Friday, July 09, 2004

RWPS... Boring...

Having RWPS now... Bored man... We are doing grouping now... And no one seems to want Daniel... When Ms Wong ask does anyone want him... The whole class kept quiet... Super bored now... Can't wait for lesson to end... So did a few test below...



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Day 4 of school...

Boring... Boring Boring... Besides Boring it's just boring...

Skip Biz law tutorial coz i woke up late... Went for the lecture after that... Interesting interesting... Always very interested in law now learing about something I like... not bad...

Went for the string ensemeble practice just now... BORED! BORED!! Well not exactly... At least Alan thought me how to play the drum set different... Not that bad...

Today only Alan,charlton and me was there for the practice... Most of them can't make it...

Hm... I'm beginning to think that if I'm walking the wrong path or not? I don't want to regret at the end of the day... Making a big detour in my life... Better have a good thought about it...

Thursday, July 08, 2004

I miss you like crazy~!

I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had

When I think of you
I dont know what to do
When will I see you again?
I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of everyday
Girl, I'm so down when your loves not around
I miss you (miss you, miss you)
I miss you like crazy

You're all that I want
You're all that I need
(You're all that I need)
Can't you see how I feel?
Can't you see that my pains so real?

When I think of you
I dont know what to do
When will I see you again?
I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of everyday
Girl, I'm so down when you're loves not around
I miss you (miss you, miss you)
I miss you like crazy

I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl, I'm so down
When your loves not around
I miss you (miss you, miss you)

I miss you like crazy...

Lyrics of my blog song... Just change it... Like this song alot! Very meaningful...
But change the song partly becoz of my "sister"... he have been hearing my blog song for a few days... He's gonna be able to sing it in front of me next week man!! Coz his dad doesn't allow him to d/l music to his laptop... But I better change it before he really spoil the song!! hehe... hope u guys enjoy this song...

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

Today supposed to start school at 9 then when I reached there 9.15... They say the lesson start at 10!!! I was one of the victim who didn't know that lessons start at 10... I was so pissed... I asked my friend why she didn't inform us about the lesson... She said she tot we know!! I was even more pissed!! Just like LJ say... ASSUMPTION IS THE MOTHER FUCKER OF ALL THINGS!! I'm just angry... Ain't we a class?! Let's not talk about them... Disappointed

It's the third day of school can't seem to be able to build the bond between few of my new classmates... I have my old classmates there too... just feel weird... Lucky Nat is in the same class... If not I'll end up like Daniel... Hehe... :x

Finished lesson at 11.30... And I have tuition at 2.30... Lucky Zai asked me out for lunch or else I'll be rotting... Went for tuition just now... Came back at about 4.45... had early dinner... Going for band after this...

Man... My schedule is really tight I really meant tight...
Monday - 11-3 school, 6.30-9.30 band
Tuesday - 9-5 school, end at 3 on alternate weeks, 3.30-4.30,5-6.30,8.30-9.30 tuition
Wednesday - 9-1 school, 2.30-5 tuition, 6.30-9.30 tuition
Thursday - 10-5 school, 6.30 coz of string ensemble concert, then 8.30 tuition
Friday - 9-5 school, 6.30 onwards percussion sectionals for the concert
Saturday - 10-2 percussion sectionals, 3.30-5 church, the rest of the day left to study...

Haiz... Got to really plan my time well... Time to go for band!!

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

Alright a day to rest....

I ended school at 1 today... Supposed to end at 5 but lecturer didn't come then last lesson EPI can't remember what it stands for... It's some image thingy... It's only on alternate weeks...

Wanted to head for my mum's shop to eat with Nat but decided not to... So went home... Met Kheng Leong so asked him to take bus together... But we didn't end up going home... We went to eat coz he was hungry... Went back to henderson for awhile... Saw Ms ng, Ms kaur and a few more teachers...

