oh man! I'm feeling rather messy now... I need to catch up in school and I'm feelin so disorganised and fat!!

I've so many things in mind!! GOD!!

why! It's my last sem!! But I'm scared too! Just feelin heavy...

What Jon keat said today seems to weigh so much... But it's true... he's stating the fact!

Anyways sectionals was fine today... GUYS! I'm happy that you guys know your part and practice!! Thank you so much!!

Ok... I shall stop blogging for now...

I finally bought my long wallet!! $73!!! Oh man! I wonder how did I manage to spend that amount on a wallet! =D

But well I love it! I hope I would stay with it for a long time...

Bought my maths textbook too! Ok! Talkin about this! It just pissed me off!!

After buying my text, I wanted to bank in money at the UOB Clementi branch!! I was queuing!! I WAS K!!! And then this middle age man came in! CUT MY QUEUE!!! STEP ON MY TOES!! AND NOT JUST THAT!! HE STILL "ZI" ME!!!!

I WAS SO DAMN PISSED!!! STEP ON MY TOES! CUT MY QUEUE!! STILL LOOK AT ME AS IF IT'S MY FAULT!! DAMN THAT BLOODY GUY!!!!! HE SHOULD BE THANKFUL THAT I DIDN'T GIVE HIM A PIECE OF MY MIND THERE!!! WTF!!! WHAT'S WRONG WITH PEOPLE NOWADAYS!!!

It's not my fault! I don't care if people start staring at me!! He's in the wrong!! NOT ME! I still gave way to him!! I couldn't stand it! I ended up depositing my money at orchard!!!

SON OF A NUTCRACKER!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's my first week in school after the hong kong trip... and my mood has yet to be back to the school mood... And that's awfully terrible!!

My body is here... but my mind and soul are still there...

Last week this time I just started my shopping spree for 3 hours!! I miss everything there! The weather and definitely the damn shopping!!!

How I wish I can go back there every year!!! I've got to save like shit... And next year there might even be a Sweden trip...

Now I'm beginning to reconsider my future... I wanna earn big bucks to travel and definitely giving my parents a chance to do so too....

anyway yet to blog the pics that I've taken in HK cause I've yet to upload them...

Not much of pictures that consist humans! Only food!! Just too busy eating and shopping... =D

I eat alot but I WALKED ALOT TOO!! So when u see me, DON'T SAY THAT I'VE PUT ON WEIGHT!! I'll JUST START SCREAMING AND YELLING!! AND BE MORE OBSESSED WITH SWIMMING AND EXERCISING!!

And I think i'm hook onto shopping... I was before... But even more now...

Oh god! Save me!

Now you understand why I need to earn more money... And I need bigger space but my mum refuse to move!

Argh... hack.. probably i'll just move out whenI'm older... somewhere near her? like a few blocks away... So I can get the auntie who help clear the house to clean mine... And be home for her wonderful home cook dinner by mum...

well I'm just saying... I doubt she'll allow me to do so... But still I'll just save the money first... She'll agree one day... and when I get married, my parents are definitely NOT gonna stay ALONE!!!

Ok sorry peeps... it's 4.43pm and I'm tired due to lack of sleep when my mum woke me up at 7+ in the morning cause she called the wrong number... And that happens all the time when my number is similar to my sister... my end off with 22 while hers 33... the rest of the number are the same... Can't blame her though cause I tend to forget sometimes too!! =D

15 more mins before school ends!! And I'm heading to town with meimei to look for wallet!! I need one badly though I haev alot already! Cause I've too many cards!! Damn! But before that we will have to head to Clementi to get our maths text! And I can shop cause my sister has return my 300 bucks!! I'm rich! Not that rich though!

And lastly!!!!!


*I MISS HONG KONG!!!*

Check this out!

it's darn funny... but some of you might have seen it alr...

http://homepage.mac.com/se7en/grandpajapan.wmv

Anyways... I went shopping again just now... Bought 2 tops, 2 necklaces and a jacket... =D

a fool no more i am...

This suddenly occur to me, while I was watching tv...

when I think back I feel like a total fool... The things that I used to do... and how crazy I was over you... I wonder why and how...

I'm not afraid to admit that I like you...

Cause if I will to still like you now, I'm more than a fool!!!!!!

Peace!

=D

change a blogskin!!! =D

Love nightmare before christmas... It's perfect... But if the background is black, it would be better man!!

Anyways!! I MISSED HONG KONG LIKE SHIT K!!!!

I shop too much there... Now I'm hook onto it... Was at the school bazzar... Bought 2 necklaces and bangles... And a t-shirt! =D

And I regretted not bringing my ATM card!! Shit man!! Was walking around Tiong Bahru with Jerm.. Saw lots of stuff man!! And I'm gonna get it TML!!!

Gonna get a top and shorts from Hang Ten... And 2 tops from Baleno... and a jacket from More than words...

Oh god!! A leopard never changes its spots!!

