my last post was in April and it's almost exactly 2 months that I've not update any single thing.
It's been a long-weary-challenging-uptight 2 months. I am drained to the extreme and I know I need a long break from work.
Just ended my summer semester couple weeks ago. Having my well deserve holidays. Not quite. But still trying to make full use of it.
I'm back to my "no-life" life. Working late and later.
Seriously am sick of my life here. Here. In Singapore. I need some change and I need some motivation to get my life going on.
Though I am now an authorizer. I don't feel like one. Felt that I was the right person, at the right time to be make use of. Not the best candidate. It saves her trouble it look for someone new.
Sometimes I wonder is it me. Or is it them. Or rather it's time to leave? It's pointless staying there with absolutely no opportunity to go anywhere further.
Part of me is hesitant. But almost a whole big part of me is hoping everything goes well and I can get what I want. Life would be a brand new start. I still remember how ecstatic I was, with my blood pressure dropping and feeling faint over my excitement.
Well if it's meant to be, it shall be. That's all I can say.
*Oh GOD! Pls give it to me!"
It's 1.24 am and he's mugging hard for his paper tml. Best of luck.
Time for bed. Ciaoz.