Oh my god!! i said something bad!! Really bad!!! I asked Ms Ng if she's pregnant but the truth is that she put on lots of weight... i sort of insulted her and she was so hurt... Then Kheng Leong wanted to congrat her for getting married but said the wrong thingy... Congrats for getting preg... She's was like pissed but not really...

Then went henderson market to have lunch together... So sweet of him... Help me cut the noodles with the chopsticks... But not really sweet he said I was too pamper like a princess... After that went home... Slack the whole day... Supposed to give tuition but lst minute cancel... So stayed home...

Had a good nap... But poor Kheng Leong was starving like hell... Hehe... he wanted to ask me out for dinner but too bad!! Sorry pal! Well at least he had friend rice already...

So sian got lessons at 9 tomorrow... But gotta wake up early coz I got to escort my stupid sister to school... Just becoz she has been late for six time!!! DAMN!!! So I intended to let her pay for my cab fare for the week... I have to wake up at 6+ for one week!! MY BEAUTY SLEEP!!!

Haiz... Going to sleep now... Trying to... Take care guys!


First day in school...

It's my first day of school even though it's already the second day of school... I didn't come to school yesterday... Lessons start at 11 but I woke up at 10.30... See what I meant when I say I will be late... So since I'm late and I'm sick too... So decided not to go school... But went for band...

So I slack at home the whole day... The doctor refuses to give me MC but he still did in the end coz he had no choice!!! Guess what I did to him... hehe...

Ohya... As usual I was late again... Took a cab to school BUT the stupid teacher never come!! Waste my money!!! IDIOT!!!!!!

Have not really know my new classmates yet... Well trying my best!! Furthermore it's only the second day of school...

Sunday, July 04, 2004

I'm Sick~! And very tired~!

Wat a day... FOC was yesterday... Well, can say that this time round was better but not that good coz I was sick in the middle of the night...

Haha.... I'm so happy! My group was the first to finish the treaure hunt... And no one has ever finish it before!!! Hahaha... Phantomania RULEZ!!! Oh that's the name of my group!!! hehe... But this time round it was easier that explains why we could finish it early! And we wre slacking in the band room for 2 hrs plus before everybody reached!!

After the treasure hunt, we had this catwalk session where the guys dressed like girls and vice versa... It was part of the treausure hunt forefit before we could get our clue... Q was super chio!! Serious!!! He looks like the thai bapok.... You should really see him in that man!!!

Well, I left at 6 am with bernard and zai... I was not feeling well and I had to go to east coast for my sister and 2 of my church members baptism... I was happy for them that they took a step further in knowing God... Congrats guys!! I had a fun time but my whole body was aching especially my butt!!! Ouch!! But my aunt they all said that I looked sick... Came home was discussing with my mum where to fix the mirror in the bathroom... My sister said that my face was pale... Guess I'm gonna fall sick... Having a bad sore throat... Lucky I came back early from camp or else it will get worse...

Check my time table with the Wei Bin, Kenneth, Ruben and jermaine... All of us could have lunch on friday but Jermaine can't!! ARGH!!!! Sigh... Guess there is no more lunch again!! Supposed to have lunch with marilyn and sufen but end school at 3... End up can't meet them...

I'm so sleepy!! *yAwNz* Gonna slack around... School is starting tomorrow... So sian!! I'm not ready... School is from 11-3... Hope I don't have to take a cab!!

Saturday, July 03, 2004

Wish I was the only child...

Just finished packing my stuff for tomorrow's camp...

I'm so tired! Very tired~! I've been packing the house the whole day... Since I woke up... only stop when I went to give tuition... Came back... Pack the kitchen... Only finished packing at ard 1...

And my sister didn't help out much at all...
Well, Meiying did helped out in the afternoon... Did quite alot too... But Meichan went missing the whole afternoon!! Went to the friend's house to do homework... Came back and didn't bother to help at all... Just sit down watch tv and slack around...

