2005 soon to be the past

Have not been blogging foe quite awhile! So I'm here with my last entry on the last day of the year! It's 31 DEC 2005!! The last day of 2005! And that would totally be an "OH YEAH"!

Be it good or bad, though I've more bad experiences or probably lots of good which I can't remember, I still Thank God for everything!! I believe He makes everything happen for a reason! If it wasn't for the bad, I would not have learn the good! Isn't that good!

And one thing that would make me feel that I'm the most fortunate lady on earth is to be blessed with my family and a group of wonderful(wonderful is not just the word), DARLING friends! Always there to be with me!

To the percussion section:

Hey peeps! You guys have been great! It was nice working with you people! And being the neutral ones! You people didn't give the sections leader, me, any problem! And wah! How time flies! You guys are with me for a year already! And just 3 more weeks to come, I'm no longer the SL. I don't know how you guys feel but I think it would be a sad scene! But it better not be! And we would still stay in conctact!

And I sincerely seek your co-operation for this 3 more weeks! Thanx peeps!

And now to a group of important people! Those that see me through that one particular incident!

I know I've said this lots of time! But still I'm gonna say it again! Thank you so much! It has been the toughest period of the year of me! To struggle so hard with the emotional feelings and to fight back those tears each time I wanna tear! But like I said if bad things didn't happen, I would not have know that I have the good things around me all the time! And now I'm stronger than ever! haha...

And not forgetting my Rojak gang! Which was officially formed this year 13 october 2005! We finally manage to meet up like almost once a week! Though it's already a couple of weeks that we have not met! But I'm sure we will meet soon next year! And for the years to come! And even if we are married with kids!! We will! Not will!! WE HAVE TO!! WE MUST!!!

And now let me look back on what I've did! Ok I can't really remember what has happen from Jan to now! Oh probably some incident I do! But the last thing that I could remember that made me so happy was the Hong Kong trip!!! It was a dream come true! And I will upload the pics onto my blog after this k! Since I have all the time now...

Year 2005 was totally crazy! I've never cried as much as I did for my WHOLE ENTIRE GOD-SAKE LIFE!!! Almost got drunk by beer! But not yet drunk! Ok gotta get this clear!! I wasn't drunk to say that I'm not drunk! I was not drunk that's why I said I wasn't drunk! So don't say I'm drunk k!!! But now I finally know if I ever got drunk I would just laugh non-stop! Even the slightest tiny lame cold joke would start the ball rolling!!

Well there are still many things! But I'm still looking forward to 2006! I'm very interested in my future! WhatI really really want! Was just discussing about it yesterday with Jerm, Auds and emilie!

But well! let's sum it out! cause I've been trying to blog this for a couple of times already!!

Anyways!! Happy new year peeps!! Let's look for a brighter 2006!!!

just 5 minutes ago, I had a small little unhappiness with my mum! over some issues! and now I'm back talking to her! And she's preparing dinner for me! Tell me! What did they say abot "mu niu mei you ge ye chou". I guess they are always right!

she boiled green bean soup! ya boiled those not cooked but cooling for the body!

So as planned went to Tong Luk with my aunt so as to celebrate my sisters birthday! and shopping after that and mel's concert! But! I didn't none of those! I stayed home the whole day cause I wasn't in the condition to go out at all! I had to stay home to rest! Christmas is coming, can't afford to fall real sick!

Anyways melodie, my apologies for not being able to attend your concert! so sorry!

I'm finally able to eat well today unlike yesterday. Had my first meal at 2pm and for the rest of the days were fruits. Am feeling a bit better now after the panadol and the rest...

Okies gotta run! Dinner time! And time for "Death becomes her"!!! Nice show!

after my first clubbing experience, I had a fever this morning... is it some coincidence or what?

couldn't get out of bed till now... after taking a panadol! fever is gone and my throat hurts like freak! and the flu is killing me! I've got to stay away from chilli! ugh! That's like the saddest that can happen to me! =(

Just hope it won't get worse until christmas performance is over... Lose my voice, fever whatever! Just let it happen after 3pm of 25 dec...

