Just finished taking my bath! Oh I smell good! haha... I feel good too... feeling so comfortable under my new pyjames... >.<
YEAH! TQM is over! Finished!! haha... Finally! I feel so relief... Another one is down! Can pass but it's the problem if I can pass with flying colours or not...
But this paper is hell crap!! I regretted studying so hard! I was really stressed up! Ok well i don't exactly regret... I'm glad that i've put in effort to study or else I won't be able to say this... I had enough time to study and go through it again... One of the few papers whereby stress isn't taking over...
It's a 50 min paper... 20 mcqs... and 20 marks worth of short questions! I really meant SHORT ANSWER QUESTIONS! Thinking back of the questions asked... Well better don't comment... haha...
After the paper walk around Tiong to kill time before giving tuition... I've got my pay! When the money landed on my hand, I'm already thinking of how to spend it! haha... But I do not have something in mind now...
Well it's good friday tml... Got church in the morning... after that... hmm... No plans at the moment.. ok well actually I do have... Shall see my mood tml...
Had a long talk with fendi just now... Told him about everything that happen recently... He's kind of shocked... But I'm on with my life...
Tonight's a break before I start studying for my test next week... uccd and MA...Lots to study... Got to start early before stress start taking over... Hate the feeling...
OK back to tonight's issue... Friends...
I won't say that I'm a good friend or a friend worth having... Well after all it's for people around me to judge... I'm in no right to say anything...
Each of us need friends... you... me... even the world's greatest asshole need friends... even my hamster need a another of it's half to be there... so what's more about we, humans?
I cherish friendship alot... Coz I feel that friends are gift from God! And that's what makes each of them so special to me...
But I dare to shout aloud that I've received the greatest gift from God! I've got a wonderful group of friends...
I've neglect some friends... straight away I thought of someone... Swee wah...Someone whom I feel sorry towards... Always trying his luck to ask me out and always suffer in the hands of my "Sorry, I'm not free", "Sorry,I can't make it", "Sorry, I've got something on the last minute". Despite that, he never fails to ask me out the next time even though he knows the answer before asking...
I've lost some friends, made new ones and those I'm close with? We are getting closer each day...
yes, sadly I've lost some friends... Friends which I never thought I would lose... I've done my part in trying to salvage the friendship but sadly I failed...
So who is to blame when the friendship is gone? me? you? Or God?
Probably we will blame God... Asking why did He let this people enter your life and later screw up yr life... But I don't blame God! In fact I thank Him! Thank Him for showing me the truth... Nevertheless, I've Thank Him that I know them...
But I rather that it ended with a reason... even that we quarrel I don't mind... At least there's a reason... But it just died off like that... till today I don't know why... And I agree with Ven that keeping quiet and leaving someone kills more painfully than telling someone off... Why did we had to go to this extent?
Well, I no longer asked for a reason any longer... Coz I know I won't get anything... It still bothers me alot and I'm still upset over it but well LIFE GOES ON!
But just as the saying goes... In times of difficulties you will know who are your real friends...
And I'm glad to say that all my friends are my real friends... They saw what I'm going through... And they were with me when I went through it... They gave me advise, held my hands when I was crying, gave me a hug and lend me a shoulder... If I will to come out with a lost of what they've done for me... Think I'll start writing a story...
In conclusion, my life is wonderful now... With a group of wonderful friends who never fail to be there for me... Thanx peeps!
You guys rock my world!
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