It totally suck!

It's just one of the bad morning today... Woke up feeling very irritated and frustated... Changed my clothes for several times... Not happy with everything I wear... And I ended up wearing the slackiest attire.... shorts, big t-shirt and slippers...

My mum called me in the afternoon to tell me that she got lock out coz the door is spoilt... And she called me to nag at me... As if nagging at me can help to open the door... I'm not studying at Hogwarts school of Witchcraft and Wizardry!

Recently, many things happen... Family... My parents had a quarrel last sunday... It's my dad's fault... I'm not sure if they have made up already or not? Coz I don't get to see them much... When I'm back they are already sleeping... When I see them they didn't say anything...But this is not much of a problem... They will be alright soon! I know them! My sisters have always been a problem... Studies... Attitude... I don't know what to do with them... This only is adding up to my stress...

And it's the second week of school... And it's simply horrible... I can't feel the bond with my new classmates... And things happen yesterday... Which led Nat to be quite unhappy about...But glad that it's over now... Nat you are definitely not in the wrong!

Band is enjoyable but stressful.... It's my playing...

And I feel that I'm incapable of doing things... Things just ain't up to my expectation... Everything just seems so horrible... And Plus the fact that my mood is at it's lowest point now in my life... It feels horrible... I need to breathe!

There are happy times... But the happiness is just for a moment... It doesn't last long at all... The loneliness and sadness is overwhelming... It's kind of contradicting! I feel out... Too out that I feel like running away... But again... Today I feel like being alone... Spending time myself... Probably walk on the streets blankly? I don't know...

Had half tub of Wall's Chocolate Ice-cream,chips and lots of stuff... But it's only temporary... WAtched school of rock just now... But it kept me happy for a moment... Guess when I'm on bed it comes back again...

I don't know how to be ready for this week's sectionals...

This week is going to be hard... I seriously feel the sore in my cheek and face... And I'm trying very hard to put a smile on my face... The week is going to be long... Feel like hiding! TIME-OUT!!