Okies... I'm bored... I've nothing better to do... So I started to pack my accessories... And took some photos... =)

I've finally pack this blue box after it being a mess... So much neater...

Now it's my neckalces.... It's in a horrible mess and all of them aare tangle up..

Well sorting it out...

The other time when my student came to my house, she was looking at my necklace now she spoilt this necklace!! I was so angry k!! 'Cause she didn't tell me until she went on the cab to go home... Anyways it's over, yet to get it done... So I have not wore it like a decade...

Bought this necklace 'cause it's damn long and unique... But I have not wore it a single time... 'cause I don't know how to... =]

MY FIRST NECKLACE!!! It's winnie the pooh... It was a birthdy gift... But well, I wore it less than 5 times... Got this when I was in primary school i think.. So after 5-6 years, it's with my collection of necklace collecting dust...

this choker is darn cheap!! U won't wanna know how much... haha... 'cause you will be screaming like hell!! It's only 1 BUCKS!!

Jerm bought this from Thailand when she went on cruise for the leadership camp last year... You know what?! I have not wore this before!! BUT! She wore it for a dinner on the cruise... =]

After sorting out...

So much neater...

My whole collection of accessories!!!

Hmm... Seems there isn't much after all... =X

Ok... My breakfast... Pineapple..

Ok I know I've nothing better to do... But pack all this yesterday night... Okies gotta go bath!! Gonna meet meimei to go Chinatown to look for ties for IBM...

Got back my FIA test... I've got 74... It's been a long time since I last saw such result though not very good but at least I'm happy and I know that I can actually do it...

Guess it's 'cause I can concentrate better... Band is not the issue at all... 'cause when I had this test, I was also busying with band... SO I CONCLUDE IT'S NOT BAND!!! SO NEVER USE CCA AS AN EXCUSE TO WHY YOU CAN'T COPE IN YOUR STUDIES!! 'CAUSE IT'S BULLSHIT! EXCUSES!! It's just YOU!! YOURSELF!!!

Had the poly 50 rehearsal just now... Man!! I think that composer suck la! What the hell is wrong man!! Make us wait so long... Say wanna start then erm... wait give me 5 more mins need to try out the chinese orchestra... make up your mind and stop being contradicting...

And we still have to play with the track... HEY!! Might as well not get the band to play since you have that stupid track of yours?! All you need is those wushu people and whoever la... Waste of time... And stop emphasising the track... Following the track stupidly... What's with these people... And band is always the one there first and end up all of us just have to sit there and wait for everbody to arrive...

Just can't wait for this dumb event to end... And we had to cancel rehearsal for the concert just 'cause of this school event...

OK! The following few sentence is NOT against anyone from the course k!! It's against SP!! SO PLS PLS DON'T TAKE IT TO HEART!!

Ok as you know SP is the FIRST poly to have a course related to music.. It's DMAT (Diploma in Music and Audio Technology)... Ok since the school knows that they are starting this course, they should jolly well know that instruments are needed!! So they should get their OWN instruments for these people!! AND not borrowing from the band for every other performances!! Then why start this course?! Start the course and borrow from band... Very funny!!

It's not cheap starting this course!! NOT CHEAP!! So why start?! Just so that we can be the FIRST to start this... SP is just dumb... And they have cow people with COW SENSE!!! Go get instruments for them, so that it would be more convenient for them! It would be very much appreciated!

Man... I think I'm seriously having a big prob with SP... GOD!! Can't wait to leave... Gesh!

Anyways I went to look for Mr Bernard just now... To ask if he could let our group present on another besides this thurs... As expected it's a No... FINE THEN! I'll just have to go present and quickly get my body and soul out of that place... Just hope I can do well for that presentation... Presentation and concert! One after another!! Hmm... I wonder how would that be like...

And he's not happy with me... Not exactly me... it's just that school events and rehearsal always falls on mon and thurs which I haev BD... And I missed lots of his lesson.. What can I say!! Mr Bernard I have no fate with the module! It's fated for me to keep missing that darn module!! TOO BAD!! CHEERS!! 'CAUSE LIFE IS STILL COOL!!! :D

IBM is just 3 days away... Hmm... how am I feeling?! Probably asked me the night before I might be able to answer you by then... (=

Meimei and I had already come out with a studying schedule!! GUESS WHAT?!! I'm pretty excited about it!! Can't wait to start studying!! Weird?! Nah... Think it's normal... haha... =)

I just wanna do well for my last year... I've spend time thinking of unnecessary stuff for the last 2 sem and only after my CA1 for most of my test, then I actually had the drive and concentration to study... Hope that drive in me would stays for a long long while...

I'm just clearer of what's going on... So why ruin my own life? I've a life to live...

Oh man! Just can't wait to start man! Once this week is over!!! I'm just a LITTLE LITTLE BIT less busier... =]

I wanna get back my CF test... Hope I did well...

Gotta go back sorting out my notes... I was half way thru it and I came to blog... hehe...

Ciaoz!! peeps!!

AND!!! PEEPS!! WORK HARD FOR IBM!!!