I thought I would stop shopping here after I come back... But it got worse... =)

Anyways it has been a tiring week for me... Came back from HK at 12a.m on friday... Pack some stuff and I've got maths lessons.... U bet it was "fun"!

I totally drag myself there... And the worse thing! I have performance after that... Well the band played quite badly ytd...

But it was better today.... The audience was FANTASTIC!! THE BEST EVER!!!

how does an empty hall sounds like?

There was only the MC and some staffs there who are in-charge of the open house for secondary school...

I really wonder why... Who would ever come at 10am in the morning for a bloody open house... I won't! That's totally nuts...

We should have just perform outside the stage at the plaza it could have been even better... And to compare... I choose river raft... Though I used to think it's silly but at least there are LOTS of PEOPLE!! Not just seats!!!

But well it got better after that... People start coming in... But they will fans of superstar Kelly... Well... better than nothing... At least we have people...

Pls don't tell me this is true!! Pls don't!!!

Someone told me Guo meimei Joice is from SP!!! This better not be true!!!

I'll be more than ashame of her!! I'll be like 100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 times so disgrace!!

ARGH!! DISGUSTING!!!

I'M BACK!!! I'M BACK FROM HONG KONG!!!

OK SHALL BLOG ABOUT THE TRIP MAYBE TML OR ANOTHER DAY!!!

Gotta catch some slp... Got class tml!!!

SHIT!

ok i gotta blog abt this!! I have to!! I can't stand it when I watch the advertisement on it!!

It just simple disgust me like shit!!!!

wo bu pa bu pa la! wo bu pa bu pa bu pa la!!

WTH!! What's Guo mei mei Joice!! Why must she say such songs!!! Such a disgrace to singaporean!! Can't she just sing a proper song!! A better one!! Rather than stupid songs that make that cartoon of her even more stupid!!!

If she has the potential, why such songs!! Oh god!! Can't they stop playing that DARN advertisment and song!! It's pissing me off!!!

oh god... I feel terrible...

My stomach is feeling weird... And I think I'm having low blood pressure... Oh god!! I hope I'll be ok for the next few days... Or else I can't enjoy myself...

I'm already done packing... Gotta sleep early tonight...

I've not taken chilli for like 4 days!!! argh!! God man!! How did I do that man?!!

And now I've lost my voice...

I'm not in a total sober state right now... I've said the wrong thing so many times the whole day... I'm feeling light and drowsy... All thanx to the medicine... It's taking effect already and i'm trying to fight back so that I can finish sending Andy the song... which is taking ages!!

It's taking control of my whole body!

I can just drop dead on my bed...

anyways peeps! Don't worry k! I will take care of myself! I'll try not to swim tml... I'll try...

Just don't worry...

talking abt that... I've been FEEDING on PORRIDGE AND FRUITS! That's all... can't be anyway more healthier than this man... If not for the medicine i doubt I'll eat... Just like yesterday I hadn't ate a single bit and I wasn't the least hungry...

I'm really trying hard to take good care... Probably porridge n fruits will last a few more days... Seesh...

I've sth to blog but! i'm not in the right state to blog or think of anything...

So ciaoz!

just came back from seeing a doctor... Cause my mum force me to...

i was feeling darn terrible... 38.2 degrees.. that explains why...

And i'm taking my first meal of the day just to take my medicine...

The weather outside is darn hot!! Darn darn hot!! Probably like 30 degress outside!! I don't know...

I'm just so glad that I'm home...

Not resting but typing a resume that is to be submitted tml to my CSB tutor... And after that I've to type a formal letter... oh man! I hate typing resume and formal letter!! Seesh! It's just a whole lot of trouble!!!

And I'm like so so tired that I really wanna sleep now... Cause percussion bbq was yesterday... Had a busy morning!! Lots of stuff to prepare and visiting betwen the bbq...

Despite being tired... It was fun...

AwwWWww... The goold old days!!

it pissed you off... but it disappoint me even more... you don't give a damn to my bullshit... And yet this morning when i ask if you think you are in the wrong you said yes...

Oh cut the act! You never thought you were in the wrong... cause you think what I said was bullshit... And the more you don't understand my intention... Probably whatever I said just now, you don't even bother a single bit... and am a fucking bitch to you... Be it...

i did my part... And I shall end my part here... I rather put my time and effort to outsider... at least they appreciate it...

Pronounce "dead"

I'm totally exhausted!! So so tired... it's a long and heavy day... And I just had my dinner! Well I slept at about 3+ last night and I had lessons at 8 this morning... So as usual, the only transportion for 8am lessons is cab... but still I was late, I practically could get myself out of bed...

After CSB, we had a 2 hour break! Darn! I totally hate breaks to the MAX!!! It's somehow a total waste of time... 1 is enough but 2!! Ugh!

Anyways after the break it was FMRP tutorial... And I'm offically pronounce brain dead~! I was so tired and Jon keat went on saying his stuff that he said to us during his lecture... Manage to copy down points that he said... Just that the words are forcing it's way through my brain that's already pronounce dead at 12.59pm!

