Ok... It's the first band prac today and we have four year ones with us... 3 guys and a girl... Hmm... shan't comment here about them... Just keep my views to myself... And it's the first day that I'm officially the SL but I'm not ready... I felt kind of confused and in a whirl... I realise that I have lots more to learn as a SL... And I'm thinking once again... I'm tying hard to take that thinking away but it's hard...
Well it's only the first day! I believe I can do it... Hopefully!
Band prac was... HORRIBLE! The worst I ever heard I guess... It was terrible... well it's the first prac and we are side reading some pieces... So don't expect much...
And ya I'm a mouse... Just like it, I walk away quietly and disappear... I don't have the guts to face it! I'm still not brave enough or strong enough... All I did was to hide... My heart is longing for it... But I don't know what to do... If I had went up, what will happen? Will we say hi? Or even exchange a smile?
This is stupid man... It's not an issue, never was it... Probably it's just me...
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