Ok i did this test? How true? haha...

What's Your Shopping Style?

Jocelyn, you're an Annie!

Ka-ching, Ka-ching! We'd be willing to bet the cash register that you're a true shopping aficionado — an enthusiastic, almost-fanatical Addicted Annie. For you shopping isn't just fun, it's an obsession. You haunt the stores every weekend, always searching for the next "must have" for your closet or home. (Admit it — an awful lot of things fall into that "must have" category, don't they?) Not that there's anything wrong with that. Of all the vices out there, a shopping habit is a pretty harmless one, as long as you're not head-over-heels in debt because of it. A quick tip: Try to think of shopping as an activity, not a life mission, and you might even enjoy it a little more. Of course, as long as you're having fun and not busting the bank, we think you're in pretty good shape. Happy shopping!

Jocelyn, you're a Pro Shopper

Buyer beware. Maybe you've learned from experience or perhaps that's just the way you are, but it's clear that you're a savvy shopper who isn't afraid to shop around. Impulse purchases? Not your style.

From a pair of sneakers to a flat-screen TV to a jacket, you do your research before you buy. Knowing where to go to get what you want at a good price takes work. Whether you go around to different stores, test out the merchandise, compare prices, research on the Internet, or ask other people's opinions, you do what it takes to find the best buy. And that's why you're such a pro. Congrats!

Currently my mind is blank. Oh well not exactly blank. But within me there's this overwhelming joy and happiness that I can't describe. I'm just so happy.

Anyways I just finish watching singapore idol. Seriously to be able to get to the top 100 is already very good. And the courage they took really won my admiration. I mean I won't have the guts to do that and might even end up losing the chance of going further.

But sometimes I think you have the chance grab the chance and not screw it up. As a singaporean watching it, sometimes I feel ashamed. Why do people just get so lax after getting through the first stage and not try to work as a team. There's only one chance but took it as a joke.

I think it's something many of us need to learn, including myself. Anyways that's full-stop for Singapore Idol.

Well for the past few weekends I have been staying over at sengkang, my aunt's place. I like it there. Peace and quiet! Something I long for but can never get it at home. Seriously If I could move there I will! At least I get a room to myself. I can keep it neat and tidy! But my mum won't understand. Besides that I feel that my home is way too comfortable that it draws me away from God.

Ok I'm off!!

it's another fun day at school.

I think I have never enjoy as much as I did doing other work. Well I have not heard from aviva yet, so I guess it's out. What went wrong I really don't know. Most of the office job that I applied for and the interviews I went, they didn't get back to me. Probably God has better plans for me and waiting patiently and faithfully. Which is what I'm doing.

I have taken a nap but now I'm still so tired.

Okies that's all for today cause now I can't think of anything now.

Time now. 11.39pm! And I've gotta wake up at 6am tml!! ? Geez! When was the last time I woke up at that time. And I'm waking up at that time 'cause of my sister. I have to attend her school parents-teachers meeting! And it's all the way at clementi!

Well, that's life.

Let's see what went on today.

I went for relief teaching this morning. It's always like going for a battle each time they call me. Cause the greater challenge is to wake up at 7 and reach at 745am. But well I took the pri 5 class again. And I did the best thing ever today! Something that all students would dislike a relief teacher after doing it.

Ok I send 2 students to the discipline master. =D
But well I wasn't wrong. They were wrong to fight in class. Both of them were running around in class and disturbing each other. And right in front of my eyes the fellow took a METAL RULER to smack the the other fellow on his right side of the head, right at the ear! "PAK!"

That's it! I was angry and shocked. Not exactly angry. I just had to show some authority you see. The class got so quiet after that cause I really brought them down.

That was the sort of unhappy thing. But the best and happiest thing today was when I finished a class with 1A and walked pass 1B. Those kids just started crowding around me calling me "miss lee". Oh my so adorable! I can't wait to have my own kids! =D

You should really see them. Oh I miss them so much. I can't describe the kind of feeling to you. Unless you love kids and experience it. You will understand! The power of love! Just clean pure love! Naive! Innocent! Energetic!

One of them even show me her bruise on her forehead! Man! It hurts k! Poor her!

Okies I've better stop! Or else I'll just continue on!

Regret. That's the word for today!

I gave up something that I like for something I don't like! I gave up 65 bucks for an interview. Yes. I had an interview in the morning at 930am and at 7am the school called me for relief teaching. You know how much I wanted to say yes I want!!! But it was "I'm sorry, I can't make it."

I had never been so enthu. Sleeping at 3+, 4 and waking up at 7 and not the least feeling tired. And it's totally not a drag.

The interview went quite well but they say they will call me back. But well I'll just leave it to God and see His plans!

Finally after so long, I met up with shunli and mei! We had lunch and talk. I miss those times man.

