Okies people! Listen up! I would so totally appreciate if you guys could STOP asking me how's work after this entry!

Work is just one word! Disgusting! And it's just gonna be the same till the day I quit!There's never one day I went for work feeling happy, only when I step out of the building.

So quit asking the question!

Seriously I can't care more about earning 1.7k a month to slog my life away for something I don't even like a tiny weeny bit. Going for work is horrendous. Each time I walk near Abn Amro, the feeling is never nice.

Before I was thinking of trying out if I really don't want a office job. Probably I might love it. I have proved myself right the very first day!

I'm totally so tired and exhausted. And I've only been to work for 7 days. And my officer, Lydia, already knew that I don't like my job and I wanna quit. She called me into the room. Well as you know, it's never a good sign to be called to the room by the officer.

Ya but it turned out well.

Suddenly I feel that I don't have any friends! haha... Nah cause at this moment I feel like going to shop! cause it's the last day of GSS but I guess it won't exactly be the last day... But I'm just too tired to go out.. Think I'll just save the money and forget abt it... Shopping is never enough...

ok crap!

Anyways I'm totally exhausted from work. Office job is killing me so much but i'm still trying hard to hang in there.

I went to nini's house.... only one word! Finally! Have not seen her for weeks and it's just way terrible... her work! Gosh! I have like touch on algebra and related topics for like more than 2 mths or so... It's still like that. But I got to see her sister! Gosh man! Is it because I'm getting old or she's just way too energetic! She's like never tired, I got so tired running and playing with her. But she's just adorable! And I love it when she baby talks! And with the expression of "Woooo" .

Adorable is just the word!

My student asked if I was attached. I said no and she said how was it possible. Cause she said I look too happy to be single! Since when being single is SAD!! Gosh! What kind of logic is that! Being single is like the best thing that you can ever enjoy! While you can!

It's finally the first day of work. And you notice I didn't use "!" cause it wasn't that bad BUT it ain't that FANTASTIC too! If you ask how's first day of work?

Here's my answer... It's just a NORMAL office work! I'm working in the operations department doing payments and receipts, just like when I was at DBS vickers for attachment! Just that this time round, it's no longer itp! It's a perm job! should I sigh? okies... *sigh*

9-630 just pass like that. And I'm already worried about working OT though it's just the first day of work. Cause it will affect my tuition. well will see how it goes first.

And how's the peeps there?

Hello! It's the first day of work! So everybody is NICE! Let time reveal them all! =D

After passing by this restaurant for so many times during itp, I finally tried the paper pot! but it was quite ok. Not too bad!

I'm freaking tired now, yes it's first day of work but for the past few days I have not been resting well.

I'm not sure is it because that I started working, once again I feel so assured that I wanna teach! Instead of working in the office. It's so not for me. When I was waiting to apply for NIE, I though to myself do I really wanna teach? Now... Hate waiting man! Once september comes! I'm just gonna sign up!!

*yawn*

So sleepy!

I'm so freaking tired to the MAX man!! I was out since morning! Woke up at 7+! Met mei for breakfast and headed back to SP to collect my cert! Finally got my Diploma in Banking & Financial trading with grade A with Merit for cca! =)

That's like more than possible! Cause I put in 150% for band!

It took less than 5 mins to collect the cert! Rather than going for the 3 hour graduation just to get it!

And it was shopping time!! It's shopping spree day man!! I spent like 200 bucks man!! Cool! Anyways it's gonna be the last 2 days for me to enjoy to the max before I start work on thursday!

Remember my craze for "Mango" sales last year?! This time round it's ZARA!! Bought a top, a skirt and a jacket for 70 bucks! It's ZARA so what do you expect?! While Mei bought another jacket! And we headed to "Picnic foodcourt" for the famous and delicious beef noodles!

Headed to heeren to get "Havaianas" sandals! Orange in colour! Probably I'll upload photos of it another day!

We parted at 2pm cause she met her friend and i had to go for tuition! Well everything went well, so nice of the mother to compromise with my schedule! So now I have to give up my late sat's sleep! Sad.

After tuition, I had to head down to ABN Amro to sign contract with them and darn! i have to go for a body check-up tml!!! Holy shit!!

Anyways after signing the contract, it was a start of another shopping spree! Met up with Swee Wah! This time round I bought a pair of shoes, a coat from Zara again and a t-shirt from Esprit! So now you know why it all cost about 200 bucks! =D

But once in awhile! It's ok right! AGREE!

After all the walking and buying, we had our dinner at "Changing Appetittes".

And it was time to go home!

