UpDaTeZzZz....

Sorry peeps! have not been updating for a REALLY LONG TIME... hehe... :P

13 Nov (Saturday)
Gave Cia a surprise... Told her I was not going to her aunt's church but showed up in front of her when everything end... Lucky Ivan was there to help me out... THANX SIS! Cia u better be touch!

14 Nov (Sunday)

Hmm... Cia and Nat went to China... Sian another two off... So sian... Feel that I have a lost of friends... everybody has gone off... Leaving me here... haha... But they were be back soon!

22 Nov (Monday)

haha... My parents realised that my hamsters gave birth... Was having band while they called me... Super happy... and my aunt msg-ed me to congrats me for becoming a "grandmother" ... I sat in front of the cage saying "Oh my god" for half an hour... we tried out the piece "One O'Clock Samba"... nice nice... Still looking for pieces for our next concert!! Must put up a better show this time...

I'm lazy to update the early dates... shld update about what happen recently...

25 Nov (Thursday)
Went out with Jerm... Coz she's going to cruise and will be attending a dinner called "Captain's dinner"... So I was her fashion consultant for the day... haha... everything was kind of rush so didn't manage to get anything... except that we had our eyes on ta tube dress...

26 Nov (Friday)

Went to church in the morning for practice... Tiring day... And my cousin is coming back! haha... I'll be going to the airport... Butnot to pick her up but to take apple strudel and passed it to my aunt's friend... lame right... but well I'm happy to see... Was waiting impatiently for her at the arriving hall... The moment I saw her... I was freaking happy! Gave her a hug! Almost cried! but nah...

ohya... Had a feeling that I will meet Edwin when I was on my way to the airport... Coz some idiot say coming back on 24 nov... End up no news!! Cheat my feelings! Ok well, I met him!! Out of no way suddenly someone just called me "xiang ying" from the back... Finally he's back! Missed ya so much man!! Missed ya programs and everything! Surprise right! haha...

27 Nov (Saturday)

It's my cousin's wedding day today... drag going there... Not really close to her so didn't feel like going... ended up going... was packing my room in the afternoon then my cousin from perth came over staying at my house!! SO happy! She's staying here till Jan!! But school starts on dec 13... Really spoil everything man!! Went for the wedding dinner at night... haha... I drank abit more than I should and was feeling really terrible... Had one glass of red wine... then the waitress refill... Then wanted to stop after half a glass... but my grand-unlce came over to our table... forcing my dad to drink but he doesn't like red wine but still drink... so too bad was there so just drank with him... he was totally drunk! and was forced again the second time... but i guess he's really sad... My cousin is getting married but both of his son are going to divorce... haiz... heard he cried after that...

After the wedding, went to east coast park to pass sufen her bday present... Sorry girl... not able to stay... HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY K!

28 Nov (Sunday)

It's a stormy day today! It's raining so heavily... And I'm having a bad sore throat... Was feeling dizzy in church just now but feeling better now... my cousin, Jessi, wanted to cut her hair but when we reached there it was already closed... so went to shop ard Tiong Bahru... then back home...

29 Nov (Monday)

Damn! Had a difficult time sleeping last night... Coz of my throat... And today I'm down with a flu... think it's gonna get worse... went to see a doc with my Jess just now coz she's sick... been coughing badly... then after that headed down to bugis... YEAH! I finally went to make a new pair of specs! haha... after so long... can't wait to have it! Bought a new wallet, watch n bag today... Going out with her again tml... heading down to town... Can't wait for band on Wednesday... I want to play Samba! and it's also the day I'm gonna check my results and jerm is coming back!!

Tiring day! I'm so sleepy! and my legs are tired, been walking the whole day... hehe...

Went to watch taxi with hanyong today... suppose to watch 3.10pm show but i was late... 2.45pm then reach... hehe... SORRY!!! but can't blame me right! it's a new show of coz got alot people watch right! ;p

ok la... it's also my fault...

In the end catch the 5.30pm show... Nice show man! crappy and lame... haha... but it just makes me feel that how useless a guy can be... haha... sorry! I'm not sex-ist! if you watch the show, you will feel the SAME way!

well, slack ard orchard before catching the show... walk from ps to lucky plaza then back to ps...