Trying to login to balckboard to do my e-learning (dumb shit) but it's super lag... probably I'll just do it later...

For now... I've got to pack my room it's in a whole lot of mess!! Diaster!!!

oh finally am about to relax with no loud music!

Just came back from MOS - Ministry of sounds at clarke quay. ok Clubbers!! You've gotta check this out k! It's darn cool! they have different rooms! Like R&B dance room! the balcony and there are still rooms above! it's hell cool!

And like I say clubbers! You don't like to dance or hate loud music stay to pub! and that's for me! 3/4 of my time I was just practically moving with the music and looking at people around me! I always thought that clubbing was dumb... Looking and thinking how dumb they are and I'm actually joining them in doing this dumb thing! But not until when they played the song "what's going on"! Then I went high! The rest was like practically trying to get me dance 3/4 of the time! The moment I step onto the dance floor I just wanted to leave!

But well if you like and know the song! Getting high is no prob!

Overall it's a nice place! But I'm not hook to it and I still prefer pub! =D

Well that's my first clubbing experience for you peeps! I thought I would be hooked to you BUT! sad to say I prove myself wrong! And I really don't like to club!

anyways met up with the year 1 classmates and we had pizzahut for dinner! but before that I met up with shunli... and we went shoppping... I bought a mango skirt! for $59!! haha... I know it's crazy and I feel the pinch! but well it's a gift from my sister... she gave me $40 for christmas so I just paid $19! Not too bad! =D

Bought 2 bottles of nail polish!

Ya that's it! I'm sleepy! And I'm staying home tml morning and afternoon! NIGHT??!!! It's gotta be midnight shopping at town!! wahhaha... shit!

u r so not gonna believe this! I went to my mum's place to help out today! YA! Surprise?! i'm surprise too! But it's hell shitty! Those oil and stuff!! UGH! Gross! just makes my hands worse! Ok I know I sound plastic here but who cares! I'm a girl too! No girls would want rough hands! DUH!

Anyways I'm dead beat! Slept at abt 4+ and woke up at 9+... But gd pay! How good? u better not know! =D

will be meeting up with the year 1 classmates for dinner... So i'm still wondering should i go shopping before that!

I'm staying home for damn good tml! Pack my stuff and swimming tml! Supposed to swim this morning but yeah I couldn't wake up...

yeah! finally BD financial report is submitted! And maths test is finally OVER!! I'm a free bird now!! I can relax! haha... But well it's E-LEARNING WEEK!! that means i'm supposed to bloody hell stay at home and study! lame shit huh! and for people like me? I can even skipped school! the more about self study at home! AND it's Christmas soon! and I'm in a hell shopping mood!!

I'm totally addicted to shopping! how crazy! I can't define! HEY! It can't be defined so it's SERIOUSLY SERIOUS!!!

Went shopping with Jerm after everything in sch and band... There's hell lotsa of people! And it's supposed to be a section outing but it turn out to be best friends outing! But it's cool! just the two of us! It's been so long! =D

Walked around! Sat down for some food and watch some performance!

And was supposed to shop!! yes supposed to!! but! I just bought an organiser binder, mechanical pencil and some manicure stuff! yes that's shopping for the day! WTH!!

That's why!! I'm right to say! Never go shopping when you intend to shop cause you can get NUTS!! Go when you don't intend to buy anything!! That's the way!!! And never window shop! ugh! Awfully disgusting horrible feeling!

I've lots of stuff on this week! But I seem to forget about it... Gotten it recorded in my organiser! or else i'll just keep forgetting! And now I've stupidly arrange two gathering on the same day and the time is close to each other!! sorry peeps!

oh man! I'm so tired and sleepy! My eyes are barely opening at all!!

Just finished revising for tml's maths test... and finally the financial phase report for bd is done... Got to consolidate tml in sch and there's sectionals tml...

Okies... it's time for bed! test is at 10am tml. I never thought that I won't be so scared about taking maths test... why?

Maybe i'm just losing the confidence and i'm sleepy now...