Sometimes, I really hate both of them!! How I wish I was the only child or rather I do not exist in this world... They are so insensible, irritating, irresponsible, inconsiderate, unhelpful, nosiy, digusting and cuteless creatures in the whole wide world!!!!!!

They think that by keeping their own stuff means packing that's all!!! Yes it is one part of packing... But how about the daily neccesities that we used!! All those stuff that everybody living under this roof is using have to be packed too!!!

ARGH..................................................................................................................
AH....................................................................................................................
Argh..................................................................................................................
Argh..................................................................................................................
Ah....................................................................................................................
Hate you..............................................................................................................
......................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You Suck

Thursday, July 01, 2004

Finally F.O.P is over!!

HURRAY!!!!! The freshmen orientation programme is finally over!!! CHEERS!! Worth celebrating man!! This whole unorganised thingy is over!!

Somehow I feel sad and happy at the same time... Sad becoz the days with the freshmen are over... I missed them! They are a very nice bunch of people... Always filling me with surprises!! Happy becoz I don't have to tire myself out anymore!! It's so sick after what had happen the past 2 days...

Day 1 of orientation... It was my first time seeing the first year... At first I felt weird but slowly everything went well... We went to west coast! Man what a day... I didn't play the games but don't know why I was so tired... Had games for almost the whole day!! Whole day 8+ to 4+!! what the heck!! And because of the irresponsible main organiser no lunch is provided to the freshmen!! SO DISAPPOINTING!!

Day 2 or orientation... This day was the worst day! Again it was from 8+ to 4+... Spend 3/4 of the time in the convention hall... listen to speech and play stupid games that not alot of people will interested at all... Here comes the problem... I put my whole class in the advanced party column... Then end up 3/4 of them stay at the east side... How are they able to reach Bukit Gombak at 7 in the morning!! This is crap!! And becoz of this, I had a calm agrument with a lecturer... He ask me why in the first place I choose the whole class... I told him," BECAUSE INSTRUTIONS WERE NOT GIVEN CLEARLY AT ALL!" I should be the one questioning him! Not the other way round!! I asked him that he has lots of people going as advanced party right... He said... And I answer him back... i say so i don't see the point why my class need to be there early since u have more than enough people... why can't we just withdraw... (hope he's not any of my subject lecture or tutor!)PRAY HARD!


Think that really shut him off... That he allow me to reduce the amount of people going... Think he was quite pissed off... But end up the whole class still went there at 7... Coz only 3-4 is living at the west side... Becoz of this I was quite upset...

Went for band prac... Thought everything would be alright but no... I felt so tight at my chest area couldn't take it! Burst into tears again... can't stp crying last night... But thanx to the percussionist... Putting in efforts to cheer me up... Chris and Zai was singing and dancing... Venassa try to joke with me...

Thanx guys! Appreciate it alot! Serious!! But becoz of my sadness, i brought worries to alan... Alan thought he didn't do his part as a SL! NO ALAN! you are doing a great job! No worries!! I'm happy with the parts you give me.... And you are doing a great job!! Sorry to make you feel in that way... I'll try to voice out next time... And tell you guys about it!!

Day 3 of orientation... Well, I was supposed to be at Bukit Gombak at 7 but I woke up at 6.45!! Shit man!! So late and I reached there at 8.15... Give them the instructions then let them off... Ivan,Nat and me was slacking the whole day... went down to town to shop!! Hehe... bought 2 necklace, 1 braclet and a belt... I really hate money for once!! Seriously!! Try counting the money after a flag day... It can really make you dizzy!!

Surprisingly, the slackest guy in the whole class manage to be the top 3 collector in his class... he collect 59 bucks... Well, the class did ok... Got only about 475 bucks...

Band prac was terrible... We had a practice with the string ensemble today.... Terrible man!! i think they don't need a conductor... When he stop conducting, they still continue to play... Quite pissed of with that... And Just because the last 2 bars got mistake... then the conductor start over again... Can't stand him man!! hope next week is not like that...

