Kill me?!

You guys are so gonna kill me... Seriously!! OK... before that updates about today...

Went back to school for FO lecture this morning!! YES!! I went back!! But was late... Went back for the quiz... It's my second quiz so far... Well... Cheong cheong gives quiz most of the time during lecture... So imagine the number of times, he has given quizzes already. Anyways it's the last lecture... So why not?!

AFter FO, headed to suntec with meimei. Was shopping around, headed to BK to grab a bite 'cause my gastric was acting up... Lunch ended and it was time to study... Studied abit and went to sakae for lunch. We ate quite alot, spend about 2 hours inside...

And it was time for meimei to go 'cause she has jap class... For me?! I went to meet my aunt and sisters for the travel fair at SUNTEC!!!!!! Haha... Went there to look at the package that the agencies are offering for Hong Kong!!! OH GOD!! HONG KONG!!! I'M OVERWHELMED!!! SEESH... Cool it, JOCELYN!!

Got so cheated when we reach outside... thought it was free but we had to pay 3 bucks for admission. Nvm.. got lots of free gifts!! So many that I'm afraid that I left my own stuff behind!! We spent a whole of 4 hours plus in the exhibition hall... Chan's brother are having long queue so while waiting we went around to ask for the rates offered!!! At the same time went around to look for free gift!! YUP!! I do admire I'm kaisu!! And I'm proud to be a Singaporean!! But hey!! The freebies are most of the time th nicest!! How can you resist it!! Anyway went to collect the UOB tote bag and miss our queue! But it didn't take long before our enquires are answered!! As usual a whole lot of quesitions and answer went on!!

AND LISTEN UP PEEPS!!! I'M GOING TO HONG KONG!!! HONG KONG!!! I'M DEPARTING ON THE 21ST NOV!!! 645A.M FLIGHT!!! AND ON MY WAY TO MY SHOPPING PARADISE!!! CAN YOU IMAGINE!! HONG KONG!! THE PLACE WHERE I ALWAYS WANTED TO GO!!! AFTER WATCHING THOSE HONG KONG SERIES!!! ALL GIRLS ARE JUST GONNA DIE AFTER GOING THERE!!! 'CAUSE IT'S OUR WORLD THERE!!!

I'm gonna SHOP, SHOP, SHOP, SHOP N SHOP!!!

God!! I can't wait man!! The thought of it and by looking at the map.. I'm TURN ON!!! haha... =)

How I wish is 20th Nov NOW!! Packing my luggage and stuff...

But my only worries are tests... 'cause it's the 4th week of school. Well, for now I'll just pray hard... GOD PLEASE BLESS ME!! PEEPS PLEASE KEEP YOUR HANDS TOGETHER AND PRAY FOR ME TOO!!! PRETTY PLEASE!!! If it really happens then I'll just see what I can do about it... I'm GOING NO MATTER WHAT!!

The best of my days.... OHhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHhhh........

Oh yeah... Was talking about behaving yesterday... And TODAY?!! I, JOCELYN LEE SHANG YING, MISBEHAVED AGAIN!!! Look at what I've spend on the whole of this week.. Just this week k!!

Bought the cross necklace, ring and earrings on monday, 'cause I was killing time before tuition... It's 3 BUCKS EACH!!!

Bought this 2 pairs on tuesday... 2 bucks each... GOOD BUY!!! STRONG BUY!!!

Bought this bag yesterday... Finally bought it after thinking for so long... And I use it today!! heez...

Bought this yesterday too...

Bought this top just now... And I never regret! This top cost $33 few months back, and when I bought it today I paid only $9.90!! =D

YES!! I bought all these 4 necklaces TODAY!! JUST NOW!!! I went back the second time and the sales girl could recognise me... And she add on to my previous purchase and I got a mebership. It's 2 for $10 at first, but the second set I paid only $6.20!! hehe...

I wouldn't mind getting the membership 'cause the accessories are frreaking nice!!!

Well that's it for today... I'm sleepy already, will do EA tml...

So peeps! If you wanna kill me!! Tag kz! I'm awaiting...

NITEZ!!!

JOCELYN YOU NEED TO BEHAVE!!!!

Yes I need to behave... Or else my mum needs to get a new place or I'll haev to shift to my aunt's place...

I need to stop shopping in Singapore... I'm going crazy!!! I can barely control myself... It's gonna be worse if I'm going to Hong Kong... I'm saving for Hong Kong already but here I am spending lots... Seesh...