Think the day ended like that?! Oh please! Since when Jocelyn's life would end just like that with so much free time! Had rehearsal from 4-6 for the open house performance which is in 2 weeks time... That's totally cool! We finally are playing a whole new series of sound and gotten out of the must play songs in the past!! I've totally lost count with the number of times I played "I will survive"! Spare me from that! Am spared anyways!

Btw I decided to help fill up the blank space on the white board cause Tanny has yet to choose a piece... "Marching Season" filled that blank up! Cool! It's marching season AGAIN!

And since we are playing marching season, we've got to practice!! And yes! It was sectionals! =D

It's been like how many months since we last played marching season as a section... We totally lost touch with it... It started out real badly!! Messy... totally unbearable! BUT!! It didn't took us much time to get in touch with it again!! We took about 2 hours to get it done... And it sounds so much better! Thank god all of us had played the songs before or else it would be worst than a nightmare!!

but anyways! thanx peeps for remembering your part and being able to get the feel back fast!!

"Marching season" at 8+ sounded so much better than "Marching season" at 6.45pm... =)

But I had a price to pay... old injury is acting up again... Just hope it would be fine tml...

I'm so tired but I still have to do my maths homework... Oh man! I wonder how I'm gonna concentrate... My eyes are beginning to feel heavy!! *seesh*

OH! OH!! Peeps I have a piece of GOOD NEWS!! Well not exactly good news... But to me it is... My cousin got a job at HMV HEEREN!! YOU GET IT?!! YOU GET WHAT I WANNA SAY!!

YES!!! STAFF ARE ENTITTLED TO 30% discount!!! SO!! If you wanna get CDs!!! Just tell me!! I'll try my best!!!

Okies... Ciaoz peeps!

swim... swim.. swim...

I FEEL DARN GOOD!! I just came back from a swim... I almost went into a state of depression just now!! Cause it was raining damn heavily!! So we had breakfast first!

I was so upset! and Jerm couldn't stand me! Thank God the rain stop! Or else I won't be able to swim cause Jerm said if the rain doesn't stop we will go home!! *pheW*

my prayers are answered!!

Anyways feeling good... and it's time to sleep soon... BUT!!

I meeting marilyn, victor, weibin and rui ming for KTV... I gonng drag my feet there... but I've promise them already so...

I keep my promises!!

CIAOZ!!!

oh god! I think I'm getting a little too paranoid! Ok probably not a little... it's a little too much... I feel so sad and depressed if i don't exercise one day... I feel so tight up and I wanna cry... Tell me how paranoid can that be man?! Sometimes I don't even dare to eat but I won't try to do that, it's just way too crazy...

Anyways I went swimming yesterday night... Damn you know how that feels to work out or rather exercise... I was still wondering when can I go exercise and soon enough Jerm called me yesterday night... *pHeW*

I'm already feeling fat now!! OKIES!! Stop being so paranoid Jocelyn!! You need to COOL DOWN!!! Breath in! Breath out!!

*Think about swimming tml morning!

anyways, I skip my morning lesson cause I didn't wanna spend 5-6 hours in the band room and I did wanna go out too...

And for the first time after so many donkey years I woke up at 7am!! Not feeling tired... I was wide awake! I even had breakfast... Went back to sleep at about 12+ and woke up again at 2.45pm cause I had to be back in school for rehearsal for the open house for secondary school...

headed to Clementi for dinner with auds, raf, weiloong and Jerm... Had Mac cause most of the muslim store was closed due to hari raya... I had kids meal... =D

And I was looking at the amount of fats that are available in cheeseburger and stuff... and they were trying to stop me... but they failed!!

Dinner was just enough not too much and not too little... Headed to geylang serai with them without Jerm... Bought the top that I wanted for only 10 bucks! Cool!

think that would be it for the day... Can't wait for time to pass so that I can go swim tml!!

First day of school...

It's the first super shitty damn day of school... I only had one lecture and for BD tutorial I practically slack the whole 2 hours! How does it sound for a first day of school?

I think it's totally useless... And dead bored!

Wanted to swim in the morning but it was raining cats and dogs so.... There goes the chance! i was kind of moody during the break... And all I wanted to do was to jog! exercise!! I felt so uneasy and sad without exercising...

well it was band after that... Had sectionals till 8.30pm and then full band...

headed to Geylang Serai with my sisters, Jerm and Weilun... bought 2 necklaces! =D

yaya... I know I have to control but i just can't resist beautiful things!! =D

I'm feeling tired after the walk, gonna sleep soon after my show... gotta wake up to swim together with Jerm! Just pray hard it won't rain or else it's gonna RUIN MY DAY!!!

It's the first day of school, and I can't help thinking of my future... It has never left my mind and it has been the topic throughout the day... It was the first thing that I discuss with Jerm when we went school together... Conversation with Mei and Shunli... It never left...

I have to decide my future in like 4 months.... I have 2-3 paths but I'm not sure which path or door is open to me... That I can step foot on...

Is that the common topic among all year 3s??

I'm feeling vexed... I feel like crying... what's on my mind now? do you know?