Nothing really special for this occassion, except for the long holidays and red packets. But it's not really a long holiday 'cause am back today on the 2nd day of CNY to support the dubai market. It's awful feeling.
And so the spring cleaning should be done way before CNY and just enjoy the new year. But I've been so busy at work, working late for the whole of last week. I rarely could spare any time for spring cleaning. Cleared some of my shoes on CNY eve though. Threw quite a few pairs away but it didn't make much of a difference. 'Cause I've already got a few new pairs to fill up the space! So it just looks like how it was before.
Yet to clear my clothes and bags, I'm sure it's gonna be a disaster. I just can't stop buying. The old ones are not going but new old ones just keep coming in at a uber crazy flow! I'm trying to cut-down a little. It's tough! Made a promise to the bf. For this spring cleaning, I'll have to listen to him. Those that need to go, will have to go. There was a little disagreement to the shoes that day 'cause I'm not the kind that keep to my promise when it comes to clearing my old stuff that I treasure so much and actually listening to the man telling me what to do. Ego. That's me.
Plan is to pack tml. Don't think I'll have enough time to do so. I'll always stone mid-way through the packing cause I don't know what to do with the overflowing stuff I've got or even where to keep them. For some reason, I'll just blank out.
Anyways am just waiting for confirmation from another team, in order to make my payment out. But the system is down, this whole processing for dubai is pissing me off. I hope I can leave at 10pm. Or before 11pm. Pissed with my boss as well, it's her week for dubai shift. We are nice to take turns for her. She left at 4.30 ytd. Just felt that she should be the one coming back today, not us covering for her. It's not fair and she just kept quiet abt it. It's fine to come back to work if you enjoy the work you're doing but it really sucks when it's not.
You know, I've been giving a good thought of my future here. I can't give up the benefits and the pay but I'm sacrificing my happiness which is not worth it. Decided to leave some time this year and move on to something new. Probably no more banking line. Wanna try out marketing communications kind of job. Am 24, still young for a career switch and I don't intend to settle down so fast. It's never too late. Everything is just getting draggy here. Looking at my work and all the investigationgs and recon one person has to do. There's only 1 word that starts highlighting itself in my head. Hate. So I guess it's time to move on. To something new and fresh.
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