Blessed are the meek

TIRED!! School was kind of bored today... 1 hr ECM lecture, 1hr MA tutorial, 1 hr FA lecture then break from 1-4... In between went to see Christina Wong about the project survey... Then went for BLAW lecture... School end at 5...

Head down to  the band room... Only manage to practice "Overture for Percussion ensemble"... Then committee got meeting so got to go out... But went home... Coz I'm restless...

Saw this line on the bus... It's the Canon digital camera advertisement... The line is "Style is nothing without substance".

I totally agree to it... One may have the looks... May have the best fashion sense... May have the style... But if there's no substance (bad character,bad attitude) in them... No matter how pretty they are and how well one dressed up... They will appear to be the ugliest... the looks are not able to cover it up.. It's gonna show it all out...

Actually I've been thinking of this all the while... I've been thinking why people thinks that everytime when things happen and I bend my head down.. They would think that I'm crying... WHY?! I found my answer....

It's because I always drop tears in front of them... Actually come to think of it... Ever since I enter SP, I've shed tears openly for countless time... Be it for band or other things... And everytime it's during band days... Or when I'm in the band room... When I was in secondary school, I don't cry openly... I would only do it when the night falls... I don't know why, I've become so open with my emotion when I come into SP... It's like as if there's no mystery in me... I can't hardly hold back my tears...

Ohya... Was quite pissed with my sister, meichan today... Don't feel like saying.. It's the same old thing... Think nothing can ever get into their head... Hello people!! Time to grow up! Usually I would be pissed for a few hours... But this time round it went off after 5 mins... And I knew immediately that I'm no longer bothered by them... I"ve learnt to take all the things that they do very lightly... Coz I know that it's no used getting upset or heart-broken with things that they do in the dark... behind my back...

Besides, I've lots of things to do that I don't even have much time for myself... Percussion ensemble, IBM, my studies and tuitions... But seriously I would rather teach my tutees than teach my sisters... Call me selfish or what.. Be it... can't be bothered......

I'm quite happy now... Some of my friends are giving me positive answer for the percussion concert... In fact they are helping me to publise to their friends outside!! hehe... GUYS PLS DON'T DISAPPOINT ME BY BACKING UP THE LAST MIN!! I know you guys won't... THANX FAEZAH!!! LOVE YA!! *sHy*

Hm... Got sectionals tml then after that church... Gotta sleep now... nitez...