After lunch they went back to their office. And me? haha... Of cause! Home to bath and sleep!

Well! It's photo blogging now!!!

I went over to my aunt's place last week, no I would go there every weekend. Anyways I discover something! Astonishing! And I couldn't stop laughing after seeing it! Cause it's just weird!! My aunt kept french loaf in her freezer. Here's a photo.

Oh and I found this really cute and super small chair at her house!

The other day I was watching tv and my mum was hanging the clothes to dry. And all of a sudden she called me to the kitchen urgely. I though it was something important. In the end she said, "Joy, joy! Lai gan! you yao guai!"

That's her "yao guai"! But honestly! It's her dressing and the colour of her hair.

My cousins!

The new band room which I think I will never have the privilege to use it since sweden trip is cancelled!


Applause for a handsome dude!! haha... My dad with my sister's aviator shades!! cool!

After slacking at home for so long and lazing my way through. I finally pack my cupboard! Man! you bet it was tiring. I realise I had so many clothes that I have never wore before.

My skirts, pants and jackets.

All my tops.

Hmm... Not that much after all. But I shall control! But Great Singapore Sales is coming soon!!

And finally Miss Audrey trying to act cute while I was sleeping causing I was so sleepy and We spend the whole day filming! Oh watch "Uncut" on Channel U! There's me!! And some of my dear percussionists!

That's for today! So long people! Till then! Take care!

Ok now the band is not going to sweden. Cause of inflation. So the whole price will go up to 2.7k!

yes it's sad... Very sad. This always happen but well money is always the factor. At least now I don't have to worry so much abt saving money for that trip. I can save for other purpose AND GREAT SINGAPORE SALES!!

Ok so I went for my second relief teaching at queenstown primary after Mrs Chan calling me at 7am in the morning and expecting me to reach at 7.45am.

Finally!! After so long! I manage to take a primary one class!! I've always wanted to take lower primary cause they are just too adorable!

But the only problem is this...

"Teacher, just now he go and beat."
"Teacher, just now he go and pinch her."
"Teacher, he took her bag."
"Teacher, just now he did this."

And it goes on and on... From my first lesson with them to the last lesson it was all the way like that.

And they even called me "MRS LEE"!!!

And I even have Mother's day present from two of them. Gosh.

But overall! I love what I'm doing!

I know it's funny but I love them to the bits! And I feel love by them. The closeness with them, kids that you have never seen before. I'm not sure if you can ever feel it. But you should.

First of all! Happy Mother's Day MUM!!! And to all the mothers!!!

Well the plan today was to bring my mum out for dinner at "xiang gang jie", but meiying had to work till 9. So eventually it was cancelled because of her! Damn. So we had to postpone it to tml and I hope I don't have to cancel tuition cause it wld means that I would take my pay later! Call me money face or what but i bloody hell need money now!

Anyways my mum is a happy lady now! You should see the look on her face when she open the present we gave her. Though it was not LV or Gucci but we can only afford Bonia now. But I'm just glad she love it! She's smiling from grin to grin! So long as she's happy, the price doesn't matters.

Cause if we were to calculate I think the amount of things and money that we, children, owe our parents are way more than all the gifts we buy for them. We can never finish re-paying them.

It was a nice weekend after all. Still looking for job cause of sweden trip. And ya it suddenly slipped my mind on what I wanted to say, cause I'm feeling sleepy and tired. And it's headache!

Oh yes! Mei! I miss you man!! Haven meet up with you after the exams?! Woah! Seesh! It's time for m to do some self-reflection! Maybe can arrange one day with you guys! =)

And singapore sales is coming!!!

Peace! ;)

For those who are schooling or working, today would be a wonderful day.

But for a wonderful jobless bitch like me, today is just useless in every way. I quite like my life now, but too bad. I'm living in this world. So I need a job. And I'm still searching for it. But when I went for my second interview yesterday, the interviewer asked me a question that set me thinking. Why am I applying for something that I don't like to do. I'm not interested in this.

And after my first relief teaching on wednesday, I just realise it that I'm actually really interested in pursuing my career in teaching. I lose my patience easily at home and sometimes to friends. But when I was in the class that day, I shouted many times at them to keep quiet but it didn't pissed me off till the max that I really feel like strangling them.

Though it was quite tired cause I slept at 2+ anf they called at 6.52am to ask me to reach queenstown primary at 7.45am! That's like almost impossible for a person like me.

But overall I did enjoyed! So I guess I know what I really really want. I guess it was a good experience for me and it's quite good money too. I've got 65 bucks just for 5.5hours. Though not anywhere better than tutoring. But at least I had the experience. I hope there's still more to come.

Well just got informed that due to the world cup this year, our ticket price for the flight increased by 300-400 bucks. Cause there is no space in the economic class so we had to take the business class. I'm still going cause 5 percussionist for Noah's ark is already crazy! So if I'm to back-out. I think everybody will just go crazy. And besides I'm a woman of my word. =)

Okies. Talking about woman. I have got something to say!