Okie! I'm pretty tired But happy at the same time.... hehe... Nitez!

I'm so sad!!!

Alot of things happen today... Probably will blog it tomorrow night... Coz I'm super tired now... And I only have like 3 hours of sleep only... Got to go to Bukit Gombak...

Finally! My hair is dry! Can go to bed!!! YEAH!!! Tomorrow is the last day of SB freshmen orientation Camp!! It sucks man!! The main organiser is really lousy!! Don't understand why appoint him!! Hope they have a feedback form... I'll Definitely be the first to grab it!!

Off to sleep! Nitez!! *yAwNz*

Tuesday, June 29, 2004

Tired and guilty...

What a tiring day today... Went to Ikea AGAIN!! Before band prac! Guess they can give me a regular customer award! Bought a bread bin, drawer mat, bottle and gloves...

Was late for band prac... We had sectional for the first half of band... So of coz we will take the opportunity to practice for the percussion ensemble!! We did 2 pieces... WholeTone Fantasy and Theme from New York,New York... These are the 2 cofirm pieces... During the break we will discussing about the proposal and we came with our Percussion ensemble concert name already!!!

Ladies and Gentlement!! We are proud to present to you DE AVAGANDA PERCUSSIANS 1!!! Haha... Sound cool right~! Definitely man!! hehe...

Ohya!! Surprisingly!! We've got full attendance today but CHRIS WAS NOT HERE!!! HAiz... ALMOST FULL! BECOZ OF HIM!! Was quite pissed during band prac coz of the orientation... Sometimes it's really irritating... It just gets on my nerves... Ok forget about it!

Went for supper with some percussionist... Nasir was there again... Again with his corrupted mind what else can he say... But he brought laughter after all...

My mum told me to buy BK for her... SO i did buy for her but i bought beef for her... She can't eat beef.. And the moment I knew I bought the wrong thing I feel so guilty!! I felt like crying! I feel so bad!! GOD!! And end up she didn't eat... Even though she said it's ok but I still feel guilty... There goes her super...

*yAwNz* I've got freshmen oritention tomorrow... Got to wake up at 6.45!!! It's like for decades that I wake up so early!! And I'll be going to west coast!! Haiz...

After that I'll be going out with the percussionist... Guess that will help me forget my tireness.. Guess I really enjoy their company... Life seems boring without them...

Off to sleep npw... Really sleepy!

Monday, June 28, 2004

My mind is in a blank...

Actually I have a topic to blog today but I just forgot... It slipped from my mind~! Must be busying packing the house... Too tired till my mind is blank now... Can't really remember what's my quote for the day... So I'll start with what I did today... Then take a bath, see if I can refresh my mind or not...

Well as usual Sunday... I went to church in the morning Then after that I went to Ikea alone... Got lots of stuff! And I was there alone to carry the things myself...

Finish bathing but still can't remember what is my quote for the day... Nvm forget it! I'm too tired to think of anything now... My eyes are heavy now... Seriously can't think of anything to blog... But got something to share with you guys... My friend send me this mail... Quite meaningful... I know it's long but hope you will read till the end...

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The "BUS" in our life *meaningful*

When the bus come, you look at it and
you says to yourself, "eeee... so full...cannot sit down
one"....... So you says to yourself, "I'll wait
for the next one." You let the bus go and
waited for the second bus.

Then the second bus came, you looked at it and
you says, "eeee.........this bus so old...surely
very uncomfortable one." So you let the bus go
and decided to wait for the next bus.

After a while, another bus came. It's not
crowded and not old but you said, "eeee... no
air-con one...and the weather is so warm, better
wait for the next one."
So AGAIN you let the bus
go and decided to wait for the next bus.

The sky starts to get dark.
It is
getting late.

You panicked and jumped on to the next oncoming
bus. It is not until much later that you found
out that you had boarded on to the wrong bus!
So, after many waits,
you wasted your time and money waiting for what
you want...