I shamelessly bought 2 pair of earrings yesterday... A bag today and a watch... I don't konw what's more...

I need to control...

Ok I need to do EA...

Never give up

Just an hour ago, I was gonna die... Was so frustated and irritated with EA and BD projects... I had to finish BD by today 'cause our group wants to submit it early... and I meant DAMN early... the dateline is 3 oct.. Ya freaking early... Anyways it would be good, at least we can concentrate on preparing for exams and I won't want to go back to school just to submit a darn report unless it's BAND!!

Anyways I was so frustated and running out of patience 'cause I didn't know how to do my part. Product and pricing. I could only copy what is on the powerpoint slides and I can elaborate no SHIT!! I am so stuck... And EA is running through my mind!! I just wanted to vent my anger, 'cause I couldn't come out with anything. And I have all sort of words coming out of my mouth.

And soon I realise there's a big problem. "Jocelyn, you are just not calm enough and it's no big deal! why are you reacting like that?!"

I click on windows media player and quickly got "Deeply in love" playing on my computer... And soon I calm down... And with Kang ming msg helping me to start on the core level of product and meimei's little explanation. I got started immediately and soon things just started flowing to me... Thanx for the help peeps!!

Thank God for the wonderful song too!! I wouldn't have calm down...

I'm now done with BD, and it's EA time... It's kind of headache... Already having a splitting headache but still gotta get these done or else I'll be piling up too much work during the weekend!!!

Exams are round the corner, need to get really started... Through I've already started but it's TOO SLOW!!!

I'm feeling sleepy and I seem to be turning and turning...

Compare

Supposed to be doing my project at the moment... but i've yet to start...

Was bored so I cut and paste photos of me from 3 different years of IBM... Compare how I look then and now...

Big difference? Well... I think there's a fair bit... Why not you guys tell me? =P

JUST LET ME SCREAM!!!

I DON'T NEED YOU PEOPLE!!! JUST GET LOST!! I'M ALREADY DEVELOPING HATRED TOWARDS YOU PEOPLE!!! I DON'T WANT THAT!! SO STOP DOING THAT TO ME ANYMORE!! DON'T COME NEAR ME!!! I'M WARING YOU!! DON'T GIVE ME A CHANCE TO HATE YOU PEOPLE!!!! I HATE DOING SO!!

THE THOUGHT OF IT, JUST MAKES ME SO ANGRY AND A FOOL TO MYSELF!!! THERE'S NOTHING WRONG!! BUT WHY IS IT ALWAYS ME!! CHOOSE SOMEBODY!! OR ELSE JUST KEEP YOURSELF TO YOUR OWN ASS AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!

Just a short one...

Not gonna be a long entry... 'cause I've to start doing research on EA or else I'm just gonna DIE!!

After school went studying with meimei at TBP BK... Manage to study a little bit... Exams are just in less than 2 weeks time... *sIgH* ='(

Gotta catch up... Saw Mr Darren Chong giving extra lessons to his students... Hardworking huh!

Am hungry now!! Waiting for my sister, meiying, to be back... 'cause she's buying dinner for me...

Seesh... I've been eating alot... How am I gonna lose weight... EXERCISE IS THE WORD!! Will start soon... Hope so! I hate jogging in the evening 'cause the air is just too polluted... Morning? Too early for me to wake up... So 10+ at night is the best... =)

Okies... Going off... EA HERE I COME!!

OH GOD!! PLEASE SAE ME!!!

I hate myself for being like that... Once again I have to hide under my blanket and cry... I try hard... But not hard enough... I just have to get through this period... I tried to be strong and thought I could... And be like a fighter...

But I'm just feeling so terrible... Indulging myself in my own world... I can't get myself into reality and go on... Looking the way I am, I tried so hard... And just glad that it pays off a little...

Thinking back... I feel so low and cheap.. I hate those kind of feeling... it's so embarrassing!! I was doing too much and just thinking too much... I should have thought so... It will never happen to me... I had thought of it... But I failed to stop it... Ain't I just dumb...

And it turns out that I've just been fooled... Just like before...

if anyone asked me to trust them, how can I ever trust them again?

Ignorance is bliss... But sometimes it's just difficult... I don't wanna act, I just wanna get out...