OH!! I forgot something!! My student, Qiao Ting, got back her results for prelims!!! She's got 72 for english!! AND!! She's got 95 for her maths!! GOD!! I'm so happy!! As a tutor, seeing my student achieving good results... It's the best achievement ever!! So my day is kind of balanced out today with the things that happen... =)

I'm really off now!! :)

I'M FREAKING PISSED!!! ONCE AGAIN YOU GUYS NEVER FAIL TO PISSED ME!!!! THE OTHER TIME IT WAS LIKE THAT, NOW IT'S STILL THE SAME!! DAMN YOU PEOPLE!!!! WHAT'S THE USE OF SETTING A DATELINE, WHEN YOU GUYS ARE NOT EVEN DONE YET?!!! EVERYTHING SUPPOSED TO BE DONE LAST MONDAY, SO THAT MORE TIME CAN BE ALLOW FOR MAKING AMENDMENTS!!! BUT YOU GUYS ARE JUST NOT DONE WITH YOUR PARTS!! AND CHANGING THE PRESENTATION TO ANOTHER DAY JUST LIKE THAT!! AND I CAN'T MAKE IT ON THURSDAY!! IF I COULD I WON'T BE SO PISSED!!

DON'T TELL ME 'CAUSE YOU'VE GOT TO WORK, YOU ARE BUSY!!! SAVE THOSE BULLSHIT FOR A 3 YEAR OLD KID!! 'CAUSE I'M NOT BUYING THAT!!

HELLO!! You are not the only one that are busy!!! I have a very tight schedule too!! SO!! Save your story for your OWN ASS!!

I could skip school and finish it up last minute the other time, just 'cause of you guys, why can't YOU PEOPLE DO THE SAME?!! And I still had to help clean your ass the other time, after giving me shit!! And I could finished in time!! WHat's this?!!

STOP THOSE EXCUSES!!! YOU GUYS ARE JUST HELL TIME IRRESPONSIBLE!!!!

YES!! YOU GUYS ARE!!!

AFTER CHANGING ALL THIS!! I DON'T EVEN KNOW THAT MY PRESENTATION IS ON THURSDAY, UNTIL I MSG CHARLENE!! HOW NICE OF YOU GUYS! YOU CALL THIS A GROUP?!! OH YA!! IT IS... A FUCKED UP GROUP!

Am not gonna blog today 'cause I'm having a splitting headache till I'm tearing...

Took 2 panadols and gonna go to bed for good...

Am now at my sutdent's house.. Must be wondering why I'm able to blog here... Well just finished tuition so I'm showing her where to d/l songs and how to use it...

So I'm sort of killing time while waiting to for the song to finish downloading...

And I think my mum is gonna kill me... Gonna see a doctor but here I am blogging and slacking at my student's house... :D

Ok... It's gonna be done soon...

Gotta go... Will update about today later at night... :)

Seesh... Was a tiring day today... Was prespiring like a mad dog!!

Went back to school at 2 for the poly 50 rehearsal... And the venue of the performance?! SP is just weird... I don't know why there? But it's just there... Event will be held at the Finance building the platform opposite the main library... Weird right?!

Rehearsal was not bad for me... Can play my part abit better... More familiarise with chords now... But one bad thing is that... The weather is darn hot la... And the freaking space given to us is so freaking small!! Gesh! But it's kind of messy...

After rehearsal, was band prac... We went through the whole concert order... Didn't work through any pieces 'cause concert is just next week... So Mr Tan just pointed out some parts... After playing through the concert pieces... it was about 9 and it was time for going through the "Poly 50" performance... 'Cause we sounded bad... So he had to do it with us... The lucky ones who are not performing got to go home early... Humph! But anyways! Enjoyed playing!! :D

My whole body is aching... After carrying those instruments...

Sleeping soon... I've got sectionals tml!! @10am!!! GOD!! I'm gonna die man!! I need more SLEEP!!!

NitexXXxxx peeps!!!

HmmmMMMMMMMmmmmmmmmmmmmm........................................

*yAwNz*

I had a good sleep man!! Never so good before... So good that my lesson is at 9, I woke up at 10.... (=

Wanted to go for EA, but Mei is not going and Shunli is not in school... And I'm excused from lesson from 1 onwards.... 'Cause of the "Poly 50" rehearsal...So I have to be in school at 2!!!

For now!! It's time to SLACK!!! =]

Try this out!! It's fun!! Control your mouse!!

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Was super on time for FO lesson today... =) 'Cause I met up with Jerm to go to school together... Well trading was rather ok today... 'Cause my lucky charm was standing next to me!! SULIAN!!! But during TA, I made a loss of $2.15!! I was in the wrong position since the start... I should have just sold in the first place... Should have went along with my own views but... I was busying doing other things so I just followed the crowd... :'( painfully lose... Four hours of trading really can drain you out.. . Skipped BD today... Think I'm gonna receive warning letter soon! Can't be bothered, anyways I did my part already...

So headed to town with meimei and shunli... WELL!!! We were supposed to window shop!! Take note of the word!! "WINDOW"!!

Yes now! That's the word!! BUT........................

These earrings are 3 for $10!! Cheap right!! Bought 2 of these and the 3rd one was meimei's earrings... It's the same as the one above (red one)...

Wanted to buy this top like last month when I saw it... I FINALLY GOT IT!! 12 bucks!! =]

10 bucks for this white plain top... (=

Yup these are the few items I bought today... =]

I failed in doing window shopping... Instead I SHOP!!! How great!!

Met my auntie at Bedok at 5.30pm for dinner, 'cause we had to attend a seminar... It was a "Deliverance Seminar"... Speaker was Pamela Seaward. Really good speaker and she has lots of interesting and real life experience to share... Learnt alot and know alot... And the importance of having Him in my life!! =)

The thing ended rather late... Reached home at 11.30pm... *TiReD*

But didn't regret going... Though it's kind of far... (=

Missed sectionals but hope it went well for you guys!! Sorry for not being able to be there... AND DO REMEMBER WHAT MR TAN HAD SAID!!!