After the show, went for dinner at Ljs... then headed to esplande... walked there again! Tired sia!

haha... met sufen! haha... SUFEN WE ARE SO FATED!! :P

btw sorry! can't meet up with you tml!! really sorry! another day k...

In life it's not about what you have, it's about who you have beside you...

My earliest entry!!

I'm awake! YES I'M AWAKE!! It's my first time waking up so early during the holidays...

Anyway everybody!! HAPPY DEEPAVALI!! ENJOY K!

I forgot that today was deepavali and was wondering why my parents were at home at this time... they should be working!! coz my sis came in and ask me what i want for breakfast, my parents were be buying... my reaction.... "........"

anyway that's not the issue... I don't know why I'm up so early... I slept at about 3+... Coz I couldn't sleep... but somehow manage to fall asleep while thinking of some things...

Missing meimei!

Had a good sleep last night! Woke up at about 2+... hehe...

Well, manage to talk to meimei online yesterday... I missed her!!! It's only day 2 and the feeling is overwhemling!! Got lots of questions to ask her! But when she came online! I didn't manage to ask!! All i could say was I MISSED HER! I LOVE HER!!! haha... :P but i do! I really do!

Wonder what's she doing now?!

Ohya and please don't missed him!!! miss us!! why him!! He don't deserve it!!! Right CIA?!

suppose to go out with Jermaine to buy swimsuit... But she got no bucks... So end up never go... But in the end the wednesday program was cancelled! Coz Ven not feeling well and jerm couldn't make it... Hey Ven take care k!! WE can always go the next time!

I have a chalet today till wednesday... so won't be able to blog... Packed my bag since last night... And I've got to go for band with that stupid big bag!!! Super big! havey too... Gonna watch movie after that... going to attract lots of attention i guess... but who cares! I'm carrying it not you! hehe...

OK! off to take my shower... going to accompany jerm to school early coz she needs to go see Ms Hope! Hope she don't ask about the percussion thingy!

I will be strong!

Hey guys! I promise I'll be strong! I'll learn to be strong k! Just go and don't worry too much!

well! i'm super pissed today! Was not really in a good mood today! I was CON! CON BY MY STUDENT!! WTH!! haiz... Don't talk about it man! it's really getting on to my nerves!!! I told her so many times yesterday we watchin "Shark Tale"... Then went there I asked for "Shark Tale" then she say no... "Princess Diary"! WTH!

But well, didn't really catch much of the show coz was feeling real tired... fell asleep for awhile... hehe... :P

Then brought my student and her friends shopping but couldn't stand it... Lucky meeting Jerm, Venassa, Muru and Effendi... *pHeW*

Met them at cityhall help her to get shoes... Manage to get a pair of heels for $15.90... Super cheap!

After which we headed to Queen's for the dinner... Went there to show face then chat for awhile left about 7+... Coz we went to catch a contemporary dance again... Met up with Zai... Anyway we didn't really want to stay there... So glad that we left early... But was sorry to Mrs Vera... she prepared everything and we left early... hope u guys enjoy...

After the dance we went to ACTORS!!! Hurray!! After so long!!! Shiok sia!! Well wasn't too high! But enjoyed ourselves!! And jerm n me sang a birthday song for Venassa! hehe... Sorry girl! Shy la! Don't dare to sing!! I PROMISED THE NEXT TIME WE GO THERE! I'LL SING A PROPER SONG FOR U K!! :P

think tat's all for today... Feeling real tired now... Legs are feeling tired... I need a massage!

"The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."

Isaiah 40:28-31

This keeps me going on and not give up...

Love is just like strawberry milk?

went out with Cia and meimei... Went to boat quay to chilli out... Coz mei broke up with her bf...

Hey fren!! No worries k!! We are always there for you! Don't cry anymore!! He's not worth your tears at all! he doesn't know that you are crying... So why cry for him?! CRY FOR ME INSTEAD!!! COZ I'M GONNA MISS YOU SOOOOOOooooo much!!!!

you are leaving for Japan tml... So think in a positive way k! You solve this thing before you left for Japan... a burden is off your shoulder... You can go enjoy now! Even though he might come into your mind once in awhile... well, you guys are once together that's ought to happen... But promise me that you will take this chance and go unwind yourself! relax yourself k!!

I promised that once you come back you will be able to read my dairy... keeping you updates of my life that you have missed for the past six weeks! I will protect myself! Don't worry! ;)

ohya!! remember my present!! haha...