As usual couldn't climb out of bed for FO lecture this morning... I'm just gonna die man! I don't know how many FO lectures I skipped... Anyways went for FIA, was super duper late... yes... As usual... The leopard never changes its spots... =)

There wasn't BD this week... Headed to cityhall alone to kill time 'cause tuition starts at 5 and It was only 2.15pm when I left school... Walked around in hope of looking for somethings... Found my long wallet... it's roxy... 32 bucks... Got the urge to buy but hold it back... Couldn't stop thinking about it while I was walking but suddenly a thought came to my mind and I decided not to buy... =)

I'll get my cousin to check it out in perth... I didn't wanna buy here 'cause lots of people is gonna buy it and I'll have the same thing as people! Don't wan! =) So immediately the urge and desire to get it was GONE!! haha...

Well as what meimei and shunli always say... "everytime they go out with me, I'm bound to get something"!

Yup! I didn't fail to disappoint them again.. I bought a necklace, a pair of earrings and a ring... =)

And I shop at Carrefour... Shocked?? Don't be... I can just shop anywhere... I bought hangers... Yes hangers!! it's darn cheap... I bought 60!! haha... it actually comes in a pack of 12 costing only 2 BUCKS!! So one cost only like $0.17... =D

Anyways besides hangers, I bought towels and cotton wool... OK! My mum doesn't buy daily neccessities for me... The only daily neccessities they provide me are love and concern, money, a shelter over my head, food and COTTON BUDS!! Yup that's the only thing that they know that I used to often...

I called my mum and asked if buying hangers from downstairs my house was cheaper.. and she told me SHE NEVER BUY BEFORE!! WTH!! I'm shocked!! Anyways I told her about the deal and she told me to get it... I told her I'm getting 5 and she said ok... And next I told her I'll be giving tuiton ( hinting that it's too heavy)... "Bu you jin, mai."

Bought it... and the stuff was so heavy, I was looking like a fool... And Cia and Prisca spotted the fool...

Reach home the earliest today... MAN! And I feel that it's damn late already... Have to start EA... But I'm so sleepy... *yAwNz*

To sleep or not to sleep...

The hangers.. Spotted it 'cause I saw the pink ones...

Towels that cost $3.50 each...

Bought the stuffs below last week...

The flowers are darn big... I look like a siao char bo when I wear this...

Together with the big flowers earrings, it cost 2 for $5

Not very clear... It's bread...

Cookie earrings... It looks small but it's big on my ears...

bought this for $5... ;)

Well, that's it for today... I'm still between EA and sleeping...

A long long entry...

As the tittle suggest it's a long entry with lots of photos... Have not been blogging since tues... Been really caught up with lots of stuff... Therefore I'm here to update... (=

Tuesday

Skipped TA lecture to get ties and accessories for the percussion section for IBM... Got sash for the girls... It's really damn nice... It took me lots of trouble to get the last flower sash!! 'Cause the store at Far east doesn't have 6... The uncle could only find 5! So me n Mei made our way to Heeren... Anyway Mei thanx for accompanying me... =)]

Wednesday

Went for CF in the morning.. Got back my CF results... Got only 60... Could have done better... Got killed by my theory questions.. I really hate theory questions man!! Meimei wasn't in a good mood... Hey girl cheer up k!! =]

So we skipped EA... Headed to... hmm... Orchard I think... Eh no... Bugis... Spend only like 2-3 hours with her 'cause I had to head back to school for the poly 50 performace... Well, overall it was not tat bad... Screw up abit on the keyboard... But hmm... Just glad that thing ended... The whole event ended kind of late... about 8+... And we had to get gift for muru 'cause it's his LAST concert!! Gonna miss him so much!! His crap! His logic and stuff... His drumming!! GOD!! BASICALLY EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM IS GONNA BE MISSED BY US!!! Headed to Tiong Bahru with Aud... Got him a Hippo and a card... I wish I could have it... Wanted to get flowers but... It was too late to buy so had to leave it to tml...

Ok I remembered where we went... We went center point... I remembered so clearly now!! 'Cause I saw a jewellery box at "Kalm's"... It's so DARN nice!! If u guys see it, I bet u guys are gonna say it's SOOOOOOOoooooooooooo ME!! I'M REALLY CRAZY OVER IT!! I still can't forget about it man... But it cost about 40 bucks... So I have to think TWICE?! Or maybe THRICE?! whether I wanna buy it or not... ='(

Then headed to Orchard popular to get cards for my section... 'Cause I really didn't know what to get... So each of them got a lollipop...