FIA lecture is at 9 tml and yes I'm still here... 'Cause I gonna watch my show first before I sleep... Gonna be excused from 1 onwards tml, 'cause of the "Poly 50" performace... Talking about that... Practically the whole of next week, I won't be seen much in class... Coz I'm excused for like so many day... Mon I have rehearsal for "Poly 50", Tues is the dress rehearsal for IBM, not sure if there's excuse letter but i doubt so, wed is the poly 50 performance and thurs is IBM... And FRI? What do you think?! I have a concert on thurs... you think I would go to school?! I doubt I can even wake up... Well we'll see then...

Okies show started already... I wanna slack on my bed...

"Rest in peace"

"Mdm yeo, our primary school chinese teacher passed away yesterday. Her wake is from today till mon @ 6 Jalan Novena Utara. Pls pass tis sms to yr ex scgs frens thanx."

received this msg when I stepped into TA class just now... A very SHOCKING NEWS!!

She died of cancer...

I'm shocked to the extreme... Though it's been years that I've seen her but after seeing the msg, I feel kind of lost... I mean how could such a thing happen to such a nice lady?!! She's the nicest teacher ever... Memories of her is coming back to me... Her voice and her chinese lesson...

I still remember an incident when someone lost something in class and she had to find out who the culprit was!! Oh man!! I can remember exactly what happen... 'Cause someone tried to set me up!! OH!! Damn that bitch!! wonder what did I ever did to her... But Thank God she was fair enough and smart enough to handle the situation well and found the person.. :D

Anyways... sad that a nice and caring lady/teacher has left us...

Not sure if I'm going for the wake coz... I'm fully packed even during the weekends... And I've to go with someone that I hopfully closed to... which is... hmm........... >.="

I have not seen all of them like since sec 2... OH GOD! What am I gonna do... Well think for now I've to see if i'm free to go first...

What am I to you?

I'm nothing but just an item that you pick up on your way in your life and thrown aside after that

In short, I'm nothing but trash....

OH MAN!! CAN SOMEONE GIVE ME A KIT-KAT???!!!!

I NEED A BREAK!! I have not been sleeping well for the past 4 nights... Projects and test... It's just taking the hell out of me!! And the work load in the day is a burden too heavy to carry...

Studied till about 2+ yesterday night... Woke up super early today... 7am... Took CF test and after that headed for tuition... And I reached home at 10+... All thanx to Nini... If she had knew and check her prelim schedule earlier, I won't have to stay last minute... Tml's her english and when I went to her house she told me her maths is on friday... RIGHT!! which I can't make it tml... So I had to stay there for 3 hours!! And I had to wait for her outside her house for FARKING 30mins, before she open the door for me to go in!! And that really irritates me!! I was so darn pissed!! Ok nvm...

Anyways CF was quite alright too, just that the theory questions are a SLAP in the face... But check abit of my answers, seems like I "wu da wu knock"... Sorry can't come out with the han yu ping ying...

Just hope that I do well for this 2 paper...

Well, nowadays I'm able to study better... Able to absorb better... hehe.. :D I'm so happy... God is giving me the strength for my last drive in SP!! :)

A rather long day... I'm drained... Wanted to start on EA but I doubt I can even do anything... The figures are just gonna appears as number and mean nothing to me... the words are just alphabet...

OH! God save me!!

Am chatting with Chris now... And he said that next sem is his ITP!!! You think u get 400 bucks and is little!! You can go dig a hole and hide like an ostrich!! This poor fellow here is not paid!! Working and not paid!! What's wrong with SP?!! what the hell are they doing?!! Making your student work and not giving them pay?! SP can go die!!

There's sectionals with Mr Tan tml... But sad... I can't be there coz I've got a seminar to attend... But well God comes first... SO!! I'm cool!! But gotta work double hard for my part...

P.S. Apologise for unpolite entry, 'cause I'm really tired....

Finally done with my revision for tml's CF test... For the calculation part... Hmm... Theory part I shall go through tml... I'm brain dead now... One test after another, I can really die from it... Not me, my brain cells...

Just hope tml's paper would be do-able...

Really worried... Coz I can't fail again!! Oh man! God you are not gonna let this happen to me again right?! I know you are not... I have faith in you :D

My first lesson is at 8 tml!! I hope I don't oversleep or else I'll be in deep shit... I've pack my bag already and thought of what to wear tml.. Just hope that I won't change it tml... Or else I'm just gonna be late again.. It always happens!! I take 1 hr to prepare... Just hope that Andy's morning call would really pull me out of bed!!

I'm off to sleep now!!! Ciaoz!

FIA test is over... HURRAY!!! I skipped the whole day just to study at home...

Hmm... "How's the paper?" If you will to ask...

Well it was rather ok... or rather I would say it's easy... Just afraid that saying it, the opposite would happen... 'cause it always will... The paper is easy till it's scary... But I'm very sure I had did a few mistakes...

But it was really a give away paper... My goodness what's wrong with Andrew Lim man?!

