Blessed are the meek

OH GREAT!! After re-starting the com for like hell lotsa of times... I'm finally done with my BD project, after a few days of dragging and a little blurness with the figures, with a little help from Kang Ming... Thanx alot!! I would have just die-ed trying to make up those figures which might not even make any sense at all when I don't know some of the games...

Doing project with these freaking com is even worse than asking me to sing in front of people or try playing the drumset... Giving me so much trouble... And the only time I swear like lots of time in a day is when I faced this com... And each time I swear, I just feel so guilty... But it can't be helped!! It's really getting on my nerves...

I'm just glad that I'm done with it... and hope that Daniel won't call me 'cause it would mean that I've to make some or maybe lotsa changes... *pRaY hArD*

Anyways today was just like the past few days... I'm not in a good shape... I'm feeling empty and my mood is kind of bad... trying hard to fight back and not let it go downhill... Or esle it's just gonna get worse... I don't know how to describe how I feel...

but it just feels like shit...

And today is a special sunday... Why? 'Cause I've gotta teach... Sunday = rest day= no tuition --> my logic... :) Come on! From mon to sat, I'm a student, tutor and percussionist... Sunday... I just wanna be a small little girl that hops to church in the morning and straight after that fellowship or maybe shopping... That should be me on sunday!! A lovely little girl!! haha... :D

Anyways after service, had lunch then bible study... Then song prac...

Headed to Bugis Village for awhile... And that was to accompany meiying to buy her bag... If you ever wanna buy bags from "Zinc" at the edge! Please don't get it there! you could just get the same bag from bugis village at a much cheaper price!! My sis saw the bad at "the edge", it was $30... I think! But it was selling at $25 at bugis village... And you could reduce the price to $23! So go there if you wanna go... If you can't bargain get someone who can to go with you...

Saw a couple of bags which I like... well I've yet to decide whether I wanna buy it or not.... Though I've like more than 65 bags... But when it comes to these I get a little wishy-washy... I would think real hard if it worth the money and if i could get it somewhere else cheaper... I could take months to make decision... :D

But I still don't know why I've so many bags...

Headed to Yolanda's house for tuition!! HURRAY! I got my pay!! :D

And finally the last stop Qiao ting's house.... Supposed to get my pay... But i just dislike getting cheque.... 'cause I don't know when I would actually bank it in... So I'll just have to wait 2 weeks later... sad!!

Talking about money... I was just thinking of coming out with a plan to help myself save up... Not for other reasons! But for SHOPPING!! haha... So that I can be cash-rich all the time... And not worry when I'm going to Hong Kong in Nov, which is not confirm yet... 'Cause of some stupid virus there... Whatever!! Just hope that the stupid virus can just get it's arse off! And bring all it's bacteria somewhere out of Hong Kong with it!

Kzz... That's all for today... I've got to study for FIA, there's a test on tuesday... Only studied a few pages... No progress... And I'm freaking tired!! Thinking of skipping tml's lesson!! AH! NO! I CAN'T!! I'M A BIATCH IF I DID!!!

I'm off to my bed to study...

Ciao!