I'm a slacker!!

I'm so tired!! And super slack! Super tired now... Slept at 4+ last night... Woke up at 10.35... when lesson start at 11... still went for it... But skipped BLAW lecture to go watch movie... hehe... :X I rock!!

I have not study for my FA test yet... And my rwps soft copy is not done yet... And I went to watch movie just now!!

Watched "White chicks"! Super nice!! Worth my $6.50!! Went to watch with Meimei, Nat, Yingying, James, Anthony, Edwin and Hanyong... Had a good laugh...

Then went to Nooch for dinner... Then went walking around aimlessly...

My eyes are super red... God knows why?! Feel like sleeping... Thank God! Shun Li saved me!! She told me the report don't need to finish! I was like... "whoooooOOooo...." you save my day man! Just need to show her abit will do... Lucky!

Tomorrow is childrens' day!! haha... I have holiday!!! Nah... Declared holiday myself... Coz wanna study for FA... Can't afford to fail or do badly...

Haha... I'm so happy! No matter how tired I am... And how the project disturbs me... And whatever negative thoughts I have and how it disturbs me... It just takes it all away! I'm glad that I made the right choice... OK! I'm motivated to do my stuff now!!

WAY TO GO!! WORK HARD JOCELYN!!! LIFE'S IS JUST SO GOOD!

Off to do project...

*YaWnZ*

Haiz... The night is falling and I'm still sitting in front of the com... Slacking... I've just finshed page 2 of my report... And know what! I've been stuck there since 10+... haha... how slack can I be...

Trying to proceed with my report... Don't feel sleepy or anything... My legs are cold due to the air-con in my room... it's 23 degrees but i'm wearing a thick jacket!

feel like going for a jog! Nah... i' just crapping... it's impossible!

Many of my surrounding friends are getting attached one by one! What about me?! I'm single and infatuated with someone... Who I know that it's impossible! But who cares!! It's infatuation and I'm still happy with singlehood but not at times...

Watching tv now... came across this advertisement...

Are gentle and thoughtful guys, the most cruel guy?! I sort of agree...

Talking about advertisement... Came across this ad when i was reading my magazine in the toilet... hehe...

This is what the ad says:

stub it out!

The number of women smokers, especially those aged between 18 and 24, have almost tripled from 2.8 per cent to 8.2 per cent between 1992 and 2001. Among the lame reasons they give for not quitting:

- 60% fear gaining weight
- 87% don't want to lose their "cool" idenity
- 85% say smoking is just a "social thing".

Oh come on! Using smoking as an excuse to lose weight! That's totally lame!! What if you are having a dinner, is smoking dinner?

Does yellow teeth and bad breathe counted as "cool" image?!

well, is smoking the only way you were thought to socialise?!

Think these people seriously need to get a life!


There's the article! 


Ice-cream mooncakes! 


Yummy! 

Guess what!! I'm Multi tasking again!! Always doing that...

Watching tv, talking to alicia online, doing project, blogging, checking out some other stuff too...

hehe... It's just ways to help me concentrate somehow... hehe... Coz i can't stick to one thing or else i'll sleep...

And I can't believe I'm doing my project but no choice! Coz need to submit on friday... so still last min work!

shit!! I'm infatuated!! WHY?! This is totally ridiculous!! Why can't I just focus on other things!!!

Came home at about 4.... Then took a nap... Slept til 7+... Sure had a good sleep!! Was super tired today...

Taking my dinner now...

Just changed a blogskin... hehe... Think will change again...

Finally talk to Nat already... Feel so good to lay things out to say... Well at least things are doing well now...

Off to do my stuff...

Stuff that I bought today...

hehe... Baby clothes! 


Nice colour right! 


Pink wrapper! 


Cards... Can't decide which one to buy so I bought both... 


Guess what's this? yup pink again... 


A card holder... Got lots of pockets... Ohya that's my time-table! 
My friend was so sweet to make one for me coa she knows I know I need it alot! Lucky for this or else i won't know where's my class... Thanx Nat!


Nice coin pouch... Like both so I bought both... Can't decide... 


Present from meimei 

DO NOT JUDGE OR YOU TOO WILL BE JUDGED. FOR IN THE SAME WAY YOU JUDGE OTHERS, YOU WILL BE JUDGED, AND WITH THE MEASURE YOU USE, IT WILL BE MEASURED TO YOU!

WHY DO YOU LOOK AT THE SPECK OF SAWDUST IN OTHERS EYES AND PAY NO ATTENTION TO THE PLANK IN YOUR OWN EYE? HOW CAN YOU SAY TO OTHERS, LET ME TAKE THE SPECK OUT OF YOUR EYE, WHEN ALL THE TIME THERE IS A PLANK IN YOUR OWN EYE?

Is the speck of sawdust bigger or a plank? you know who you are... why say that about us... Is that going to help you... Why make things worse...

PROJECTS! PROJECTS! And more projects!! ARGH........... Projects really ruin everything!! Every single thing! Mood!! ya!! Mood!! DATELINES!! It just really freak me out!! I'm getting more and more paranoid!

And I'm feeling so laid back... Finally finished the BFI project!! Got to do some last minute amendment!! Had to cancel tuition so that I won't sleep too late...

And I have not study for my FA yet!!

Important Dates...

RWPS(soft copy) - 1 Oct... that is this friday

FA test - 2 oct... this sat

EPI report - 4 Oct(Monday)... Bloody shit! it's a minimum 1000 word portfolio... about me going for an interview and describe my skin tone/colour, body shape and appropriate dress code and style of dressing and the business etiquette... 1000 words on all these!!! God save me!

ECM all next week...

MA also next week...

But lucky both of these are almost done... Or rather done...

Haiz... Feel like burying myself in junk food... Eating is my way of venting anger and sadness... And stress...

So sian... I feel that my health is getting worse...

I'm getting dizzy spells very often... Always feel like vomitting... Think it's due to lack of rest and water... And I'm not taking my meals regularly... I take like only 1 or 2 meals...

Haiz... Haven even bath yet...

So sian... I'm so sleepy! I couldn't wake up today... End up didn't go to school... But I'm quite lucky... For RWPS, it's consultation week so she didn't even mark my friends attendance...

Then FA was only like 1 hr... My friends told me that June Lin came in to class told them the answer then went off... Don't know what happen to hear... It's not her at all... Almost the whole class is there except for me and a few... But that shows that I didn't miss much...

Woke up at 2+... Still feeling sleepy... My friends just left... Finished our MA project already!! Yeah... But still got lots of projects... This friday is the submission date for the RWPS individual report... Shit! And I'm still stuck at the introduction only!! Damn... Got to buck up!! And I'm having my FA test this sat!!

Projets and Tests just totally ruin everything!! ARGH....

Gifts! And more gifts!!


Gift from andy... Guess what? 


A book! 


Gifts from Nei... 


Flowers again! 3 of them... "I love you"! hehe... 


Chocolates from all of them!! Came with the flower... 


More chocolates... From effendi 


Eggs from Effendi... Not bad! Practical! Can eat! 


2 boxes... 


2 pairs of drum sticks from effendi... 


this is for prac use... I think! 


a closer look! Yes! it has my name on it!! My pair of sticks with my name!! Hurray! 


The other pair... Should be for concert use... Either one... 


It has my name too! 


Red packets from my sisters... 


A closer look at all of them! 


Books and more books! More money! Skirts! Accessories!! Drumsticks!! 


ALL OF MY PRESENTS!