When I first saw the paper, I'm kind of shocked with all the marks allocation... Part 1 has a weightage of 22 marks.... With only 2 QNS!! Yes... First question has only 1 step! And!! It's 12 marks... GOD! But well who cares!! So long as we can scare... Who gives a damn!! :)

Now it's time for CF... I've got a test tml man... But I'm still watching TV... :D

I'm feeling so slack now.... Totally drag starting it... Just hope that I don't forget what I've studied last last week... Then refreshing it would be no problem...

I'm such a slut...

Was studying just now... And my mum asked me to peel the orange to eat... But I asked her to do it for me, which she do... Then few minutes later... She came out and brought up the past... About me when I was young... Oh man! I didn't know I was such a SLUT!!

She told me when I was a little girl, both she and my dad would peel orange for me to eat... And if the juice ooze out when they peel it, I wouldn't eat it... But when my grandma peel it, I would eat... And my mum said I was "guai lan"... however you spell it! If I get it right, you will understand what I mean...

Oh goodness!! I didn't know I was like that... the other incident was my auntie bought a pair of shoes for me... And it was too big for me... But the stubborn and stupid me insisted on wearing it... So my parents just let me... I ended up wearing a pair of shoes that is about 2-3 size bigger than my leg!! Can you imagine the little me walking around with that shoes... People pointing, staring and laughing at me!! Oh! Am such a disgrace!! Stupid me! Why did I ever insisted on doing something so dumb!! I still have that photo... And the worse thing... I was squating under a tree that is a little taller than my height at that time... With a pair of big sunglasses and the big retareded shoes... can you picture it?!

I can't stand myself... Time to go back to study for FIA!!

Just bored...

Am taking a break now, before I start on my bond valuation tutorials... Finally I understand time value of moneyy, after doing the tutorial... It really suck big time... I was bored in the afternoon when I was studying... So i took some photos... And rummage through my drawers and found some pressie...

Bond valuation lecture notes...

Below are my schedule...
This is this week schedule... it's counted as one of the least pack ones...

this was last week's one... if you think this is worse.. nah you are wrong... see the one below!

One of the busiest week! fully packed...

Had to drink my bubble tea this way... All thanx to my "smartness"...

"Parking lot pimp" rox!! Was crazy over them when I heard them sing at the mosiac festival... See the words at the right hand corner?! YES! "SAY NO TO PRIACY"!!! Got weilun (Jerm's bf) to get it for me when he was working in music junction... And he could actually said he can burn for me!! MY GOD!! We should support local bands k!!! Actually most of the staff does that... They open the CD, burn it then put it back on shelf to sell again.. HOW DESPICABLE!! oops :x haha...

Remember the other time when I couldn't get into the indoor stadium for festival of praise on the first night... This is the cd they compensate us when they asked us to go home... It's still nicely wrapped! I've yet to open it up.. Can't be the least bothered...

Finally I got back my "school of rock" vcd!! I can't believe it, I bought it like 1 year ago... And only now, anthony return it to me... Thank God! He remembered! I was looking high and low for it... Till I gave up!

Was a gift from the year 3s during the MD concert... The photo was taken at Toa Payoh... Our second outdoor performance... The top 5 best performance for "The stage is yours"... *pRoUd*

A valentine's day gift from meimei... I lost it for a period of time... :) sorry!! But I found it back!! and kept well...

A bookmark Jerm made for me on my 17th birthday... Simple yet sweet!

Just took these photos just now... Time value of money tutorial...

And my table looks like that now! Papers everywhere...

OH DAMN!!! OH SHIT!! I don't know how to do time value of money!! DARN!! What's this man?!! My test is tml and I'm struggling like hell!! I'm gonna die!!!!

Time value of money!! Shit man!!! I'm dead....

It's 4.09pm!!! YES! I'm home!! I'm home early!! Actually I skip BD to come home and study!! But I've not started... still slacking... Starting right after this entry...

And Gonna study till 5.30pm and catch my hong kong series on channel 55!! :D

Oh yeah... I'm such a scatterbrain... I bought 2 cups of bubble tea from tiong bahru... One for mummy and one for myself... And when I reach the market downstair my house, I realise that I forgot to take straws! How smart... So I had to cut open the top and drink it with a thin straw and a spoon...

I'm off to study before I start sitting in front of the com for another few more hours...

OH GREAT!! After re-starting the com for like hell lotsa of times... I'm finally done with my BD project, after a few days of dragging and a little blurness with the figures, with a little help from Kang Ming... Thanx alot!! I would have just die-ed trying to make up those figures which might not even make any sense at all when I don't know some of the games...

Doing project with these freaking com is even worse than asking me to sing in front of people or try playing the drumset... Giving me so much trouble... And the only time I swear like lots of time in a day is when I faced this com... And each time I swear, I just feel so guilty... But it can't be helped!! It's really getting on my nerves...

I'm just glad that I'm done with it... and hope that Daniel won't call me 'cause it would mean that I've to make some or maybe lotsa changes... *pRaY hArD*

Anyways today was just like the past few days... I'm not in a good shape... I'm feeling empty and my mood is kind of bad... trying hard to fight back and not let it go downhill... Or esle it's just gonna get worse... I don't know how to describe how I feel...

but it just feels like shit...

And today is a special sunday... Why? 'Cause I've gotta teach... Sunday = rest day= no tuition --> my logic... :) Come on! From mon to sat, I'm a student, tutor and percussionist... Sunday... I just wanna be a small little girl that hops to church in the morning and straight after that fellowship or maybe shopping... That should be me on sunday!! A lovely little girl!! haha... :D

Anyways after service, had lunch then bible study... Then song prac...