Even if an aircon bus came, can you ensure that
the aircon bus won't break down
or
will the
aircon be too cold for you?

So people...(mostly girls but guys too!) want to
make sure that what you want is not wrong. But
would it hurt to give other buses a chance?
If you found that the "bus" doesn't
suit u,
can't you just press the red button and get off
the bus?
think, think..

But wait...I am sure all of you have this
experience before.. You saw a bus coming (the
bus you want of course) you flagged it, and the
driver acted blur by pretending not seeing you
and zoomed pass you!

The bottom line of being loved is like waiting
for a bus and whether you want to get on the bus
and give the bus a chance
depends
totally on you
and walking alone is just like being out of love.

Remember to always say what you mean.
If you love someone, tell. Don't be afraid to
express yourself.

Reach out and tell someone what they mean to
you.
Because when you decide that it is the
right time,
it might be too late.

Seize the day.

Never have regrets.

Love. Give lovE a chance when the oppurtunity comes.
and remember, there's the red button u can press.

It culd make a difference...

The difference between doing all that you can or
having regrets which may stay with you forever.

Friendship is never an accident. It is always
the result of high intentions, sincere effort,
intelligent direction and skillful execution. It
represents the wise choice of many alternatives.

And remember.... Keep Smiling....coz... "Of All
Things You Wear, Your Smile Is As love returns
to me, As I return to you, As love returns to
us."

I guess this is really wondeful and makes a lot
of sense.
For all those 'buses', gd Luck.
For all thoses commuters waiting at the bus stops....


Love, and be loved. Its ur choice. =)
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Friendship is never an accident. It is always
the result of high intentions, sincere effort,
intelligent direction and skillful execution. It
represents the wise choice of many alternatives.

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K... Off to sleep! nitez....

Saturday, June 26, 2004

Restless eyes, deep and dark eye circles, pale face, lips that lost it's redness and a smile-less face... That's me now... Or rather today... I'm just like a walking zombie going around... As if the whole world has offended me... Been somehow forcing a smile on my face...

That's the results of too much late nights sleep!!! I've been sleeping late these nights but yesterday was the only night that I can't get to sleep!!! Lots of things running in my mind... But I don't know what coz my mind can't function systematically... All of the parts are working at the same time.... At one go, just like the whole band playing on the first beat...

I can really sleep anywhere man today... Once my eyes are shut, my soul seems to be leaving my body... ok scary!

Well I really need some sleep... ok not some lots of sleep... NOW!!! The earliest time I've slept so far...

Nitez...
Z's Are Calling (time For Bed)

Friday, June 25, 2004

"We need to talk"

Doesn't this line sounds familiar to everyone of us? At least all of us have been asked or have said this sentence once in your lifetime...

But for sure that when someone say this sentence, it's not gonna sound good... It's the four most horrible words in the English language! Imgaine your parents,gf/bf or friends asked you this questions.... How would you feel? Close your eyes and put your yourself in that situation...

AH................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ain't you shivering or having cold sweat now? Probably not that bad... I'm just trying to exaggerate... But these horrible words have two possible outcomes... It can be good or bad...

Actually, what I'm trying to say is that... Sometimes the most horrible words or sentence may not be that bad... I have said this sentence lots of time, but everytime it brings about good things... It improves my relationship with people...

I used these words for my msn nick... And my friend came to talk to me, he thought someone had made me sad... So sweet of him... Well, this sentence let me know that my friends are concern about me...

Kinda tired now... Don't know why didn't go anywhere except that I went to give tuition...

Okie off for Mahjong!! But before that BATH TIME!!
Shower

Bored! Bored!

It's just another boring night... Where my surrounding seems so quiet,dull and dim... Even though the room lights are on and the tv is on... But my heart feel so empty and feelings doesn't seems to filled me... Like a cold-blooded human except that i don't kill or do anything bad... But I seem to have a penny of thoughts... Running through my mind and it's like all entangled together... But nothing can help to fill that emptiness in my heart now... Or untangle the knots...