You Belong in London

A little old fashioned, and a little modern. A little traditional, and a little bit punk rock. A unique woman like you needs a city that offers everything. No wonder you and London will get along so well.

What City Do You Belong In?

Your Fashion Style is Classic

You like what's stood the test of time... Simple, well styled clothes that don't scream trendy You stay updated and modern, but your clothes stay in style for a while You wouldn't be caught in animal prints, fake fur, or super bright colors

What's Your Fashion Style?

You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back. You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.

How Girlie Are You?

You Were An Angel This Year

You Were 0% Naughty, 100% Nice You know you've been a super good girl this year So good, that you may have missed out a little... Don't worry, Santa will make it up to you!

How Naughty (Or Nice) Were You This Year?

You are Dark Chocolate

You live your life with intensity, always going full force. You push yourself (and others) to the limit... you want more than you can handle. An extreme person, you challenge and inspire the world!

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

ok did some stupid test cause i was bored... partly a reason to not start doing project! But well I've got to start! Cause I've got to spend time studying for maths tml... DRAG!

went down to town just now! And there's hell lotsa of people there! and yup! I went shopping! WINDOWN SHOPPING!! OH MAN! you know how that feels??!!! Terrible!! Very terrible~! There are so many things I wanna buy! But thank god I didn't had the mood to shop.... Or else I will be crying like hell!!! It's really darn horrible! BUT!! I have my eyes on lots of stuff already! WHICH! I'm gonng get on monday or tues! hehe...

And I think I shall not change phone for the moment though the phone is quite screwed at the moment... Need to decide on what phone first... It'a always tough to decide on a phone! So I shall not buy yet! I've got to change my habit on buying things on an impulse!

Now I feel like clearing my cupboard and some bags... yes! your eyes are not playing a trick! I actually bear to part with my clothes and bags! Well the old has to go, TO GIVE A WARM WELCOME TO NEW ONES!! HAHA... So i'm clearing to buy new ones and not to not buy anything!! hehe...

MANGO SALES IS ON!!!!!!

Mango sales was crazy man!!! Every mango shop you go, it's crowded like you can even hardly have enough space to breathe!! It so darn humind! Clothes everywhere!! And people don't even bother picking up the clothes on the floor and step over it!! It's hell crazy man!

And you know what! I was crazy enough to join this crazy people!! BUT! Seriously! It's simple irresistable man!!

I was so tired and intend to come home after walking for awhile at orchard! but I reach home like an hour ago... just manage to cool down and bath! Want to start doing BD or maths! but I'm too tired... Exhausted! Well it's the time of the month! Always hated that!

ok... I bought 2 skirts, a bag, a top and a jacket! the best part?! I spent $159!!!

yes yes... drop your jaws! I can't believe it too! But argh heck!!

ok good news.... BD submission date is officially extended to monday! which is wonderful! cause I have 3 more days to do BD...

Am studying maths eh... I mean practicing at the moment and watching tv... Have a test on monday! Oh get e-learning week! ya so why study so early? so unlike me right? it's because there's maths lesson on friday... Maths for business is just abit different. So at least if I don't know anything I can still ask her on friday... =)

I think maths is the only module I will do my tutorial and bother to study early... Cause I prefer this man! Seriously...

There's something wrong with me. There is and i know. But I don't know what is it.

painful but wonderful fruitful tuesday

yup as I mentioned yesterday I'm going to roller blade today... And I DID!! =)

haha... you bet it was wonderful man!

Did a little warm-up and lesson at a small pavement before going on to the track...

I was waiting for my first fall so badly!! And finally with a "thump" I fell flat on my butt which activated the voice button with the word "fuck"! It was darn loud! yah... But who cares! I'm minding my own business. Managed to get up with audrey help and continued on....

And after my first fall, I fell twice but now forward! Thank God I had my guards on! Or else I'm gonna end up with UGLY SCARS!!! UGH!!! Bohoho...

And hey this time i got up myself! And I could overcome the hump obstacles though I needed audrey help initially and was quite afraid!

Got the hang of it after falling a few times. Oh well you really need to fall in order to learn, though I think I'm suffering from concussion now. But still it was fun! Just need to consistently go blade! And I'm getting my own pair of blades!!! And blade every week!! haha... I can't wait man!!

