The moment I stepped out of the house, I was already in a foul mood... You know how important it is to be out of the house with a happy feeling... Rather than a bad one... 'cause nothing is gonna be fine...
I got ready to step out of house with nice smelling and shampoo-ed hair, feeling a bit better than before and hoping for fresh air... But the moment I stepped out, it was smoky and the air was filled with ashes and the burning smell.. Within a few seconds!! My nice smelling and shampoo-ed hair had the burning smell!! That totally pulled me down!! It's so irritating!! you just had your bath and you have not enough even step more than 20 steps away from your house door, you need to get a bath... I really wanted to come back to bath but forget it... Lecture is more important... So I had my hair tied up the whole day... Gross!
After lecture, headed to give tuition... NOW~~! This is the worse part man! It totally got me pissed off!! After tuition, I was waiting for bus 123 to go to Tiong Bahru... I waited for like 20 mins or so... But that's not the worst part!! Waiting was terrible enough!! But standing at the bus stop waiting for the bus and having ashes and smoke flying in my direction, didn't make it better!
I was totally turn off!! I didn't want to head to band smelling burnt! And the amount of carbon dioxide I breathe in!! GOSH!! And for some reason, I don't know why it change my mood through out... I mean can't they go like somewhere else to burn those incense paper? Like the temple? Ok I don't know... Probably it's already a practice since don't know when... I don't like it when my neighbours burn it at my house corridor... The smoke travels with the wind... And when it travels into my house when the windows are open! I'll start making a big fuss and slam the door and closed those freaking windows!! Can't they just go there to the little "garden" downstairs to do so.. I would really appreciate their cooperation and consideration...
I just hate this period... Can't wait for it to be over... then not so much of burning!!
Band prac was rather ok... But I'm in deep shit for Jap Graf 4... need lots of practice... My mood was affected through out since I step out of house... Was rather quiet through out the band prac... Lots of things running through my mind... But I'm feeling empty...
I'm strangled by my packed schedule... I need time to study for my tests next week... But I need rest too... Without enough rest, I can't get myself started... I only have 3 more days to study... I've 2 projects to do... Thank God for BD, I don't have much to do for my part... But EA is a problem... I dont' know how to start... I've got my data... But not the next step...
Yolanda and Qiao ting's prelims are next week... Within all the tuition and rehearsal crashing down on me... And how nice... Nini's prelims falls on the concert week... And that week I have rehearsal for the poly 50, BD presentation and IBM concert...
How I wish there are more than 24 hours a day so I can take my time to do my stuff... But again, I hope that time faster so that I'm able to survive this 2 tiresome week faster... Once IBM is over, I've start digging my head into my studies and my students' PSLE... Exams are in September and PSLE is in October!! I really don't understand why does the stupid dumb ass government has to change the academic year!! It's of no help at all!! Just MORE TROUBLE!! So many people are affected by this damn change!!
2 months plus... Is what I have to bear with... No matter how tough or tired... I must survive through!! I don't care if I cry, laugh or be angry... I MUST walk through this period!! So try screwing my life and making it more packed! GO AHEAD!! 'CAUSE!! I WILL SURVIVE!!! Definitely not alone, but with God's help...
There's sectionals tml morning... And it's just gonna be another long day... *yAwNz*
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