I'm like digging a hole to let myself fall in now... This hole is getting bigger whenever I try to climb out... But no matter how I hard I try, I just fall back and it gets worse each time... I can't possibly get someone to pull me and help me fill up that hole... And it hurts after each fall... OUCH!
Fall To Pieces Please put me together!

Looking through my friendster just now... Reading through my friend's testimonial... But why can't I see the point that the others see.... All the comments was something that I would not say about this friend... Seriously, I don't know why... I know this person for a few years but the longer I know this person... All the bad points outweigh the good points... And it gets worse after every meeting that I would try to avoid going out with this person unless needed... Wanted to leave a testimonial but can't... I don't feel like writing something against my heart... After the last outing, this person did ask me out but was not able to see the problem....

I may even come to a point that I hate this person and don't want to have a thing to do with this friend... It sounds scary that how a friend that I used to be so closed with is someone I dislike now... In the past, someone told me that this friend of mine is not a good person... I know that but I chose not to believe,I feel that since everybody is given the chance to change... This friend of mine is no exception... But I was wrong! Totally wrong!! How can a person who is self-centered and living in a world of their own, who never wants to compromise others but want others to compromise them, who will never change for the better, to be someone caring,sweet,understanding and whatever.... How!!! ALRIGHT! I ADMIT THAT I'M BITCHING ABOUT SOMEONE HERE! SOMEONE WHO I KNEW FOR A LONG TIME~! But I just can't tell the truth to this friend... With the character and attitude this person has... No way... So the only solution is to have lesser contact with this person...

Thursday, June 24, 2004

Felt Better today....

Felt better when I woke up this morning... But I was happier when I saw what Venassa has tag on my tagboard... A sudden warmth just filled my heart at that moment...

Probably God gave me the talent to organise events just like He gave the others a talent of their own... And I'm going to bring this talent with me till the day I return home to where I belong... To be with the big guy up there... Giving me the chance to see the smiles on the others faces and knowing that "Hey, Life isn't just that bad!".... And probably a chance to see the results of my own work!

But God gave me something that I will never regret... And that is the chance to know this group of wonderful,adorable,caring,understanding... Man! What else can I say... Even if i used up all the good words in the dictionary... Guess it's not enough... Ok I used the word "guess"... Whatever it is... I'm glad to have this group of seniors and friends being around for me...

Seriuosly when Alan has become the SL, I discover a side of him which I never see... Besides the leadership... A very understanding and caring side.... Ok one simple word would describe him... Sweet Alan!!

When I made lots of discoveries yesterday... Nasir... VENASSA getting more screwed in the brain... And the two freshies quite funny....

Hey guys! Thanx for being there! And I love you guys...

Upset? Happy? I don't know which one....

Kind of upset today...Need A Hug Actually there are a few issues that cause it...

First thing... Before band i'm supposed to have dinner with my sister, but i have this feeling that she doesn't want to have dinner with me instead she wants to go out with her friends... So ended up eating at home... Maybe i'm just too sensitive but it really upset me...

Secong thing... I thought when I go to band it would be better... But nevertheless I didn't feel better... And I didn't even feel like going home at all... I wanted to go somewhere... Maybe it was God's plan... Venassa wanted to have ice-cream and I told her that I didn't want to go home... She suggested to have ice-cream... We asked the rest of the section... Alan was ok with it... As usual Chris was not there... But I got even more upset when I asked Muru and He gave me the attitude that he is going but unwillingly... I was so upset... It just makes me feel that persuading people to go has make people sick of me... Annoyed by me... Couldn't help it but cry and at that moment I don't want to be in-charge of organising anymore outing... But actually deep in my heart I know I want to do it... Coz I like to see the smile on people faces whenever they come for the outing I organise... It gives me the sense of satisfaction... But I know he's tired after work and I feel so bad that I make him feel bad...

