... Think it's normal... haha... =)

I just wanna do well for my last year... I've spend time thinking of unnecessary stuff for the last 2 sem and only after my CA1 for most of my test, then I actually had the drive and concentration to study... Hope that drive in me would stays for a long long while...

I'm just clearer of what's going on... So why ruin my own life? I've a life to live...

Oh man! Just can't wait to start man! Once this week is over!!! I'm just a LITTLE LITTLE BIT less busier... =]

I wanna get back my CF test... Hope I did well...

Gotta go back sorting out my notes... I was half way thru it and I came to blog... hehe...

Ciaoz!! peeps!!

AND!!! PEEPS!! WORK HARD FOR IBM!!!

OH!! I forgot something!! My student, Qiao Ting, got back her results for prelims!!! She's got 72 for english!! AND!! She's got 95 for her maths!! GOD!! I'm so happy!! As a tutor, seeing my student achieving good results... It's the best achievement ever!! So my day is kind of balanced out today with the things that happen... =)

I'm really off now!! :)

I'M FREAKING PISSED!!! ONCE AGAIN YOU GUYS NEVER FAIL TO PISSED ME!!!! THE OTHER TIME IT WAS LIKE THAT, NOW IT'S STILL THE SAME!! DAMN YOU PEOPLE!!!! WHAT'S THE USE OF SETTING A DATELINE, WHEN YOU GUYS ARE NOT EVEN DONE YET?!!! EVERYTHING SUPPOSED TO BE DONE LAST MONDAY, SO THAT MORE TIME CAN BE ALLOW FOR MAKING AMENDMENTS!!! BUT YOU GUYS ARE JUST NOT DONE WITH YOUR PARTS!! AND CHANGING THE PRESENTATION TO ANOTHER DAY JUST LIKE THAT!! AND I CAN'T MAKE IT ON THURSDAY!! IF I COULD I WON'T BE SO PISSED!!

DON'T TELL ME 'CAUSE YOU'VE GOT TO WORK, YOU ARE BUSY!!! SAVE THOSE BULLSHIT FOR A 3 YEAR OLD KID!! 'CAUSE I'M NOT BUYING THAT!!

HELLO!! You are not the only one that are busy!!! I have a very tight schedule too!! SO!! Save your story for your OWN ASS!!

I could skip school and finish it up last minute the other time, just 'cause of you guys, why can't YOU PEOPLE DO THE SAME?!! And I still had to help clean your ass the other time, after giving me shit!! And I could finished in time!! WHat's this?!!

STOP THOSE EXCUSES!!! YOU GUYS ARE JUST HELL TIME IRRESPONSIBLE!!!!

YES!! YOU GUYS ARE!!!

AFTER CHANGING ALL THIS!! I DON'T EVEN KNOW THAT MY PRESENTATION IS ON THURSDAY, UNTIL I MSG CHARLENE!! HOW NICE OF YOU GUYS! YOU CALL THIS A GROUP?!! OH YA!! IT IS... A FUCKED UP GROUP!

Am not gonna blog today 'cause I'm having a splitting headache till I'm tearing...

Took 2 panadols and gonna go to bed for good...

Am now at my sutdent's house.. Must be wondering why I'm able to blog here... Well just finished tuition so I'm showing her where to d/l songs and how to use it...

So I'm sort of killing time while waiting to for the song to finish downloading...

And I think my mum is gonna kill me... Gonna see a doctor but here I am blogging and slacking at my student's house... :D

Ok... It's gonna be done soon...

Gotta go... Will update about today later at night... :)

Seesh... Was a tiring day today... Was prespiring like a mad dog!!

Went back to school at 2 for the poly 50 rehearsal... And the venue of the performance?! SP is just weird... I don't know why there? But it's just there... Event will be held at the Finance building the platform opposite the main library... Weird right?!

Rehearsal was not bad for me... Can play my part abit better... More familiarise with chords now... But one bad thing is that... The weather is darn hot la... And the freaking space given to us is so freaking small!! Gesh! But it's kind of messy...

After rehearsal, was band prac... We went through the whole concert order... Didn't work through any pieces 'cause concert is just next week... So Mr Tan just pointed out some parts... After playing through the concert pieces... it was about 9 and it was time for going through the "Poly 50" performance... 'Cause we sounded bad... So he had to do it with us... The lucky ones who are not performing got to go home early... Humph! But anyways! Enjoyed playing!! :D

My whole body is aching... After carrying those instruments...