Headed to Bugis Village for awhile... And that was to accompany meiying to buy her bag... If you ever wanna buy bags from "Zinc" at the edge! Please don't get it there! you could just get the same bag from bugis village at a much cheaper price!! My sis saw the bad at "the edge", it was $30... I think! But it was selling at $25 at bugis village... And you could reduce the price to $23! So go there if you wanna go... If you can't bargain get someone who can to go with you...

Saw a couple of bags which I like... well I've yet to decide whether I wanna buy it or not.... Though I've like more than 65 bags... But when it comes to these I get a little wishy-washy... I would think real hard if it worth the money and if i could get it somewhere else cheaper... I could take months to make decision... :D

But I still don't know why I've so many bags...

Headed to Yolanda's house for tuition!! HURRAY! I got my pay!! :D

And finally the last stop Qiao ting's house.... Supposed to get my pay... But i just dislike getting cheque.... 'cause I don't know when I would actually bank it in... So I'll just have to wait 2 weeks later... sad!!

Talking about money... I was just thinking of coming out with a plan to help myself save up... Not for other reasons! But for SHOPPING!! haha... So that I can be cash-rich all the time... And not worry when I'm going to Hong Kong in Nov, which is not confirm yet... 'Cause of some stupid virus there... Whatever!! Just hope that the stupid virus can just get it's arse off! And bring all it's bacteria somewhere out of Hong Kong with it!

Kzz... That's all for today... I've got to study for FIA, there's a test on tuesday... Only studied a few pages... No progress... And I'm freaking tired!! Thinking of skipping tml's lesson!! AH! NO! I CAN'T!! I'M A BIATCH IF I DID!!!

I'm off to my bed to study...

Ciao!

It's not neo print!!

Finally I packed my bed, after my bedsheet is changed... It was in a total mess... LOOK!! They are like one happy family!! :) ok the red thingy you see, is just the reflection of this red-eye bear...

The only 2 big fellows...



I love care bears!! They are just so cute... The big one is from Jermaine as Christmas gift and I bought the small one myself... I wanna have a whole collection of care bears!!!

Look how much they contrast....

And overall the happy family on my bed looks like that... And look at the amount of space I'm left to sleep... But! i'm still feeling comfortable...

New TOPS & BOTTOMS!!!



Bought these 2 tops from chinatown!! YES! Chinatown!!! It's cheap!! If you think you can't get anything from chinatown you are wrong!! Try shopping there...

The necklace supposed to come with the tube but it dropped off... And I'm glad 'cause I was still hesitating whether to cut it off or not... Now I save all the trouble to think...

A day just past like that...

Saturday's schedule has finally ended... Another busy and tiring day, I would say...

Slept at 4+ in the morning and I woke up at 8.30am... Supposed to do projects last night but I ended up not doing much shit... 'cause I couldn't come out with the figures for the survey and Kangming was busying playing game when I approached him to help... So I had to not do BD...

So EA was next on the list... Got on the SGX website and found SIA... Got the balance sheet, profit & loss... So on and so forth... But I didn't know what to do next... :D

There was no one I could approach coz all of them were asleep... So the idea of doing EA has to be given up...

What did I ended doing? hmm... Good questions...

I started blogging... And by the time I realise it was already 3+... I've finished blogging but I just couldn't get to sleep... Lied on the bed and switching channels here and there... the next moment I was awoken by "close to you"... My alarm...

Got up, took my bathe and headed to school for sectionals with Jerm... Sectionals was rather good with Muru's help in conducting and correcting us... So sorry peeps, I really can't conduct... Just gotta leave to the experts...

After sectionals, headed to church for song prac... Feeling heavy and tired, I tried hard to get things done... And Thank God it did...

Now the only thing that got me smiling after sectionals and song prac... Was the trip to ntuc with Andy... He had to buy honeydew and watermelon to his friend's bbq... so he asked to tag along to help... He asked me if I know how to choose... I said well If I don't know how to choose, I'll always get the auntie beside me to help me... :D

Ain't I smart?! :)

We headed to choose the honeydew first...

"So... which one do we choose?" We stared at the honeydew... And I told him... Get the one with a rough surface not smooth... I knew this coz each time my mum bought honeydew, the skin is never smooth... So! Common sense! He almost reached out for the smooth one I guess... Can't really remember...

To confirm he approach this lady BUT!! She's worse than me!!! She don't even know how to choose!! GOSH!!! So I took it from him and asked a couple to helped us... :D And the honeydew that we chose was the best among the worse... all of them are smooth!

Next was the watermelon... The heavier the better!! But NOTE!!! Don't ever take 2 watermelon, one on each hand... And take the one that makes your hand tired... Coz if your one hand is weaker than the other, of coz the weak one can't take the weight...

So they only way is hit it... Well!! I didn't really help out! Coz I ended up playing drums on the watermelons!!! haha... :) Couldn't resist it!! The sound of it... And there are so many of them...

Hmm... not a bad idea to have watermelons as drum for our next performance... OK! Just joking... But maybe it can be taken into consideration...

After that short and fun moment, it was time for tuition... Luckily it's just for an hour... Or else I'm gonna sleep while teaching...

One whole day was spent just like that... It's now 10.49pm... I need to start studying for FIA which is on tuesday... 'Cause I've got to teach tml... Starting now would lighten the burden by just a little bit....