After that cia went to have dinner with me at food court... head for Esplande with cia then happen that there was a contemporary dance going on!! Fantastic! It's from the same group of people... Watched the first 3 comtemporary dance by time... Was quite heavy that time... But this time round! it's slightly lighter....

Something to share... it's something from the dance...

Theme of the dance is "Strawberry Milk"

A taste of fantasy
A hint of love
And the hope of being loved.

A dash of pink lies
A pinch of make believe
All in the process of being
Drunk in Strawberry milk.

Guess it's kind of obvious what's it's trying to say...

I guess love is just lies and make believe...

Finally finished calculating the money for percussion tickets... Can't telly... Muz wait for everybody to give back the tickets!

Yes! The percussion concert was on the 3rd Sep! And it's the 5th Nov today... And I have not calculate the money yet... DARN!!

well, i'm kind of sleepy now...and my rashes are acting up again... all becoz of the floor... it's burning... haiz...

well, went to PS just now... to get a gift... brought 2 necklaces and 5 handphone accessories... well four similar teddy bear... Of coz not all for myself... one for myself... then the 3 are for sufen, jermaine and marilyn.... :P

After leaving PS went to walk around for awhile... Saw a wallet that I like but didn't buy... Coz can't decide whether I want to buy or not... hmm.... still considering...

ok! I'm feeling FAT now!! Don't know why... Think I shall go jogging tml...

Well i brought dinner back myself just now... And how clusmy can I be... while taking the bowl and chopsticks... I dropped the spoon and broke it!! hehe... that's y i hate using glass spoon...

hmm.... No plans tml... Think i'll stay at home to pack the house... super messy... I packed my clothes just now!!! haha... So happy!

now left with the living room and my table!

Thoughts to ponder...

Ok it's the 21st century now... is it ok for girls to woo guys... or be daring to say out how they feel? Thought of this becoz I was watching tv just now and today's program seems to be about this... 2 different shows but on the same topic... hmm... what do u say?

I'm better...

Ok I'm feeling better already... Probably yesterday i'm just too tired... That's why...

Exams are over!! Hurray! And I had a wonderful sleep... Wonderful one... So awake now!!

Yesterday after blaw paper wenr Orchard with Meimei, Nat, Hanyong and Edwin...

Well, meimei and nat said that I was not my usual self... Too quiet... Ok I knew that I was too quiet... But guys! I'm all right!! My mind was in a blank when walking down Orchard... I'm just too tired...

Hmm... Now that exams are over... I'm feeling kind of weird... So bored!!! Too bored already!!!!! I was bored to death last night... Didn't know what to do...

And today... I don't know where to go... Probably go get some stuff... And I feel like watching movie!!!! haha...

Should I put a full-stop?

My heart is feeling heavy...

Ok i'm not in the mood to blog at all.... Exams are over... But I'm feeling so empty... My heart is feeling so heavy... Don't know why...

Think I need a break... Will blog again tml!!

Well, i realize that... edwin's presence is impt now... it's so sian without him... he has all the plans!! Now he's going away for awhile but it seems long... haha... Edwin! you must be touched!!! haha...

GUILTY!

Just finished taking my ECM paper 2 hours ago... OK! I'm feeling so guilty! It's exam period and it's my first time being so slack!!! And I meant really slack!! Too much!! I went far too much!

ECM was like a wake up call!! I basically crap thru the paper... I can't remember some of my stuff.. And most of them I used my common sense to answer! I do have common sense k!!

Well, the guilt went overwhemling when Kenneth said this... "Why didn't u study the topics I gave you?"

Right! I was feeling so guilty...

Well 3 paper is down... 1 more to go! Tough paper... Blaw!

Well I'm going to take a nap... I'm so sleepy! Didn't had enough sleep since saturday... Altogether I only had like 6 hours of sleep for two days...

And when I was taking the paper I felt like vomitting... Guess I'm not having enough sleep and have not had a proper meal since yesterday...

Now I'm gonna catch my beauty sleep first... Then wake up and mug on Blaw! Think I'm gonna cancel tuition...

ohya... Thanx Cia, Meimei and Nat!! I know you guys will do anything for me!!! But PLS! don't commite a crime k!! :p haha... Thanx PALS!!