Third thing... The change of dates for the F.O camp... It has brought about lots of inconvience... Like the Batam trip... It has too be cancelled!! Side-track abit... I'm actually quite surprised with something... My section mates can actually see that i'm quite upset about not able to go Batam... ok back to topic... Ya I was looking forward to this trip so much... To be able to spend time with a group of people which I think that not knowing them would be my greatest regrets... Then there goes my bubbles of hope... But the good thing is that we can have it here in Singapore whereby everybody can make it... I hope so!! I was supposed to be the back-up singer for church service this sunday... But now got to change again... Haiz... My changes got to bring so much trouble to others...

Had supper with alan,muru,weeliang,weehong,nasir,jermaine and venassa... Well, it cheer me up... I really meant it... Had a good laugh... And I've seen a side of nasir whereby I didn't know... Never! Goodness! Never thought he was like that... Guess everybody had a big shock! And We were bitch-ing about people... hehe... But whatever it is... They cheer me up... And the food cheer me up too... Whenever I feel tired,down or angry, eating would cheer me up... which is quite bad la huh... Had burger king just now... Sinful!!!!
Burger Joint

Organising another outing for percussion... We are going to KTV!!! Hope everybody will go and enjoy till the fullest before school starts!!!

Off to watch tv... CARTOON!!! TOTALLY SPIES!!! hehe...

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

Idling away...

Woke up at about 3... Well, I didn't go anywhere or do anything today... Just slack at home... Supposed to go teach but cancel it... Coz I'm too lazy to go... Been watching tv the whole day... Power man!!! Lots of Cartoons!! Hehe...

And I did quite abit of thinking... After the talk with them on Sunday... I think I should not tell them what I wanted to say for a long time... Guess that's the best choice... And keep it to myself....

My com is giving me lots of problems... Guess I can't write much... Or else I have to take quite awhile and restart my com again and again... Haiz...

Okie off to watch tv!! Nitez... Cheers!Goofy

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

Sick of band?

Guess what! It's my 3rd time trying to write this entry coz of my stupid com... which just restart on it's own for no reason... Making me forget what i want to say... I hope i can successfully finish up this entry...

Recently, I feel like running away from band... I don't know why... Band has always been something I would look forward to after school if there was band prac... Qutting band would be the last thing in my mind... But nowadays, quittng band or getting away from band would be the first thing in my mind... Probably it's the politics... They say it's unavoidable but i feel that it's avoidable...

Think problems are somehow emerging in our section... Problems that emerge and disappear once in a while... Like Charlton... i can't get along with him and he's always getting on my nerves... And sometimes our members can't make it for band prac which somehow brings abit of inconvience... And Jia Hui feels that percussion is very away from the main band.... And so on...

Yesterday was the band bbq, well it didn't turn out bad! Only some of our members went... Jermaine,Muru,Bernard and me left at about 11 plus... But we didn't go home immediately... We spent our time outside marine parade 7-11... We had a long talk and a honest one too... guess it has never been so honest before...

Bernard was feeling tipsy... We were talking about serious matter and he was there smiling and laughing like a lunatic... But i guess it was a good thing after all... Because of him the questions that was within us for a long time was solved... We became dead serious... Even though the truth was hurtful but at least everything has come to light... There is no need to guess... No one needs to make anymore guesses... We wanted to leave early but Bernard didn't want to... He said he hated the taxi and didn't want to leave... But it add some laughter to this serious talk...

Band prac was not that bad today, at least i didn't have that feeling to go home immediately...

I should stop here now... Actually it is already my 6-7 times before i can finish writing this last sentence... Think i really need to get my com repair... Bt hope it would be alright tml... Cheers!Goofy

Saturday, June 19, 2004

Liven up again!

Finally start my blog again... Took quite a while to figure out things! Woh... Well I'm too lazy to write so here I am again... But not going to write much coz I'm too tired now... Just feel like laying on the bed and wait for the sky to brighten up... If I can't get to sleep... Anyway Thumbs Up!