For whatever reasons, don't guess... That would be it.
Anyways I accompanied my dear jermaine to a doctor just now... she got involved in a minor Car accident... No blood all over the face or body, just some bruises.
WARNING! Even if the driver is a safe driver, always have your seat belts on!! Caue you never know what's gonna happen! Just put the damn seat belts on won't kill right! Or used up too much of your energy!
Thank God it's just a really small and minor accident. I won't want to lose a listening ear, a pillar of strength and a friend of a lifetime! =D
Chalets is in like 2 days time but i'm not sure about me being in the right condition to be present for it. But I have to be there no matter how. I've got to keep those reluctance into my pockets and sew it up for the time being.
I know I'm gonna miss lots of fun if i don't go... But I really am not in the mood to be with crowds, to socialise around. I just wanna be alone.
Sometimes I wonder, does people really think i'm capable of doing the job or it's because it's a shitty job. That's why they throw it to me.
And I don't really understand why does everybody says that everybody listens to me. Marilyn says so... anton and ruiming said so... Am I that fierce?
Oh no... anton say they respect me. ruiming says I'm respectable.
Well it's not too bad to be respectable but it sounds abit old. but................ I think it's not that bad.
hmm... respectable. Do i hold such a position in people's eyes?
I often thought to myself and look back to my life. I never felt that I did something fulfilling in my whole damn life. Or at least things that I'm proud of.
oh well if taking the courage to take part in bandedge and sing in front of so many people is one... then it would be one.
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