Sleeping soon... I've got sectionals tml!! @10am!!! GOD!! I'm gonna die man!! I need more SLEEP!!!

NitexXXxxx peeps!!!

HmmmMMMMMMMmmmmmmmmmmmmm........................................

*yAwNz*

I had a good sleep man!! Never so good before... So good that my lesson is at 9, I woke up at 10.... (=

Wanted to go for EA, but Mei is not going and Shunli is not in school... And I'm excused from lesson from 1 onwards.... 'Cause of the "Poly 50" rehearsal...So I have to be in school at 2!!!

For now!! It's time to SLACK!!! =]

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Was super on time for FO lesson today... =) 'Cause I met up with Jerm to go to school together... Well trading was rather ok today... 'Cause my lucky charm was standing next to me!! SULIAN!!! But during TA, I made a loss of $2.15!! I was in the wrong position since the start... I should have just sold in the first place... Should have went along with my own views but... I was busying doing other things so I just followed the crowd... :'( painfully lose... Four hours of trading really can drain you out.. . Skipped BD today... Think I'm gonna receive warning letter soon! Can't be bothered, anyways I did my part already...

So headed to town with meimei and shunli... WELL!!! We were supposed to window shop!! Take note of the word!! "WINDOW"!!

Yes now! That's the word!! BUT........................

These earrings are 3 for $10!! Cheap right!! Bought 2 of these and the 3rd one was meimei's earrings... It's the same as the one above (red one)...

Wanted to buy this top like last month when I saw it... I FINALLY GOT IT!! 12 bucks!! =]

10 bucks for this white plain top... (=

Yup these are the few items I bought today... =]

I failed in doing window shopping... Instead I SHOP!!! How great!!

Met my auntie at Bedok at 5.30pm for dinner, 'cause we had to attend a seminar... It was a "Deliverance Seminar"... Speaker was Pamela Seaward. Really good speaker and she has lots of interesting and real life experience to share... Learnt alot and know alot... And the importance of having Him in my life!! =)

The thing ended rather late... Reached home at 11.30pm... *TiReD*

But didn't regret going... Though it's kind of far... (=

Missed sectionals but hope it went well for you guys!! Sorry for not being able to be there... AND DO REMEMBER WHAT MR TAN HAD SAID!!!

FIA lecture is at 9 tml and yes I'm still here... 'Cause I gonna watch my show first before I sleep... Gonna be excused from 1 onwards tml, 'cause of the "Poly 50" performace... Talking about that... Practically the whole of next week, I won't be seen much in class... Coz I'm excused for like so many day... Mon I have rehearsal for "Poly 50", Tues is the dress rehearsal for IBM, not sure if there's excuse letter but i doubt so, wed is the poly 50 performance and thurs is IBM... And FRI? What do you think?! I have a concert on thurs... you think I would go to school?! I doubt I can even wake up... Well we'll see then...

Okies show started already... I wanna slack on my bed...

"Rest in peace"

"Mdm yeo, our primary school chinese teacher passed away yesterday. Her wake is from today till mon @ 6 Jalan Novena Utara. Pls pass tis sms to yr ex scgs frens thanx."

received this msg when I stepped into TA class just now... A very SHOCKING NEWS!!

She died of cancer...

I'm shocked to the extreme... Though it's been years that I've seen her but after seeing the msg, I feel kind of lost... I mean how could such a thing happen to such a nice lady?!! She's the nicest teacher ever... Memories of her is coming back to me... Her voice and her chinese lesson...

I still remember an incident when someone lost something in class and she had to find out who the culprit was!! Oh man!! I can remember exactly what happen... 'Cause someone tried to set me up!! OH!! Damn that bitch!! wonder what did I ever did to her... But Thank God she was fair enough and smart enough to handle the situation well and found the person.. :D

Anyways... sad that a nice and caring lady/teacher has left us...

Not sure if I'm going for the wake coz... I'm fully packed even during the weekends... And I've to go with someone that I hopfully closed to... which is... hmm........... >.="

I have not seen all of them like since sec 2... OH GOD! What am I gonna do... Well think for now I've to see if i'm free to go first...

What am I to you?

I'm nothing but just an item that you pick up on your way in your life and thrown aside after that

In short, I'm nothing but trash....

OH MAN!! CAN SOMEONE GIVE ME A KIT-KAT???!!!!

I NEED A BREAK!! I have not been sleeping well for the past 4 nights... Projects and test... It's just taking the hell out of me!! And the work load in the day is a burden too heavy to carry...