That's all for today and maybe it would be the last time I'm gonna blog. Cause it might be a long time before I have time to blog again!

Okies I'm super sleepy now! Ciaoz peeps!

I'm so vex now. So many things yet so little time. Because of my new job, I have to re-schedule everything. I just got a new student and I have not even start. Now I can't make it. Feeling so apologetic towards the agent. Well that's life.

I'm starting work this thursday and I have lots of arrangement to do. On top of that, with endless apologetic feeling. With the feeling of regrets ranking first for the most scary kind of feeling, apologetic is next.

But if I have to give up I just have to. Cause I believe God will bless me with other things. Better the next time.

my schedule is tight. It's not just tight, it's very tight. Even if i have to use my saturdays, I just have to use them.

This morning i received a call from Queenstown primary for relief teaching. And I rejected it. Something that I've always had the passion for, yet I said no. Just to help my mum. I'm not sure if it's the right thing.

I'm tired and in a mild state of confusion.

I'm beginning to think if I'm doing the right.

"Oh God! I need reassurance!"

ok it's bathing time....

Here I am still unbath-ed.
Waiting for the clock to struck 12 to meet Jerm for supper?
And I realise trying hard to keep my eyes open is a tough thing.
It's 11.36am and it's time for bed.

Feeling a little emo, I just want a good sleep with the sweetest dreams ever.
And I thought of my dream 2 days back.
the weirdest dream but it reflects how true I'm feeling.
How afraid I am.

Jazz music just makes me so laid back and double the emo.
Ballads makes me feel so lonely, abandon and confused.
Rock just isn't right at this moment.
Noise from the tv is breaking the silence.

current mood would be super high and happy.

Cause I went shopping! since when it's not a happy thing. I bought a pair of jeans for 10 bucks, a t-shirt for 10 bucks, a sleeveless top for 15 bucks, a dress for 15 bucks, a sort of cadigian and my Esprit SHORTS for 25 bucks!! Long awaiting discount! Finally... Never had a good shop for a long time man!

Well I have to enjoy for as long as I can this few days before I start work! yes I found a job! And no! it's not working for my mum. It's a serious office job. Well went for my interview on friday and they confirm me on friday evening start away. (SO Ivan it better be more than touching that bald head of yours for FREE!)

It took me about 2 days to think about it cause I really dislike office job. But for long-term, tuition and working at my mum's place is not gonna help. So after much thinking and talking to my aunt, I finally decided. The pay is not bad but working hours... Hopefully there's not much OT. Cause tuition would be a problem.

We'll see how it goes. Overall I owe a big thank you to the BIG Guy up there! For His blessings and assurance.

But I'm not sure if I could start work late on thurday. well still waiting for agent to call back.

As I went to my blog and read others' blog, I realise I have start to neglect my blog. Cause I'm really tired and sick of internets!

Anyways just to update on my life.

I've finally found a job. It's my 3rd day of work, though tired but quie good. Good pay and I can be late for work and take off as and when I like. I can scold the boss too and eat and drink for FREE! It's FAB!! And the best thing! Short working hours! And quite slack. Hehe... What can be better than helping your own mother in her shop! ",)

Though it's quite tiring cause everyday after work I have to give tuition but I'm enjoying cause I'm sleeping early and really waking up early. It makes me feel healthy! And healthy is nice!

But I've got an interview tml at ABN AMRO. Well will do my best for the interview though i'm not really keen cause I really hate office job. If I can't get this job it wld be that's it! I'm not going for any office job! if I get it... erm.. we'll see if I really get it.

And I have started on my first keyboard lesson! Super happy!

Okies that's all for today, pretty tired after a long long day!

Yesterday was a splendid day. Cause it's officially out of SP. Though I didn't go for the ceremony which I certainly think is the wiset decision to make!

met up with Cia-darling and gang for dinner at NYDC . Waited for about 3 hours for them? So i buy time by going for hair treatment... ",)

seriously it's not that I have too much many to spend, wanted to do it long ago. Effect? Fantastic.

Once again it's friday! The day of the week which I always look forward to! =)

This is no longer the place that I would call home sweet home. I dislike this place. And I drag coming back here.

How I wish I didn't come back.

Back here it's just anger and arguements. I just don't wanna be under the same roof as them!

And my mum is pulling me back.

I know how much she doesn't want me to move and how it is gonna affect my relationship with my dad. But seriously, I would do anything just for a nod from them so that I'll be away from them.

Probably you may think that I'm selfish and being stupid knowing that it would affect my relationship with my parents. But I never said that I would not see them in my whole entire life.