And no late night sleep!! There's church tml!!

August is so sucky

Didn't I mention about August being sucky!! It's damn bloody true!! From the start of August till now, it's been rather bad... And it's not gonna get better for me even till the end of August...

The moment I stepped out of the house, I was already in a foul mood... You know how important it is to be out of the house with a happy feeling... Rather than a bad one... 'cause nothing is gonna be fine...

I got ready to step out of house with nice smelling and shampoo-ed hair, feeling a bit better than before and hoping for fresh air... But the moment I stepped out, it was smoky and the air was filled with ashes and the burning smell.. Within a few seconds!! My nice smelling and shampoo-ed hair had the burning smell!! That totally pulled me down!! It's so irritating!! you just had your bath and you have not enough even step more than 20 steps away from your house door, you need to get a bath... I really wanted to come back to bath but forget it... Lecture is more important... So I had my hair tied up the whole day... Gross!

After lecture, headed to give tuition... NOW~~! This is the worse part man! It totally got me pissed off!! After tuition, I was waiting for bus 123 to go to Tiong Bahru... I waited for like 20 mins or so... But that's not the worst part!! Waiting was terrible enough!! But standing at the bus stop waiting for the bus and having ashes and smoke flying in my direction, didn't make it better!

I was totally turn off!! I didn't want to head to band smelling burnt! And the amount of carbon dioxide I breathe in!! GOSH!! And for some reason, I don't know why it change my mood through out... I mean can't they go like somewhere else to burn those incense paper? Like the temple? Ok I don't know... Probably it's already a practice since don't know when... I don't like it when my neighbours burn it at my house corridor... The smoke travels with the wind... And when it travels into my house when the windows are open! I'll start making a big fuss and slam the door and closed those freaking windows!! Can't they just go there to the little "garden" downstairs to do so.. I would really appreciate their cooperation and consideration...

I just hate this period... Can't wait for it to be over... then not so much of burning!!

Band prac was rather ok... But I'm in deep shit for Jap Graf 4... need lots of practice... My mood was affected through out since I step out of house... Was rather quiet through out the band prac... Lots of things running through my mind... But I'm feeling empty...

I'm strangled by my packed schedule... I need time to study for my tests next week... But I need rest too... Without enough rest, I can't get myself started... I only have 3 more days to study... I've 2 projects to do... Thank God for BD, I don't have much to do for my part... But EA is a problem... I dont' know how to start... I've got my data... But not the next step...

Yolanda and Qiao ting's prelims are next week... Within all the tuition and rehearsal crashing down on me... And how nice... Nini's prelims falls on the concert week... And that week I have rehearsal for the poly 50, BD presentation and IBM concert...

How I wish there are more than 24 hours a day so I can take my time to do my stuff... But again, I hope that time faster so that I'm able to survive this 2 tiresome week faster... Once IBM is over, I've start digging my head into my studies and my students' PSLE... Exams are in September and PSLE is in October!! I really don't understand why does the stupid dumb ass government has to change the academic year!! It's of no help at all!! Just MORE TROUBLE!! So many people are affected by this damn change!!

2 months plus... Is what I have to bear with... No matter how tough or tired... I must survive through!! I don't care if I cry, laugh or be angry... I MUST walk through this period!! So try screwing my life and making it more packed! GO AHEAD!! 'CAUSE!! I WILL SURVIVE!!! Definitely not alone, but with God's help...

There's sectionals tml morning... And it's just gonna be another long day... *yAwNz*

an end...

And The day is coming to an end... :)

There's no BD today... YEAH!! Which I always drag going... 20 more mins to 2 and thursday school is gonna come to an end... Which means trading for the day is ending...

Gonna head to the band room to self prac later... And gonna go home early since there's no band prac or tuition today.. Hurray!! :)

ShunLi and meimei are beside me... And we all regretted for settling it early... Coz the price closed at a even lower price...

All my classmates are like happy fishes, laughing like hell... But I bet 99.999999% that it's definitely NOT about TA!

I can really die trying to figure out those freaking chords which I rarely play man! Bm7b5!! What the hell is that man?!

There's Fb,Gb and so on... I rarely touch these chords! And Thank God! Andy gave me a website... Totally helpful to me man! Manage to figure out all the chords for all the 205 bars...

Oh ya... I might be playing the keyboard for "poly 50"... Just in case you don't know what's poly 50... It's an event that SP 50th anniversary is coming to AN END!! YES!! Finally!!! They celebrated it like when I was in Yr 1!! Now I'm in Yr 3!!! It finally come to an end...

Seems to be quite a big event... coz the piece was composed by this local well-known song composer, charles something... Ok maybe not that popular after all... :D

A last minute rehearsal today in the bandroom... Which affected my schedule... Gave out the parts... And there's the synthesizer part, it's all in chords... Seriously I never ever thought that I would be playing the keyboard for any performance in SP, overall outside church... But none of them in the section knows how to read chords! So I had to play... If not I won't even play...

But I doubt they might even want me to play, 'cause I play really badly...

Now I've extra parts to practice... The performance is on the 31 Aug... One day before IBM!! This is really torturous man!

My schedule is once again packed... From this weekend onwards... My students' prelims are next week, band prac... ARGH!! OK!! STOP!!! I'm not gonna say anymore... I'll die just by thinking of it...

And I've yet to start on my BD and EA project... and you know what it means?!! It spells TROUBLE!! I don't know how am I gonna survive...