And I spent like almost 2 hours to get the hang of it! Just need more confidence! So if you wanna learn sth! DO IT! Falling is just the process! But it's cool!

BUT!! I'm sincerely apologetic to those who I shouted and scream at while I was learning to blade! Especially the poor guy who got screwed by me for no reason! I was blading and I heard a bicycle coming my direction with a screech! and I almost lost my balance! And I shouted fuck right into the guy's face! He was darn shocked! And his fren was like woah.... =)

And on the way back to return the blades I almost lost balanced and I screamed right into 2 guys face! oh god!

BUT HEY!! I apologised to the 3 gentlemens k! I apologises when I know it's my fault! Not like some freaking damn people....

I think I've got to really control my vulgularities when I learn to blade.... But hey! When you are gonna fail you can't think of anything much right! what comes to your mind, comes out from the mouth.

Ok... I'm sleepy! Eyes closing soon! BUT! Too bad I can't sleep cause I've got to do BD! =(

And there's school tml at 8!!! hmm.......

I realised it long ago! BUT! I don't bother! I don't bother about your criticism! I don't bother about your stare! I don't care about you! Cause I don't I don't give a DAMN about a shit like you! you are just a piece of shit with a fucking disgusting and gross character! you are a stinky stingy asshole!! you think you are good?! you think you are talented! LET ME TELL YOU!! YOUR CHARACTER IS YOUR WEAKEST POINT!!! I hate the stupid darn face that you give me! PIECE OF SHIT! GUYS LIKE YOU SHOULD JOLLY WELL BANG YOUR HEAD AGAINST THE WALL AND DIE!!! you should not even deserve to exist in the first place!! I don't need your help! I will just follow and think what is right! I don't have to necessarily listen to you! If you feel the my attitude towards you has change! GOOD! Cause you are NOTHING TO ME! JUST A BIG TIME BASTARD! ASSHOLE AND FUCKER!! I'M BEGINNING TO HATE YOU MORE!

I'm just gonna be nasty to you! you step on me! Don't blame! I'm never gonna be nice anymore! I will not bear with all these shit anymore! and this applies to everybody! SO DON'T TRY ME! I MEAN IT! I'M NOT GONNA JUST SWALLOW THIS SLIENTLY ANYMORE! NICE JOCELYN! I NEVER BE ANYMORE!

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Okies enough of the vulgular and fierce entry. But I do mean it! =)

It's a monday once again... but monday blues wasn't really here today. it was better than the usual. BD was good! our finally year 2 balance sheet is BALANCED!! HEARD THAT BALANCED!! OH! I'm so glad this word existed! It just sound so good! But then! It's time to get down to real work! I need to analyse the pro-forma statement! And there's still lots of things to do! And submission date is coming friday! hmm... doesn't sound that good after all! But well! Sacrifices have to be made! There's no school tml! so I'm gonna mug thru the night to get things done as much as possible! so that I don't have to rush on wed night! Rushing just totally sucks! The feeling is just terrible.

anyways! Swimming session went well just now. after one week! finally! Exercised! I've been eating like nobody's business! Hmm... but it's true! it has got nothing to do with anybody about how much I eat... Think everybody should think twice when they wanna say this sentence. I just need to control alittle! or else I'll be back to square one.

Will be going to blade with audrey tml! =) correction! Learn how to blade! yeah... learn! I don't care how many times I fall! I'm just gonna learn! that's the process! And after I master it! No before! I'll go buy my own pair of blades! And east coast park! Every sat! =D

well that's what happen today and plans for tml... weekend was good too!

Met up with Ruben and Kar Heng to attend Halim's OCS parade! Well it's the normal stuff that they do when all of them pass out! Just that they are all officers! BUT! I saw some CUTE GUYS!! HAHA.... NOW!! That's the bloody advantage! But well ask me how the cutest guy looks like? I forgot! Cause I'm just merely see-ing! Not there looking for potential partners! Which I'm totally not interested in!

