A new beginning and a new kind of life. Starting my day with daily devotion and a simple prayer for victory in all things that I do everyday. And sure, it does help. God answers prayers. A little incident at work happen last week, though the amount is small but it still will have an impact on client.
But there was a voice telling me, you have to check. And we manage to send the money on time. Praise God!
I was feeling rather down and irritated the first few days of 2010. I felt lost at work. I didn't wanna go to work. I took out a book which my Pastor gave to me for X'mas present. "From faith to faith".
"Look up... because in times like these, your very life may depend on it."
Hebrews 12:3
"Consider (Jesus) that endured such contradiction of sinners against himself, lest ye be worried and faint in your minds."
It reminded me. Trust in Him. I've gotten weary recently. And immediately when I lift my eyes, raise my head instead of looking down. I felt so much better. I felt comforted.
But somehow I've make my decision to leave this year. I've no motivation to wake up for work. Or even try to put my best effort for my work anymore. And the thing is that my pay is not the sustaining factor anymore. I've no reason to stay on. But I'm praying for strength to hold on a little longer. Save a little and take that step.
I need a break. And then probably move on to marketing. After all, I do have a degree in marketing. Why waste it. Give it a shot. It might give me more job satisfaction.
I'll have to pray for guidance ans wisdom to make decision. For the time being, prayer for strength and peace is what I need.