My fellow bitches and ladies!!! Stand up for yourself!! Be a woman!! Don't be TOO submissive to your boyfriend!! I mean he's not even your husband! I really can't stand woman who's so submissive to their boyfriends. Ok probably I have not met someone that I really really love or like! that I'll do anything!! But even if I did! If that guy is to accuse me of anything and still ask me to do something! Wake up your senses BOYS!! Hell no, I'm gonna do that! Dream on! And probably not even gonna happen in your whole entire damn life!

Ok getting a little too agitated! But I just feel that ladies you should stand up for yourself for whatever that is right! And not quietly do it!! Woman has pride as much as a man does. Submissive. yes. But to your husband but only for the right things and to a certain extent.

The weather outside is getting cloudy and dark. Seems like its gonna rain. And I've got tuition at 4.30pm and am not even bath! =D

The same old me who doesn't change.

Okies it's off to bath!

Lastly!! Ladies!! Be a bitch!!!

Some other random pics

It's totally driving me nuts now.

I have this feeling that I won't get the job at Harbourfront. But it's quite obvious isn't it? It's already going 3pm now. It just goes showing that I didn't get the job. I like the location. Maybe I was just too truthful during the interview.

This is total shit man! When u need money like freaking nobody's business, you just get stuck there. Maybe I should have just gone for interview for the finance assistant.

It's always my stupidity. Or perharps office job is not my kind of thing.

Just got my EPT resutls, I passed.

Well my next step is to appeal for NTU. But it only starts on 16 may. So i'll still have to wait!

Wait and wait! It's getting tiring and irritating!

I had mac for dinner, I walked home from Lengkok Bahru and I met a friend asking if I was feeling sad. But I didn't know I was troubled till I reached home. And in fact very troubled and very upset.

I can't explain it here cause no one might understand. I know " I won't understand if you don't say so." But if I did, the more you won't understand.

It's not pink, it's blue. Yes, blue it shall be.

No one knows how it's gonna go, only God.

I'm feeling rather tired and dizzy. Totally gonna knock off.

I'm still waiting for the job. They say they will call me tml, and I hope they will.

It's not gonna be easy.

Face it! The world is realistic!

The election has finally come to an end. 4 hours of waiting in front of the tv for results. Seeing some of them win by a big margin or a close shave and spoilt votes(people who doesn't have a mind of their own). It was PAP's sweet victory. But a victory with a feeling of threat and relief. And warning to be a better leader for the next 5 years.

And now I'm talking about politics?! what the hell.

Good night.

Ok I don't know where the hell I got this from, but I just found this from one of my draft.

"Friendship is never an accident. It is always the result of high intentions, sincere effort, intelligent direction and skillful execution. It represents the wise choice of many alternatives. "

Finally after sending so many resumes, I've got an interview tml.

yup sort of a "yeah".

But the contradicting thing is the position I applied for. It's accounts assistant.

You know I never had a thing for accounts and now I'm applying for that position. But well nice location. Habourfront.

Tml's interview is at 2pm. Let's see how it goes. Hopefully I get the job, money is the important factor now.

Sometimes I really hate this realistic world. You need money basically for everything!

Oh btw! Didn't manage to do so the past few days cause I was tired! Anyways Congrats aud!! You finally got to see sun yanzi! And not just that!! You shook her hand! I can so totally understand how you feel! You just want that moment to stop at that time!

Okies I've gotta go shit!

I have been sending resume since last week and I'm still sending.

I should have just took that job when they called me the other time. See this always happen.

And now? It's just sending and more sending. Seesh.

And there are not much jobs available today.

I'm seriously going insane!

Flu and headache! I just wanna bloody hell sleep now!

Oh man I'm feeling terrible. My body is aching. Having a bad flu. And something is churning in my stomach.

Overall I'm feeling terrible. worst than terrible. And I can't sleep.

It's labour day!!

But well not much of a diff for me cause I'm just rotting my days away. So this public holiday has no significance for me.

But well I met up with Jerm at Mr Bean. Food was not bad. And Jerm's bro gave us a treat! Thanx a million.

We chatted. We laughed our arse off. I like it. =)

Cause I can't laugh my hearts out at home.

Well anyways I parted with them and walked to Bugis from Paradiz centre. And suddenly it just rain so heavily. I got drenched despite having my umbrella. Got the bag changed and it was home.

I just wanted to go home and rest.

Well I met up with two crapster, Lj and Muru, yesterday. Man I missed them! Their actions are like one in a million in the section now.

We headed t o 85. Good food there but I didn't had much.

And gosh. Mount faber have changed so much over the years! It's such a bloody sweet place. Nice.