And for gos sake! All of them look the same from the audience view! Anyone seems to halim! And the both of them had a bet! Want to include me?! nono! I'm not that dumb! I'm the one with the advantage even if either one of them lose! =D

and the smart me got my swenses ice-cream treat! =) With an empty stomach! cause My first meal was at 12plus... And when I had dinner at Lau pa sat, it was already 11+! All Thanx to halim! Doesn't army train you to be punctual and fast?! hmm...

but well! I had a fun time with them! Though I was the only guy! But I seem like a guy there.... hehe... OH!! YEAH!! RUBEN ALMOST KNOCK SOMEONE DOWN!!! ALMOST!! I nearly got a heart attack! I wonder if he really did! I'm never gonna take a car! Ok get it clear! It's not Ruben's fault! Cause he's the SAFEST driver you can ever meet! Not gonna explain cause it's too troublesome! But just glad nothing happen! phew... what a close shave!

Reach home, bath and it was time to sleep!

Sunday was a full day man! As usual church in the morning then song prac... And my sisters and I headed to Tiong Bahru Rajah Inn for dinner. We had steamboat buffet. We could order anything on the normal, even the normal dishes. and our desert wa ice-cream! And FONDUE!! and you can have it as much time as you want! We stayed there from 6-9... It's $24 during weekends and $20 for weekdays! Expensive?! Nah.... I don't think so! so long as you are a big eater! you will make your money worth there! I ate till I could not wak straight! I was practically bending like a few degrees! feeling was terrible! But fulfilling! hehe...

But I woke up with a stomachache this morning! I lao sai! And was 45 mins late for my lecture! =)

Well like I always say... Better late than never! =)

Okies... I'm off to do BD! YES BD!!! (Just to encourage myself)

Nitez peeps!! Take care!

oh man oh man!!! we got second for the business strategy game (BSG)!!! Or God!! It's so unbelieveable man!!! Bernard must be darn happy!! I'm not too sure abt the other 2 groups in class but cia's grp got first! and my grp got second!!

BUT!! We owe him MORE THAN A THANK YOU!!!

Ok! I'm back to bd project!! SIAN!!! =`(

Question/s:
what is monday's worst nightmare? Or what would make your monday blues worst?

Answer:
Business Development

I'm like dying soon of boredom and sleepiness... 13 more mins till monday blues in school ends!

I mean in the first place there won't even be monday blues if I have nothing to do right?

If I'm happily watching tv and slackin at home... (you noticed the word "happily") so in what way can we talk about monday blues here?

Now I'm left with 6 mins and my monday blues will be gone!! GONE!! Cause I'm going shopping!! Oh darn this is terrible man!! Christmas is coming~! And I need to buy like lots of pressie!!

ugh... this is sad... And I just bought a pair of heels ytd! Ok it was a need NOT A WANT!!! I needed it for CSB!! If I had one pair at home I freaking hell won't buy!! I PROMISE!!!

monday blues is going off soon... And I'm hungry!

OH!! Talkin about monday blues... Shit just happens to add on to it...

I was shitting in the girls toilet at the foodcourt!! and this bloody auntie in the next cubicle was bathing (I think).... And she splashed water which leaks into my cubicle!! SHE WET MY JEANS! AND!! MY SHOES!! SHOES FROM HONG KONG AND I WORE IT ONLY THE SECOND TIME!!!

BITCH!!

CIAOZ!

supposed to go for a swim but darn safra was filled with so many pple and the person told me it's open to only safra members on sat n sun... And was last sat swim a fake?

Ah nvm... anyways I'll be goin out with my cousin and sister... for supper... right!

GOD!!

Anyways I watched "American Pie Band Camp" just now... Not a bad show... =D

Finally upload the pics I took in HK into my com... Will blog it soon k! It's gonna be a long entry! so ya it takes time... And I'm plain lazy!

But I've alr put them into my friendster.... =D

band prac ytd was ok for us... but it was quite terrible too...

but sth pissed me off even more... the SLs meeting pisses me off...

But the jamming session after that in the band room was good! Enjoyed till we forgot the time...