I'm sleepy now...

Shit! I missed again!

I missed my CF tutorial this morning!!! SHIT MAN!! I've already got warning letter and I didn't go!!! Sianz... Lesson started at 8 and I woke up at 7.50am!!! What's with the darn phone man!!! I set alarm but I couldn't hear it!

OK Probably I was too tired, that's why... Thank God I could get and MC today or else I'll be dead!

There's ea but I'm so bloody lazy to go...

:)

2 major incident happen today that leaves a deep impression on me... Let me start with the first one...

At 8.52am, I was awoken by the noise outside my room. I'm a light sleeper so I wakes up easily... Ok anyways... I was irritated by it coz I started school at 12pm!! And I got woke up by all these noises! Heard my mum's voice vaguely, but it was 9am, she's at work so it's definitely not her... So I thought it was someone else that sound like my mum... But being the usual lazy me, I chose to ignore and go back to sleep!

But the noise level was increasing! It got louder and louder!! And I was sure I heard my mum's voice!!! VERY SURE!!! So I got off my bed... Hugging on to my bolster tightly!! with messy hair and a sleepy look on my face... I walk out of the room... OK! Now I'm even sure that it's my mum voice... I saw her!!

And I witness a dispute that was SUPPOSE to HAPPEN 30 YEARS AGO!! And it happen today, which is 30 years LATER!! HURRAY!!!! :D

I saw my mum sort of arguing with my neighbour, an old woman.... OK!! Get this clear!! My mum is not so EVIL! She doesn't yell at her... She talks to her nicely coz she's old! And who the hell will talk nicely to this old lady who is so evil! Not even me!! I'm just gald that my mum finally voice out!!

This evil old lady one hell person that makes things difficult for people and caused bad neighbour relationship!! She used to sweep all the dirt in front of her us to my corridor... You think that's bad!! There are WORSE!! She would blow her mucus and clean it on my corridor wall!! And the wall outside her corridor are white and clean! While mine is dirty which some brown stains!! She pluck our leaves and stuff!!

She and my neighbour,Miss A, who is staying below us are big time enemies man!! Both of them simply hate each other!! Miss A helps to clean our house once a week and she would come up to my house everyday to chat and stuff!! And when I get to see her, she never FAILS to complain to me about her and definitely not forgetting cursing and swearing her!

Ok! this is what happen... Miss A put a pot of flower outside my corridor and she applied oil to the pot... So this old lady touch it today!! HAHA!! Itchy hands!!!!!! anyways!! If you think she went home and wash it! WAIT LONG!! AND FAT HOPE!! She clean it on my window!! and even on the handle of our door gate!!! My sister came back home... She touched the handle and her whole hand was oily... She called my mum! And that explains why she's at home at that hour...

Miss A came up and the old lady and Miss A started arguing... I freaking hell know no shit what they are saying... coz it's hokkien... But I do know abit.... Miss A said something that she thinks she has stroke she wins, she thinks that her voice is louder, she wins... Man!! I felt like laughing but too sleepy...

The old lady said we can called the police for all we want... And finally I spoke!! What's the use of calling the police man?! What can they bloody hell do!! All they can do is just file a report and that's all!!! And with all those FAT and UGLY policemen at my area!! What more can they do?! All they can do is just give some attitude and get nothing done... Ok nvm! Just some of my own experience... I'm just glad that my mum didnt' even THOUGHT of calling the police!! Or else I'll be so paiseh! *pHeW*

Can't really remember what happen... All I knew was that... I came back to my room to contiune my beauty... And 10 mins later my mum came in and said she's going back to work...

That was the first incident that happen even before I was fully awake!

Got ready to go to school and I can't imagine this happen to me!! I thought it would only happen in drama...

I stepped out of my house and was walking down the stair... I saw this man sitting on the floor.. His head was facing down and there was a cigrattes box on the floor... Thought he was drunk!! But when I look carefully! I got shocked and really scared!! I saw him injecting some form of liquidon his hand... FREAK MAN!! I never thought I would see a drug addict on sction... I got really scared coz he's really near me... I quickly made my way down hoping that he doesn't sees my face... I hope not?!

What a day... Thank God! Nothing much happen after that...

Lesson started at 12 and and went for TA first half and skipped the second half... Headed to chinatown with meimei... And I've got 2 tops for myself... :D

Don't ever think you can't get clothes at chinatown! You're so wrong!! Those are the place which I like to head to~

Can really get cheap stuff... Probably not just chinatown... Just those sub-urban areas... You never know what you can fish... :)

Headed for band after that...

Oh yeah my mum called when I was in band, so I asked her about the incident... My mum told the old lady's son about her "crimes"... He was SHOCKED!! And my mum told her about the incident that happen to me 2 years back I guess... Before I changed my windows, it was those old type of windows... I was sleeping and she splashed water into my room!! ARGH!! can you imagine you are sleeping and water suddenly leak onto you.. I still remember that incident so clearly! I would had scold the hell out of her for disturbing my sleep! Which I hate people to do so!! And my mum is soft hearted enough to talk to her nicely!! Just don't know why my mum bears with her!! 30 years! AH!! I guess I can't even stand her for 30 secs!