Anyways was tired after I reached home... But had to stay up to do couple of things 'cause the next day is the BIG DAY... IBM CONCERT!! Had to iron my black pants and top... Hang it in my dress bag... Pack my shoes... Cosmetics, moisturiser, perfume... Whatever things I had to do... Then had to write cards for my section... Only manage to sleep at 3a.m in the morning... Seesh... I just feel asleep the moment I lay on my bed...

Thursday

Thursday was a really bad day for me... It's really terrible... Will just give the bad things a miss... Let's talk about the good things... And I never wanna talk about it...

Woke up really early... Like 8? Can u imagine only 5 hours of sleep?! I can die man!!! Had trading lesson... Couldn't miss it... But I had to be late 'cause I need to get flowers for Muru... Got the flowers and headed to school... I looked like a fool k... Carriying a bagpack, shoe bag hanging down from my bag... one hand holding the plastic bag with the hippo and the flowers on my hand and the other hand holding my dress bag... Can picture it?!

Reached at 9.40am... And Cheong cheong didn't ask why I was late... He just said he saw me dancing yesterday... I'm like HUH!! Me dancing?! Oh for heaven sake!! I was playing the piano... He just gave me the trading paper without any penalty... hmm... So not him... But when trading was about to start he called my name and ask where was I... Everybody was like laughing... SO! After all he's not that nice... He penalty me 2 points... Hmm... Still rather nice of him... He asked for the reason of being late... AND I WAS AN HONEST GIRL!! I just told him I went to buy flowers! =)

After trading had lunch with meimei then headed to the band room with Jerm... had my last minute self practice... And I have a presentation before the concert.. Totally hate the feeling man... Well details of presentation shall be missed... :)

Headed for rehearsal at the convention hall... But well... couldn't hold back those tears... Never felt so demoralised before... Told Jerm and my section saw me crying... But my juniors are so SWEET LA!!!

Fit actually sung a song... Can't really remember... But they are just so sweet... They made me laugh and smile... And those who showed your concern!! I really appreciate it!! Thanx for cheering me up before the concert... Chris, Raf, Bernard, Joelly... Thanx man!

The time was nearing.... And my juniors were all nervous... So calm them down... But when I went on stage! Shit man!! I got nervous and I had mind block and my hands was stiff... YES SHIT!! I forgot my xylo solo part!! And I'm gonna die if i can't ROLL!! But in the end... I still SCREW up a little... Well it's a freshmen concert so only played 3 songs... Screw up a little here and there... Always the case!! But well people make mistakes... But percussion are good at covering it up... =.=

Overall concert was quite ok... my Yr 1s did a great job... the yr 2s n 3s too... I'm proud of you guys!! Continue to let the passion burn in you man!!! Looking forward in working with you guys for the next big project... =)

Some of us headed to Lau Pa Sat for supper... Gave them a treat... Well u peeps deserve it!!! And as usual... We would chat and chat till we do not feel like separating... But time is cruel... We had to...

I'm already missing you peeps... probably an outing before exams k?!! Will try to plan one...

Below are photos taken for the IBM concert... See my loving section people!! Oh yeah!! There are too many photos that photobucket could not allow me to blog everything at one go... So there's like a breakage...

Peeps!! If you want the photos!! TELL ME K!! Msn, email... Anything... Just get it from me!! =)

Weiloong n I

Randy,Fit n Weiloong

Randy n me

Raf n I

Melodie n me

Jo n me! OH NO!

JERM N MOI!!!

Me n Fit... OH BABY!!! :)

Emilie, Jerm n me... JERM! Where r u looking at?!

Me n Emilie

Audrey n I

Mel on Aud back... With Fit's lollipop!

Raf n Randy... Hmm... Looks in kind of....

Jo, Aud n Emilie

Mel, Raf n Aud

Looking real cool... Mel look really gothic esp. with the eye liner...

It's them again...

Me n the yr 1s!! U peeps are just wonderful!! Good job!! Love ya! =)

While waiting... advertising for Qoo?

Percussion section Yr 1s

What are they pointing at?

Acting cool... But not so cool after all!!

SP PERCUSSION 'O5!!!!!

Cheryl n I

Chris n I

Top view

Chris n Ronald

Me, Chris n Ronald

Muru with the gifts from the section... Gonna miss u man!!

Cindy n I

Hanyuan n me

Stella n I!! Good job girl!

Tanny n I

Muru... After waiting for us at Raffles city after about an hour!

Prize giving ceremony!! AwwWWWwww... So sad!

Me n Muru ( I look like an AUNTIE!!!)

At Lau Pa Sat...