I could be spending my time on more meaningful things.
Am back in the office for sytem testing. And the system is not responding. Here I am sitting here doing nothing. Just surfing net. I could do that back at home in the comfort of my bed. Not here. And I have to be back with the worst colleague ever. No one to talk to.
Bf's and his mum purchased tics for "New moon". Bought mine as well. Now they are watching it. Show started at 3.50. It's 4:41pm now. I think the tic is gonna go wasted. Damn it.
Anyways it's Dec. Finally! Can't wait for X'mas to be here! Simply heart X'mas. But hate the part whereby I have to crack my mind thinking what pressie to get for friends. But I just love the joy. 2009 is ending 26 more days. Gotta come up with a list to Thank God for the year. It may not have been smooth sailing but He gave strength.
Just like this job. Since Oct, it's been crazy. Everything at work was piling up. Everything went wrong with the separation and new a/cs set up. And it definitely had a direct impact on my team. Many of the discrepancy in recon was the "wonderful" work of ours. Working till 1-2am, no matter if I start work at 9am or 1pm.
It could be avoided. But it wasn't well planned. Having bad management was bad enough. A lousy direct boss makes it worse. And sometimes co-workers in HK have to drag you down into hell. I'm running out of energy and maybe passion to make things work out well. I no longer wanna give a 100% for this job anymore. I make dislike my job in the past but I'll give my all and put it all the effort even if it takes to stay a little later. I can only conclude. ENOUGH is ENOUGH!
Waiting for the end of year review first. See how it goes. I think I need a break from work for the time being. Have gotta start saving from now on.
BUT! Am so in the mood for the best therapy in the world! Shopping!
De-stress is the word.
Hope this crap end really soon. Don't wanna be stuck here anymore.
