Woke up in the morning to finish off what i'm left with... Manage to finish... phew... And was late for school!! Took a cab! haiz... there goes my money again!! I'm rather broke recently... but who cares!
Thw whole day I was feeling so empty! Prepared... feel that I've nothing to study anymore when I keep looking back at tutorial... But I'm just so scared!!! Scared that my mind will go blank... Skipped CRM... wanted to study but ended up slacking...
But when I took the paper, it was as if i was doing my homework... manage to do can write but not sure if my answer are right or not... but well what's done is done.. there's nothing I can do... Just wait for results...
After the paper, went to the band room for sectionals... And just heard that we might need to perform for school on Friday... Alan has yet to confirm with Ms Hope... if we can play we will...
Did "stomp" might be for the friday performance... But I reckon we play "Kabe"... Anyway we did 3 pieces today... "One O'clock Samba", "Above and Beyond" and "Marching Season"... It's our first sectional!! FIRST!! And I broke down already!! I felt so inferior!! Everybody could play except me... for marching season... I could only play the first note for the 7/8 bar... and I stood there for the rest of the bars... and I still hear the others playing!! haiz... I know it's the first practice can't rush... But I have to put in the double the effort than the rest... Coz they can't possibly wait for me only... So I muz work hard!
Was tired when I came home... But didn't feel like sleeping... And worse feel like studying... But end up only manage to copy FF tutorial...
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