She's just gonna get her retribution... When she was young she ill treat her mother-in-law... Not giving food to her!! Oh man! Can't believe such people exist in the world!!! How could they ever bring themself to do such things!! And now her daughter-in-law don't like her too!! I doubt anyone could get along with her man... Well that's her family problem!! I just hope she stop giving us trouble or else these things will never come to an end! Thank God I rarely get to see her... :D

Band was not bad today... But the percussion section are not doing so well... Concert is in lke 1 week plus... And there are still lots of them not getting their parts right... And that includes me... I've yet to practive my bells and xylo part of Jap Gaf 4... Darn! Gotta really find time to go down and practice... So I have to sacrifice my lunch time...

Wanted to do my CF tutorial... But sianz... I'm so tired... Can't be bothered to do it... After one whole day, still got to do tutorial... AH!! I always drag doing it...

Just gonna lie on my bed and watch tv... Lessons starts at 8a.m. tml... Can't be late... Already received warning letter!

And it's a darn long day tml... But well I'm used to it... After october I'll be jobless!! Well when it comes, I'll just decide... So I can't afford to spend every single cent which I earn now!! WHICH IT'S SO DIFFICULT!!! It's like asking a mouse not to eat CHEESE!!!

Ok... *yAwNzZzZ*

CIAO!

My horoscope for the day

If you want to keep moving, you can't let heavy baggage from the past keep dragging you down. Take some time to examine what old blocks might be keeping you from your goals.

Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)

The Bottom Line
The past can be a heavy weight if you let it press on you. Can you lift it?

In Detail
Following routines and obeying orders won't feel very fulfilling right now -- on the contrary, it'll feel like you're kowtowing and knuckling under to authority for no good reason. You're a rebel and you need to feel free of strictures, especially ones that don't make any sense to you. Find ways to convert this strong energy into something useful, and preferably far away from the presence of bosses or other authority figures.

Seems similarly to what andrew said to me...

I found my ez-link card...

Yes just like what the tittle says... I found my ez-link card... BUT! In my dreams! =.="

I dreamt that some random guy found it and pass it to me... Can't remember where it place... And can't remember who was beside me... The more I can't remember what's the event... All I know is that I was queuing up and when I lift up my head, this guy was looking at me... Wondering to myself, if I ever knew him... And all of a sudden!! He came to me! And gave me back my ez-link card!! I was SO happy!! And jumping... Then I remember my curse.. :)

Then I woke up... and realise I was dreaming... So sad!! :`(

I doubt I will ever get it back... As you know dreams are always opposite... Just like my previous cf test... I dreamt that I failed my re-test... But I passed in the end... This time round i dreamt that I found it... So it would mean I will NEVER get it back...

Rest

Time now is 5.25pm... Yup I'm supposed to be taking my CF test now... But... I'm home...

A whole day of rest at home... Went to see a doctor just now and I've got an mc... But which means I've missed my CF test and I've gotta take the retest...

Well would rather stay home to rest than go there and feel really sick...

well it won't harm to have already studied... preapre early... Then can study for FIA... :)

I'm feelin terrible...

I'm very sick man... Feeling terrible... I feel like sleeping but I'm worried for CF tml...

My mum asked me to go see a doctor just now... Coz my voice changed... But well the same old stubborn me who refused to see one.. Perharps tml...

Should I go take my CF CA2?? hmm... Wonder if I can concentrate...

A wet day...

It was SPBand spring cleaning day... oh yeah and not forgetting getting wet day...

Didn't wanna go down in the first place coz am terrible sick... down with a bad flu... But felt bad for not going... So headed down...

Reached there and there were lots of people in the band room scrubbing the floor... Man! It's really dirty and all of a sudden there was this water war! Everybody who was inside were wet... And I mean it... So decided not to help out in washing out... Shifting would be the best...

BUT!! I was not SPARED!!! I was drenched!! Thanx to Jerm for her wonderful plan!! I knew that she wanted to make me wet by asking me "where you going after this?"

Oh man I knew it! So I decided to stay near instruments and some stuff... So they were not given a chance to splash water on me!! And so she got more helpers for her EVIL plan... She got Cindy, Raf, Xiao bai... Don't know who else!!

Was sitting with Joanne!! NOTE: JOANNE IS BESIDE ME!!

Saw Raf standing somewhere in front of me... And Xiao bai asked him who... He didn't answered... RIGHT!! I knew something was wrong... It all happen in a few seconds!! I turned back JOANNE WAS GONE!! AND I wanted to run but Raf carried me up and into the bandroom!!! AND! I WAS SPLASHED WITH 3 PAILS OF WATER!!

AND YES!! JOANNE!! She just went off like that!! AH!!! MAN!!! AND AUDREY!! U TOO!!!

"Wanted to tell you. But thinking that seeing the fun is so much better, I change my mind!"

ARGH!! How could you people!!!

I was wearing white!! And I was terrible drenched!! I should had just heed Jo's advice not to go and stayed at home to rest...

THANX JERM!! And I can't believe that skinny Raf could actually lift me up...

Besides that it was rather fun, it's my last year... The band room is cleaner now... But it will just get dirty next week...

Met my mum and sisters for dinner at Chinatown... Now I'm back home... Dragging to start CF... With an itchy throat and a really bad flu...

Gotta go bath, then start studying... So long peeps!

Some new members...

A beach bag which I got for free by helping to do a survey when I was at the bus stop outside school...

New bag... (:

my earrings... That's all? Of coz not!

More earrings...

My accessories box... as u can see... It's messy... Coz I've yet to pack it and there seems to be too little things... hmm...

Take a peek...

Kind of blur... ya this is my wardrobe... it's full... and messy...