If you did. How did you feel?
Happy that you saw an old friend? Or was it the heartbreaking memories that start filling you and you realise that tears started to fill your eyes which uncontrolably roll down that rosy cheeks of yours? Washing your happiness and smile away as it drip onto your top?
Time seem to stop at that instant and you could feel your body getting hot despite the cold weather. And you don't know whether to smile or say hi.
I don't know about you but these were the questions that I have always been asking myself.
I finally found the answer yesterday.
After supper at "MakanSutra", cia,weishan,ligen and I headed to the hong kong cafe that served the most horrible food that you can ever pay for. Laughing as I filled them the details of my weird,which cia and ligen heard as wet,dreams. It was really weird not WET! Something supernatural. It's not about the dream.
In the mist of our loud laughter, cia waved to someone. Being a normal human, I turn back and saw someone. I didn't thought that we would ever get the chance to bump into each other. After all it's been almost a year or so.
Back facing the direction he was walking, only our heads met. As he walked past our table and me, the feeling came. The feeling of happiness when you see an old friend. Not the heartthrob feeling or the painful memories. None of that actually surface or filled the picture. It didn't take away the laughter from me.
In fact it felt good to see a classmate after so long.
Under the moonlight or rather cafe's light with a oh-I-think-i'm-so-handsome guy sitting opposite our table, I've got the answer to my questions. =)
Have been sleeping rather late these few days and eating abit too much! Gotta watch out on that!
Finally, I step foot into "Timbre". Went there 4 times and on the fourth visit I finally went in. boy oh boy... is it just so difficult to get a drink and get myself lost in good music?!
Wednesday's night Timbre outing was fanta-bulous! The company (weishan,ligen,cia and hannah) were great! Pizza was good. Talking about!! It's been nearly 2 months since I allow myself to indulge in treats like PIZZA! Since we were out to unwind and have fun!! Just gotta keep the rules in the pocket for that few hours.
Since we were at Timbre and, weishan and ligen were there too. How could we missed out something so important that has to part of our outing! Alcohol. ^_^
Ordered 1/2 a dozen of "Sex on the beach" and 1/2 a dozen "Tequila shot", buckets of 5 henieken and my "seabreeze" which they called in the "long gang" water. Had a glass of lychee champagne which taste like beer. Hoegarden to be exact.
Got way too out of hand and before I realise. I drank too much. Was sober but walking straight and up the stairs was difficult. Shared a cab with ligen and cia. Being the strong and kind me,I decline their offer to walk me up. Which I did manage to.
"Thump!".
I fell onto the sofa with my sister there. Wearing the wrong shoes, I become handicapped. My sister unbuckle my heels. Got up on my feet and almost fall back to the window. Got my balance back and walked a coupls of steps. I let myself fall to the floor effortlessly. Laid flat down with my sister,meichan, taking out my bracelets and necklaces. Crawled my way back into the room. But I still had the ability to remove my make-up and bathed.
Despite the hot shower and I couldn't wake up. Couldn't get the strength back. With another thump, I sat on my other sister,meiying's bed and asked if you could dry my hair for me. Which I felt my body fall lazily back on her.
And I crawled up to my bed and under my blanket. And it was sweet dreams.
With all those noise that I made and the time I was home, luckily my mum was still sleepily soundly that I could quietly sneak into bed. ^-^
And of cause! Having to be on leave the next day! =)
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