Studied till about 2+ yesterday night... Woke up super early today... 7am... Took CF test and after that headed for tuition... And I reached home at 10+... All thanx to Nini... If she had knew and check her prelim schedule earlier, I won't have to stay last minute... Tml's her english and when I went to her house she told me her maths is on friday... RIGHT!! which I can't make it tml... So I had to stay there for 3 hours!! And I had to wait for her outside her house for FARKING 30mins, before she open the door for me to go in!! And that really irritates me!! I was so darn pissed!! Ok nvm...

Anyways CF was quite alright too, just that the theory questions are a SLAP in the face... But check abit of my answers, seems like I "wu da wu knock"... Sorry can't come out with the han yu ping ying...

Just hope that I do well for this 2 paper...

Well, nowadays I'm able to study better... Able to absorb better... hehe.. :D I'm so happy... God is giving me the strength for my last drive in SP!! :)

A rather long day... I'm drained... Wanted to start on EA but I doubt I can even do anything... The figures are just gonna appears as number and mean nothing to me... the words are just alphabet...

OH! God save me!!

Am chatting with Chris now... And he said that next sem is his ITP!!! You think u get 400 bucks and is little!! You can go dig a hole and hide like an ostrich!! This poor fellow here is not paid!! Working and not paid!! What's wrong with SP?!! what the hell are they doing?!! Making your student work and not giving them pay?! SP can go die!!

There's sectionals with Mr Tan tml... But sad... I can't be there coz I've got a seminar to attend... But well God comes first... SO!! I'm cool!! But gotta work double hard for my part...

P.S. Apologise for unpolite entry, 'cause I'm really tired....

Finally done with my revision for tml's CF test... For the calculation part... Hmm... Theory part I shall go through tml... I'm brain dead now... One test after another, I can really die from it... Not me, my brain cells...

Just hope tml's paper would be do-able...

Really worried... Coz I can't fail again!! Oh man! God you are not gonna let this happen to me again right?! I know you are not... I have faith in you :D

My first lesson is at 8 tml!! I hope I don't oversleep or else I'll be in deep shit... I've pack my bag already and thought of what to wear tml.. Just hope that I won't change it tml... Or else I'm just gonna be late again.. It always happens!! I take 1 hr to prepare... Just hope that Andy's morning call would really pull me out of bed!!

I'm off to sleep now!!! Ciaoz!

FIA test is over... HURRAY!!! I skipped the whole day just to study at home...

Hmm... "How's the paper?" If you will to ask...

Well it was rather ok... or rather I would say it's easy... Just afraid that saying it, the opposite would happen... 'cause it always will... The paper is easy till it's scary... But I'm very sure I had did a few mistakes...

But it was really a give away paper... My goodness what's wrong with Andrew Lim man?!

When I first saw the paper, I'm kind of shocked with all the marks allocation... Part 1 has a weightage of 22 marks.... With only 2 QNS!! Yes... First question has only 1 step! And!! It's 12 marks... GOD! But well who cares!! So long as we can scare... Who gives a damn!! :)

Now it's time for CF... I've got a test tml man... But I'm still watching TV... :D

I'm feeling so slack now.... Totally drag starting it... Just hope that I don't forget what I've studied last last week... Then refreshing it would be no problem...

I'm such a slut...

Was studying just now... And my mum asked me to peel the orange to eat... But I asked her to do it for me, which she do... Then few minutes later... She came out and brought up the past... About me when I was young... Oh man! I didn't know I was such a SLUT!!

She told me when I was a little girl, both she and my dad would peel orange for me to eat... And if the juice ooze out when they peel it, I wouldn't eat it... But when my grandma peel it, I would eat... And my mum said I was "guai lan"... however you spell it! If I get it right, you will understand what I mean...

Oh goodness!! I didn't know I was like that... the other incident was my auntie bought a pair of shoes for me... And it was too big for me... But the stubborn and stupid me insisted on wearing it... So my parents just let me... I ended up wearing a pair of shoes that is about 2-3 size bigger than my leg!! Can you imagine the little me walking around with that shoes... People pointing, staring and laughing at me!! Oh! Am such a disgrace!! Stupid me! Why did I ever insisted on doing something so dumb!! I still have that photo... And the worse thing... I was squating under a tree that is a little taller than my height at that time... With a pair of big sunglasses and the big retareded shoes... can you picture it?!

I can't stand myself... Time to go back to study for FIA!!